The Memory Lost in Space - 42. Chapter 42

The huge boulders all around resemble ferocious monsters, but his hands are safe and reliable. As long as he follows him, it is like walking on a splendid avenue full of spring and flowers.

In the middle of the night, Lorraine suddenly woke up from the nightmare of death, her heart beating fast and her head was sweating coldly.

She dreamed that someone was chasing her and couldn’t see his face. She seemed to be Dr. Mu wearing a helmet, or a consul wearing a mask.

Lorraine tried to fall asleep again, but everything came to her mind like a movie, making her unable to sleep at all.

When Feng Lin told her that the difference between A-level and 3A-level was the difference between humans and non-humans, she still disagreed, but now she finally understands it. Even if she became an A-level physical person, under the hands of Cinnabar and the Archon, there was no power to resist at all.

Cinsha thought she was scared by Doctor Mu, but didn’t know that she was more afraid of them.

After all, Dr. Mu is still in another star field far away, but they are by her side, controlling her life and death.

If they knew the truth, what would they do with her?

The youngest commander in the history of the Confederation, the honorable man of heaven, was tricked into marrying a dirty and humble death row prisoner.

I’m afraid that even death is too benevolent and will definitely imprison her.

The extreme human experiments that Feng Lin firmly opposes are likely to be implemented, forcing her to be a breeding mother and using her for genetic breeding…

Lorraine became more afraid as she thought about it, knowing that she shouldn’t frighten herself by thinking about it.

However, in the dead of night, her heart became especially fragile, and the secrets she had carried all the year round made her overwhelmed, and all negative emotions poured out like a tide.

Thinking of training tomorrow morning, Lorrain turned on the personal terminal and asked the robot to send her a cup of faint blue and faint green.

After filling it in one breath, it feels a little better.

She lay flat on the bed, quietly waiting to fall asleep again.

It suddenly occurred to me that it was daytime in the Central Administrative District of Alicata, and Qian Xu was awake just like her.

Once the thought came up, she couldn’t restrain it anymore, and Lorrain opened the address book and contacted Qian Xu.

After a while, Qian Xu’s gentle voice came, expressing concern: “What happened? It should be midnight on your side, why don’t you sleep?”

The negative mental tranquilizer began to work, and Lorraine laughed and said, “Qian Xu, run away with me. We will leave the Odin Federation and fly away.”

“Why?” Qian Xu’s voice was very calm, not at all scared by Lorraine.

Lorrain laughed for a while, crying for a while, talking upside down.

“I think that as long as I work hard, I can always win the front line of life and prove that I have the value of existence. However, it is useless. I am just a small person with nothing, and I can’t beat the great people!”

“I don’t want to be hated and scolded by liars, especially Feng Lin. In this world, except you, she is the only one who has been helping me. Support me to join the institute, help me get familiar with my work, and teach me to do research… I don’t want to disappoint her. I want to repay her for being kind to me, but I need qualifications to repay my gratitude. I am a liar, and I don’t even have the qualifications to repay her!”

“Cinnabar is the commander of the Federation. Just like you said, young and promising, with a high position, of course, he is the best husband candidate. But what am I? A death row prisoner! Nothing, even my own memory. One of us is in the sky, which is admirable; the other is on the ground, and is trampled on. If it weren’t for my impersonating princess, he would definitely not even look at me dirty. When he finds out the truth, he will never forgive me and not personally Killing me is considered magnanimous!”

“Since the day I set foot on Alicata, I have been living in trepidation. Even when I slept at night, I often dreamed that my identity was revealed and I was sent back to the death penalty room for execution. Every day I lived, I seemed to have been stolen. I don’t understand. I have never done anything heinous, but why is it so hard to live? It’s so hard even to be yourself?”

“If my identity is revealed, death will become an extravagant desire. Everybody is not guilty, and the princesses of the dignified Ar empire have become tradable goods because of their genes. I, a death row prisoner, will only become a living test subject. Qianxu, I don’t want to be injected with all kinds of strange medicines! I don’t want to be forced to take out the eggs to nurture the fetus! I don’t want to be kept in a cage to observe the test reaction! I must leave the Odin Federation! You and me go together, the interstellar is so big, We can definitely find a planet and start living again.”

“Don’t worry about the treatment, I will be your gene repairer. You believe me, I can definitely cure your disease!”

Lorraine felt that she was sober, and she stated the reasons one by one, persuading Qian Xu to run away with her. Even Qian Xu was an orphan and moved out for the reason that she was alone in the Federation of Odin and had no relatives.

However, she whimpered, and as she spoke, her voice became lower and lower, and the audio was not turned off, and she fell into a deep sleep.

Qian Xu didn’t turn off the news either. He leaned on the bed and listened to Lorraine’s breathing as gently as the tide under a moonlit night. From time to time, there was a sob or two. In her sleep, is she still crying in sorrow and fear?