The Righteous Player(s) - Chapter 1009

[Chapter 52 Jealousy is like fire, hatred is like a tide]

Julius was silent for a long time.

He took a deep breath and began to psychoanalyze himself.

“I don’t just envy Bernardino. To be fair, I even hate him – he has mentors who can teach him, he has an adoptive father who loves him. Father Ludwig was even willing to sacrifice himself… just for total liberation Bernardino’s talent.

“And Bernardino—he had no desire to burn from the very beginning… Ludwig knew he couldn’t get to the golden stage, just like me.

But Ludwig specially designed a path for him to ascend to the gods without embarking on the path of transcendence.

“But Bernardino takes his excellent education for granted. He thinks it’s because he was smart, not because the teacher taught him well; he thinks Ludwig taught him with all his might, just ‘ A means of earning a living’ is nothing more than.

“What’s the difference between me and him?

Could it be that ‘innate talent’ is so important, and only if there is a gap in talent, can we completely separate two completely different paths of destiny?

“—What is this based on? Who assigns the talents? Why do they have a better background and higher talents?”

Julius’s eyes widened, and there was no regret or hesitation in his eyes.

He dissects himself very skillfully.

This is the basic skill that every reaper must master in order not to go mad: “You say I’m jealous — maybe it is. Not only am I jealous of Bernardino, I’m even jealous of Ludwig.

” I am from the same era as him, and we are old friends who have known each other for many years.

But why can he meet a child who will inherit his path and who will sacrifice his life without hesitation and who will consider it ‘worthy’?

Why did he have the determination to give up everything and create art with his own life?

“Silver Rank – For mortals, this is the culmination of the path of transcendence. Prosperity and wealth come with a wave of your hand. But only transcendents will know… Those who stay on the silver rank are the most painful.

“They may have strong enough desires at any time to be promoted to gold; but most of them can only stay here for the rest of their lives. For example, I.

They came to the door and saw more wonderful and more brilliant The world… but can’t find the door.

It’s more painful than being ignorant.

“—talent.”

Julius squeezed the word out of his teeth, word by word.

“All of this is because of their innate talents… You are right, I am indeed jealous. I am so jealous that there is blood in my eyes and fire in my heart. This heart fire is so scorching that it is difficult to extinguish…

” The position I’ve spent my whole life trying to reach… is just the starting point for these people.

I can’t catch up with them in a lifetime, but I can clearly understand how great they are.

“…But it’s something I can do.”

Speaking of which, Julius couldn’t help showing a satisfied smile: “I’ll never be able to keep up with him – yet I have something that keeps him from catching up with me. The ability of the pace.

“I will never reach the Golden Rank.

But I can destroy a genius who is destined to be a god… In Ludwig’s words, ‘he will be a disaster if he doesn’t become a sculptor’.

Creating a Demon King with my own hands, isn’t that something only I can do?

“If it’s something wicked and vile; if it’s a genius to be able to easily do things that others can’t do…then I’m also a genius of evil, and a rotten man.”

Speaking of which, Julius The voice gradually decreased.

He almost gritted his teeth and said word by word: “I would rather be a sinner than disappear in history. If people can’t remember me for my merits and greatness, at least they must be remembered for my crimes. Stay with me.”

He said, looking at Annan expectantly: “Quick, tell me… how did Bernardino die in the end? Did he embark on the path of a reincarnator? Did he become a villain? ”

“He was killed by me. Because of his great sin… He killed the Zedi Black Tower.”

Annan leaned back slightly on the back of his chair and looked at Julius with pity.

He said indifferently: “Bernardino has indeed become a reincarnation wizard. But unfortunately… even if you try so hard to destroy a genius to satisfy your own desires, he finally reached the golden level and almost became a god. ——At the final pass, I wiped out his sublime fake body at the top of the Zedi Black Tower with my own hands.

“And I… I really haven’t heard your name.

Either a good name or a bad name.

The corners of

Annan’s mouth rose slightly.

Looking at Dr. Julius, whose pupils were constantly trembling.

Annan used the face of Bernardino in his youth to show a bright smile full of maliciousness: “I think it was probably Bernardi who finally understood the truth back then. No, I will kill you with my own hands.

“It’s a pity that your burning jealousy didn’t make you take another step up.

“In the end…you haven’t changed anything.

”

With Annan’s words, the surrounding world finally began to peel off and collapse. The

roof fell, the table top collapsed, and the floor cracked.

Half of the face of Dr. Julius, who was sitting opposite Annan, also peeled off, fell down, and turned into nothingness. His whole body became fragmented, and he leaned forward and tried to say something, but he could only see his tongue shaking, and his throat was not only screaming but also roaring sobbing.

Only those blood-red pupils, so The fiery jealousy was clearly reflected. The sense of

drowsiness made Annan close his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, he found himself back in a state of being bound again.

“…blood pressure is still rising!

”

–Brother, he’s awake!”

”

“—Unbelievable, he is still alive…” There was a

lot of discussion around.

And Annan clearly felt that there was something in his body that ebbs and flows with his breathing.

That is activated order mana.

At the same time, it is also dark, wet and cold hatred…

——Bernardino, who finally mastered spells and became a wizard apprentice.

But those apprentices didn’t know what happened.

They just removed the “Bernardino” blindfold according to the experimental procedure.

Annan suddenly narrowed his eyes and felt a sense of dizziness.

The light of the ritual lamp was still shining on Bernardino’s face.

“Bernardino”‘s eyes gradually shed two lines of blood and tears.

“…Hey, his eyes are bleeding.”

“Is it because the blood pressure is too high? There is no such symptom in animal experiments.”

“I think it is because the sea beasts come from the deep sea and cannot accept strong lights…” The

apprentices discussed.

They didn’t think about Bernardino’s feelings, but rather… if they could make this “old man” feel pain, they would have fun instead.

They have absolutely no idea what they will let Bernardino see after they let Bernardino enter the deepest part of the darkest heart…

In other words, they have already seen Bernardino’s memory countless times, and they consciously have nothing to care about.

Of course, the real reason is—they, as apprentices, will not be aware of the memories modified by the “professor”.

So many people not only did not make Bernardino doubt this memory, but made him more confident, so that he completed the intermittent and unclear “false memory” in his mind.

“Remove the light, idiot!”

Annan scolded without hesitation.

Those students were stunned for a moment, but they subconsciously obeyed the command and moved the bright light away from “Bernardino”‘s face.

But after the bright light was removed, Annan realized…

I am afraid that when Bernardino woke up, he had lost his vision forever.

In his field of vision, walls, ceilings and floors were not visible at all.

Only one after another “spiritual body” silhouettes of different colors danced and danced.

“Following the trend for forty years, but being awakened by a nightmare…”

Annan sighed softly.

Or is it that these 40 years of nothingness and suffering… are all just a nightmare that has not woken up?

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