The Righteous Player(s) - Chapter 1230
[Chapter 254 A More Complete Annan]
It was said that he would be back in a while, but Sir Silver was probably infected by Yaweng… Longjing Tea waited until it was dark before Sir Silver finally came back.
“Sorry, Longjing Tea…”
Sir Silver, who hurriedly sat back to the place with the seaside moisture, apologized to Longjing Tea a little embarrassedly: “There are some things in the middle, I was delayed for some time… I will make up for your delay.”
“It’s okay, Lord Yin Jue. I didn’t feel bored either.”
Longjing Tea smiled and replied gently.
After all, he didn’t wait when he was sitting here, but went to watch books and dramas.
Lying in the reclining chairs in the magnificent silver-purple garden of the palace, there is no hustle and bustle, no noisy children or tired couples around.
Just from the afternoon in the sun, blowing the wind, watching the book and brushing the show, until the sun goes down… It’s still quite pleasant.
“Then, Lord Yinjue.”
Longjing Cha straightened up and asked Sir Silver, “What’s the result?”
“I’ve already asked.”
Sir Silver said solemnly: “Let’s start with the conclusion that your concern is correct, and the reminder is very timely.
“According to Ms. Mystery, according to normal circumstances, Annan should not have such symptoms of ‘the gradual thinning of humanity’.”
“Then what exactly is this for?”
Longjing tea was holding a sip beside it.
“The bottom line,” explained Sir Silver, “because Annan is not complete.”
“…not complete?”
This answer made Longjing Tea a little puzzled for a while.
Sir Silver nodded: “Yes.
“You may know less about this… Annan actually came to this world very early. Probably as a baby of one or two years old.
“At that time, Annan was known for his rationality and wisdom. He had been learning mysterious knowledge since he was seven or eight years old, and by the time he was twelve years old, he was already a world-renowned master of rituals, and even secretly controlled the entire Winter Principality… Bi Xiaoyi Those who are competent are many, and there are many who are ruthless.”
“…ruthless?”
Longjing Tea was a little surprised when he heard this word.
He had some difficulty thinking of the word to Annan.
“Because of Annan at that time, the heart of winter was not reversed… So Annan at that time could not feel all the good thoughts and happiness in the world. This cold and dark will is the inheritance of the three sirens. ] one of the prerequisites.”
“That is to say, is that the blackened version of Annan…”
Longjing Tea muttered.
When Sir Silver heard this, he immediately shook his head: “Blackening? No, I don’t think this analogy is appropriate.
“Are you talking about the blackening of the concept of alchemy…or simply referring to goodness and evil? But no matter which one is, this description is not accurate.
“A more accurate way of saying…is what you have seen, the ‘white Annan’ who has completed the ‘whitening’. That ‘black Annan’ is the original state…and even that form of Annan is not considered at all. Do not be evil.”
“…But, how did the albino do it?”
Longjing Tea couldn’t help but ask: “In an environment where you can’t feel warmth and kindness, you have accumulated loneliness and indifference for so many years… Even if this state is reversed, it can’t directly eradicate the cumulative impact of the past. ?”
“It seems that Annan really hasn’t talked to you about anything…”
Sir Silver sighed helplessly: “I thought you all knew.”
Longjing Tea was a little puzzled: “What?”
“Simply put,” Sir Silver said softly, “Annan ‘killed’ his past self.
“After he completed the ‘Reversal of the Heart of Winter’, he sacrificed all his past memories and the newly formed personality from this part of his memory to Lady Silent.”
Hearing this, Longjing Tea’s pupils shrank slightly.
Of course he knew what that meant.
“…But, what is Annan for?”
“In order for oneself to achieve total goodness.”
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Sir Silver replied: “This is the answer I got after asking Miss Fortune and Lady Mystery.
“Because Annan believes that, compared to the ‘Black Annan’ who has become gloomy and indifferent after coming to our world 14 years ago, the ‘White Annan’ who has been transformed by himself is more suitable for this world and his mission.
“This kind of absolute rationality that can put itself on the tray of ‘victims’ to plan and calculate is one of the characteristics of ‘Black Annan’. Its core is closer to ‘evil’ than ‘evil’ Apathy’. Or, it is ‘no heart and no love’. That is the heartless Annan who doesn’t understand love and doesn’t think he needs to understand love.
“After that, I was suspicious, so I went to teach the country to ask the woman holding the cup. When she first contacted and hugged Annan, she really tasted Annan’s original desire… that is, Annan’s promotion to gold’ The desire to rise’.
“The woman holding the cup said that Annan has no desire for power, money, power, the opposite sex, or fame. He also does not desire any novel life or interesting travel. What he desires most in his heart is hope for himself. I can even acquire the ability to ‘eliminate all the accidents and misfortunes of myself and others’.”
Sir Silver concluded: “That is, what is called happiness.” Annan lived to make himself and others happy.
“And today’s Annan… It is because he is immersed in too strong and paranoid ‘happiness’. He wants to be able to solve everything by himself, and he believes that he is indeed capable of doing so. So he tries to take all the responsibility to himself. on…
“Just as a person is eroded by darkness, corrupted by wealth and distorted by desire, this will make them ‘away from the light’, that is, gradually lose the possibility of redemption. This is because darkness will expand and ego Breeding.
“But what most people don’t know, and can’t know, is that…excess light is also ‘harmful’. Light also reproduces itself, like a virus. It will become more and more detached from human nature, like those lonely sages and saints, who cannot be understood and accepted by people.
“In order not to let themselves become depraved, they prefer to live like a machine and discipline themselves. This can indeed maintain their own goodness, but it will also wear down their desires and bring them closer to the so-called ‘divine nature’.”
“…In other words, Annan will gradually lose his humanity irreversibly?”
“If we hadn’t noticed in time, that would have been the case.”
When Sir Silver said this, he smiled: “You have made a contribution, Longjing Tea. Now we have other ways to solve this problem…”
“Specifically?”
“This problem occurs with Annan, mainly because he is not complete. He only has a ‘longing for good’ side, and his way of thinking is half incomplete. Then what we have to do is also very simple … that is to let Annan complete the completion. .
“The way he ‘erased’ his old self back then was to pray to Lady Silent and completely forget one of his memories. This process can also be regarded as a sacrifice.”
Sir Silver said seriously: “Since it is a sacrifice, it is like sending a letter, it has a sender and a recipient. Lady Silent will get this memory. That is to say, although Annan has completely forgotten his past, But the world has not completely erased this memory.”
That is to say… it is deleted, but it does not mean to empty the recycle bin?
Longjing Tea blurted out: “So do you want to retrieve this memory from Lady Silent?”
“No. For the job of retrieving lost memories, you should go to the graysmith. The division of labor between the gods is very clear.”
Sir Silver said worriedly: “It’s not difficult to solve this problem. The most difficult part is… whether Annan wants to solve it or not.
“In any case, we must respect his personal will. If Annan doesn’t want to complete it, and we can’t force him to accept ‘another self’, then the gradual loss of his humanity is his own choice.
“On the other hand, if he regains his ‘rational’ self, can Annan be recognized by the Heart of Justice? If he has obtained the Heart of Justice and regains his other half’s true self, then the complete Will Annan be abandoned by the Heart of Justice?
“And more importantly…”
When Sir Silver said this, UU Reading www.sonicmtl.com also hesitated: “That is his three sirens]. If the two Annans are reunited, it means that he has lost the shielding and protection of the Heart of Winter. Protect.
“Can Annan like that still have the willpower to use the three sirens? And the three sirens are undoubtedly a weapon against worms.
“Do you take the risk of causing a bunch of messy problems to seek a more complete self, or is it safe to change nothing but let yourself gradually lose most of your humanity? This choice must allow Annan to complete the sublimation ceremony. done before.
“Once you enter the Merka Baha Hall in the Light Realm, Annan’s personality can only be cut and cannot be added. According to my observation, Annan is only one step away from entering the level of truth… This means that he will soon be soared.
“Even if Annan tries his best to delay, he can only delay for another month at most. There is not much time left for him to make a decision.”
In the end, Sir Silver concluded: “This matter is very involved, but we are not good at making decisions. Longjing tea, you can go back and benefit Annan Chen Qing and ask him for his opinion. Of course, if Annan himself can’t make up his mind… You can also urge him to go back to winter.
“According to the mysterious lady, the old grandmother is about to wake up in three days at the latest, and the old grandmother is about to wake up.”
He said with an inexplicable smile: “Also, Longjing tea. I just transferred a thousand pounds to your account.
“This is my apology for being late… and reimbursement for your travel expenses for this international trip. You can add more when you get back.”
Sir Silver said with a smile: “As for the money, if it’s lacking, we can talk about it. We are friends… As long as Annan’s problem can be solved, everything can be discussed.”
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