The Memory Lost in Space - 32

A hidden heart can’t really get close to another heart, just like a pair of covered eyes can never see another pair of eyes clearly.

Lorraine has always seemed to be asleep, even in her dreams, very anxious.

Qian Xu must think she is a big liar, what should I do?

After sleeping for more than three hours, unable to sleep anymore, he simply got up and went into the kitchen to make breakfast.

Wash and cut, steam and cook…

In the scent of food, Lorrain remembered the first meal she cooked for Qian Xu many years ago, and the first meal Qian Xu made for her when she took her to Adventurer’s Paradise.

Unknowingly, many years have passed. They have traveled many places together and cooked meals for each other many times.

Luo Lan gradually thought about it, since she didn’t want to lose Qian Xu, and she did something wrong again, she should face it bravely and try to find a way to recover.

In the early morning, Luo Lan took the soup he made and rushed to the research institute to find Qian Xu, only to find that Qian Xu had already left.

“Why let Qianxu leave so early?”

“The data is all normal.” Feng Lin called out Qian Xu’s physical examination report and showed it to Luolan. “He himself strongly requested to leave, and I have no reason to detain him.”

Lorrain scanned the data quickly, and there was indeed no problem.

“But, is it okay to go back to work so quickly?”

“Of course not. He killed four people in one night!” Feng Lin sighed. “Although he is definitely not the first time a soldier who retreats from the front line has killed, there should be no psychological problems, but I Still ask him to rest for at least one month, don’t leave Alicata, and keep watch.”

Lorrain dialed Qianxu’s personal terminal, but couldn’t get through, and an automatic reply message appeared: “The other party closed the communication, please contact later.”

Feng Lin asked: “What’s wrong?”

Lorraine smiled reluctantly: “No one answered, probably still sleeping.”

Feng Lin saw that she was in a bad mood, and comforted: “It was late at night when he left yesterday. It’s normal to go to bed late.”

Lorraine felt reasonable and decided to contact Qian Xu later, but it was earlier…

She opened the lunch box and put the soup and snacks in front of Feng Lin: “Will you have breakfast together?”

In the office, Lorraine was restless and kept checking the time.

Two hours later, she tentatively sent a text message: “Are you up? I want to talk to you.”

After a long time to reply, Lorrain comforted himself that he should still be asleep and hadn’t seen it yet.

After waiting for another hour, she couldn’t help but dialed Qian Xu’s personal terminal.

It was connected, but after a few rings, it was hung up.

An automatic reply message appeared: “The other party refused the call. Please contact me later.”

Over the years, Lorraine contacted Qian Xu countless times, and for the first time “refused to call”. She stared at the short message and read it back and forth several times. She was so sad that she wanted to cry. Qian Xu didn’t even want to talk to her anymore?

If the mountain is not just me, I will go to the mountain!

Luolan cheered up and sent a message to Feng Lin: “Can you send me the address of Qian Xu’s dormitory?”

“You haven’t contacted him yet?” Feng Lin was very alert, “This is not a good sign, and maybe a psychiatrist needs to intervene.”

“It’s just a problem between me and him. He knew my true identity from Zhan Li’s mouth last night.”

“Is it necessary to be angry about this? He is not the only person you are hiding from. The explanation is clear. If he accepts it or not, don’t mind too much.”

Luolan had no way to explain to Feng Lin that Qian Xu was different from others, so she could only reply nothing.

Lorrain took the shuttle bus to the dormitory area of the base.

According to the base’s policy, military personnel working at the base can purchase real estate outside the base, or rent the base’s single dormitory at very low prices.

Most single soldiers will be greedy for cheap and convenient accommodation. Qian Xu is an orphan and has no family, so naturally he always lives in the dormitory.

Before, Lorraine had a ghost in her heart and did not dare to disclose her address, so she never dared to ask Qian Xu where she lived, deceiving herself “I don’t visit your house, you don’t visit my house, it’s very reasonable.”

Luolan stood outside the dormitory and checked the address Feng Lin had sent her: E-7-203.

After confirmation, she walked into the dormitory building.

Lorraine rang the doorbell, and a robot with a round body and round eyes appeared on the screen of the door.

It said naively: “Hello, guest! The host is not at home, please visit later, or contact the host directly.”

“Where is your master?”

“confidential.”

“Can I come in and wait for him? I am his good friend.”

“no.”

Lorraine felt stupid as well, and wanted to befriend a robot that was obedient and observing instructions.

She sat cross-legged on the ground and decided to wait for Qian Xu to return.

The robot was blindfolded, and his big round eyes turned quickly. After searching in his brain, there was no such situation, and he couldn’t figure out what the solution should be. The robot repeats again: “Please visit later, or contact the owner directly.”

Lorraine asked without turning her head: “Did your master stipulate that no one can sit at the door?”

“No.”

“Then you just leave it alone.”

When the robot’s chubby eyes continued to turn quickly and the body was getting hot, finally there was a solution.

It sent a message to the owner: “There is a woman who is staying at the door. Do you want to call the police to catch her?”

There was also a photo of Lorraine from the back along with the news.

Qian Xu replied: “No. Wait for her to leave, tell me.”

An hour later, Qianxu sent a message and asked the robot: “Are you gone?”

“No.”

The robot sent him a video-

Lorraine sat cross-legged on the ground, facing the screen on the door, as if she had a long conversation.

“Look at your very old model. You have been with your master for many years. How many girlfriends has he dated?”

“Confidentiality.”

“Is it a boyfriend?”

“Confidentiality.”

“What can you talk about? Talk about whether you should lose weight?”

The robot’s chubby eyes turned into mosquito coil eyes, and the processor made a buzzing sound.

The robot asked Qianxu: “She spied on the privacy of my master and me, do you want to call the police to catch her?”

Qian Xu replied: “No.”

Three hours later, the robot took the initiative to send a video to Qianxu——

The robot asked: “When will you leave?”

Lorraine clutched her belly listlessly: “Tell your master, I haven’t eaten lunch yet, and I’m very hungry. I hope he won’t let me eat dinner.”

“You can leave to eat.”

“Tell your master, I will not leave without seeing him.”

Qianxu was dumb, Luolan had guessed that the robot would contact him, but still waited for four hours, just trying to make it clear that she would not give up and must see him.

Qianxu gave the robot instructions: “Let her enter the house, and there will be a nutritious meal in the fresh-keeping cabinet. I will go back in three hours.”

The door slowly opened, and Lorraine jumped up excitedly. It seemed that Qian Xu finally agreed with her.

The chubby robot raised his hand: “Please come in, Robot Bear will serve you.”

“Qianxu even gave you a name?” Luolan looked at the robot that only reached her waist, and felt that the name Big Bear was too much of a name.

“The master said to be back in three hours.”

“Three hours?” You can circle Alicata by taking the interstellar train. Where did Qian Xu go to relax?

“Please choose.” Big Bear opened the fresh-keeping cabinet.

Lorraine was eager to be convenient and took a can of nutrient.

She looked around and suddenly wondered where Qian Xu lived and lived: “Can you show me a tour of the house?”

Big Bear’s round eyes rolled a few times: “Yes.”

Lorraine drank the nutrient, and followed Big Bear to look around the room one by one.

When she was waiting outside just now, she was idle and bored. She logged onto the base’s intranet and inquired about the information on the single dormitory.

Single dormitories are all standard structures: living room, dining room, kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, fitness room. Furnishings and basic daily necessities are also provided at a low cost, and you can move in with your bags at any time.

However, because there are fewer and fewer people willing to get married now, many people are single all their lives, and it is very likely that they will live in single dormitories until retirement. The salary of the base is not low. Everyone will not save that money and will follow their own I re-decorated the dormitory according to my preferences. After all, it is my home to rest and relax after a hard day.

Qian Xu’s living room, dining room, and kitchen are exactly like the model rooms on the data map. Although Lorrain thought it was a bit strange, he didn’t think much about it.

However, when she arrived in the bedroom and fitness room, Lorrain found that it turned out to be a model room, with only a few pieces of furniture, a bed and a table, and there were no extra objects besides the most basic necessities of life.

The whole room is clean, tidy, deserted, and empty, without a trace of popularity. It seems that the man living in this room is just alive, living to live, without a trace of excess desire.

Lorraine’s eyes gradually became wet.

As far as she knows, this is Qian Xu’s only residence, that is, his only home, but no one’s home is like this.

Because there was no memory and the identity was fake, Lorraine had no sense of stability in her heart, never, and never dared to regard the house that had been living for ten years as her own home.

I always felt that I was occupying a magpie’s nest by taking advantage of someone else’s house, and she might be driven out at any time. She was not qualified or willing to remodel and decorate it. That house always existed the way she lived in it.

It turns out that she is not the only person who has no home; it turns out that the man who has kept her warm for so many years is more desolate and desolate than her heart!

Qian Xu is not really shining like the sun. He is compassionate just because he understands; because he feels the same, he treats himself with others and treats each other with gentleness.

Lorraine stood at the door of the fitness room, his eyes swept over various fitness equipment, and imagined Qian Xu exercising here after work every day.

Suddenly, she saw a palm-sized black box on the floor in the corner. Lorraine felt inexplicably familiar, and immediately walked in.

She picked up the black box and saw a blue flower inlaid under the box.

It should be that the real flowers were made into specimens by special craftsmanship, and then they were inlaid on the boxes to become decorations.

Lorraine felt that Blue Flower was familiar, but she couldn’t remember where she had seen it. She opened her personal terminal, scanned the image of the flower, and searched it in Xingwang’s database.

A few seconds later, a text introduction appeared: “Myth Flower, a unique species of Alicata. The flower has two colors, blue and red. The blue flower is small, and the red flower is large. The same flower every year The blooming color is not necessarily, it may be blue this year and red next year. This is a speculation, so it is called a myth.”

Lorrain suddenly remembered that she had seen this kind of flower in the Yilar Mountains. When Qian Xu took her to the Adventurer’s Paradise, she also picked an inconspicuous blue flower from the side of the road and gave it to Qian Xu.

Although there is no evidence that this was the flower she gave him, Lorraine’s instinct told her that this was the flower.

Lorraine’s heart was beating suddenly.

She gently rubbed the old black box, naturally, as if she had done it countless times, she pressed a hidden button, and the melodious singing sounded in the room.

Where does the wind come from

Blow and blow

Blow down the flowers, blow away and wait

The sea has turned into moss

…………

Very old very old songs, so old songs that only exist in ancient legends.

Lorraine sat on the floor and listened quietly.

For countless lonely nights, Qian Xu should be here, listening to songs and exercising.

When she asked herself blankly what was ahead, did Qian Xu already give up the question?

She knew that Qian Xu was an orphan and entered the army when he grew up. Because of his outstanding performance, he became a special combat soldier of the interstellar warship. Later, he fell ill and had to end his service early and transferred to the base for civilian work in starship tactical research.

Perhaps, a person’s life track can be stated clearly in two or three sentences, but a person’s experience and emotions can never be stated clearly in a few sentences.

What has Qianxu experienced that made his heart so desolate and desolate? Don’t even give yourself any hope!

Lorraine didn’t know.

However, there are some things she should know based on speculation.

Qian Xu is an orphan and has no family. No matter how painful he is, there will be no relatives to give him care and support.

Once, he was the best fighter in the Federation, but he was interrupted due to illness. Like a goshawk with its wings cut off and unable to soar into the blue sky, he must have been in pain and at a loss, not knowing the way forward.

Trapped in the small room, looking at the stars.

Day by day, the hope of healing diminishes a little bit, and maybe one day after the abnormal change, he can no longer wake up.

When she regarded Qian Xu as warmth and support, she never thought about whether he also needs warmth and support.

She thought that the reciprocal friendship was not as reciprocal as she thought, and it could even be said that it was only her unilateral request.

When she encountered a problem, he answered questions.

When she was alone and uncomfortable, he accompanied and chatted.

When she was unfamiliar with Alikata, he accompanied her to get to know…

Everything is what she needs.

Because she kept a secret in her heart, she didn’t dare to confess her residence, so she didn’t dare to ask him where she lived; she didn’t dare to confess her past, so she didn’t dare to ask his past; she didn’t dare to confess her present, so she didn’t dare to ask him. now……

In this way, she still prides herself on deep and extraordinary friendship.

It turned out that, like Cinnabar said, nothing can exist on the quicksand.