The Memory Lost in Space - 308. 308 Years are like a song (4)

Today, I came to the place where you used to live, walked the road you have walked, climbed the tree you have climbed, read the books you have read, and listened to the songs you have heard.

I imagine what you were like in the past and what you will be like in the future.

Unfortunately, I cannot look into the past, nor can I foresee the future.

Although you can catch the sporadic traces, you can never describe your specific appearance, but no matter what you look like, you are always you, strong, brave, intelligent, and persistent.

When I knew you, you were Luo Xun.

I admit that I came here because of Xiaoxun.

I love her.

Love makes people happy, makes people happy! Love also makes people greedy and fearful!

Because of my greed and fear, I not only wanted to know where she came from, but also wanted to guess where she was going.

When I use my limited wisdom and infinite sincerity to try to feel Xiaoxun’s past and perceive Xiaoxun’s future, I find you are everywhere.

Luo Xun was not born out of thin air, but your incarnation.

Because you can cook, she will cook.

Because you like genetic research, she will embark on the path of genetic research.

Because you have heard the story of “50 Steps to Laugh and Hundred Steps”, she will tell others the story of “50 Steps to Laugh and Hundred Steps”.

Because you and Ye Jie played the vows, she and I have the initial agreement in Yilar Mountain.

Because you have a wise, benevolent, tolerant father, she will have no prejudice against different species, and will treat Qian Xu with a tolerant and benevolent heart to all other alien species.

Because you have a determined, bold and fearless mother, she will dare to challenge the worldly values and stay alone in the Odin Federation. Only then will she ignore that I am a clone and accept me without any stubbornness.

Because you have ever had the richest love in the world, she will not have the slightest shadow in her heart, and she will give me and the world’s heaviest love without hesitation.

Because you have ever seen the happiest marriage in the world, she will believe in the beauty of love, the loyalty and trust between people, and give me the most perfect love and the most steadfast vow.

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Lorraine, standing in this room, imagining the happiness you once had, my grief can’t be added.

I am very sad, because I took the life of Ying Xian Mu Hua, which indirectly caused Ying Xian Mu Heng to take your father’s life, making you from a carefree Xiaoxin to Lorraine with a nervous stomachache. .

I am very sad because I took your mother’s life and made you from Lorland, who picked up walnuts with your brother, into a dragon’s heart independently holding up a piece of sky.

Of these two things, one is what I have to do when I am fully awake, the other is what I do without knowing it after losing my mind, but whether I have to do it or do it without knowing it will destroy your happiness. The culprit.

I totally accept your hatred, and I am willing to bear all the punishment from you.

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Lorraine, I hope you didn’t hear this passage. Because that shows that I am still alive, I will be by your side, using the rest of my life to make up for the harm I caused you.

If you are listening to this passage, then I should be dead.

I think our farewell should be very hasty. There is no time to sort out the past, no chance to accept the future, and we can only stay in the regretful moment.

I don’t want you to blame yourself for this, because compared to everything you have endured, everything I have experienced is not worth mentioning, and even I am grateful that I have experienced it, because I can’t share your pain, at least let me feel that I feel your pain. .

I don’t know how you got here step by step, but I know it must be a long, hard, and painful road.

However, as I imagined, no matter how hard and painful you are, you will eventually come here.

The wound is a crack in perfection, but it is also a place for the sun to shine in.

A pupa breaks through its cocoon to become a butterfly, and a seed breaks through the soil to sprout, all of which must undergo devastating destruction and reconstruction.

From ugly to beautiful, from darkness to light, there are almost two completely different worlds, but they are closely related to the same world.

You are willing to pick up the necklace, open the feather arrow, come here according to the address above, and listen to this message from me, which all show that you have turned into a butterfly and grown into a big tree.

Unfortunately, I can’t see what you are now.

Very proud, you have endured injuries and losses, yet you turn them into strength and pursue the light.

Xiaoxun, I love you.

Love not only the current you, but also the past you and the future you.

Love not only the kind you, but also the cold you, not only the bright you, but also the dark you, not only the upright you, but also the evil you.

All the prajna phases are you, the unique you.

Lorraine, my last wish, please be happy! Use your wisdom and strength to give yourself happiness! This is the only and last wish of all those who love you, your father, your mother, your brother, and me.

I don’t know when, Lorraine was already in tears.

She thought that she had been as hard as a rock after thousands of hard work, but she didn’t know that there were so many tears in her body.

The more she cried, the more sad she became, even sitting on the ground like a child, holding her head and crying.

After the age of seven, she never cried like this again, because she knew that she was no longer a child and could no longer cry unscrupulously.

But now she has become a crying child again.