The Memory Lost in Space - 279
When Little Horn was a beast, she always changed her way to be intimacy with her, like to put her head on her lap, and like to rub her back and forth. Later, when he recovered, for fear that she would not want him anymore, he always liked to hug her waist tightly with his hands and rest his head on her lap to play tricks.
Lorraine subconsciously stroked his head as before.
Time seems to be going backwards at this moment, back to the days when they were with each other day and night.
Although trapped in a room, every day is a boring experiment, but there is no interstellar war, no responsibility, no calculation and deception, only companionship and guardianship.
Lorraine asked: “When was the last time we met? How long has it been since we met?”
“Five years and six months.”
“Although I hope you will be on the battlefield, I didn’t expect you to be more active than me. Are you fighting for me, or are you fighting for yourself?”
If it’s Xiaojiao, who has been facing her day and night from the memory, how can he endure such a long-term difference? Only Cinnabar can wait to get out of her control as soon as possible.
The little horn said dumbly: “I don’t know if I am fighting for you or myself.”
“What’s the meaning?”
“Before you stayed in the laboratory, I can be with you as your experimental subject, but you have become the emperor, and what you need is no longer the experimental subject. What you need is the one that can help you defeat the Odin Federation Army, I must become very strong to be with you.”
“Why do you think so?”
Little Horned face was buried in Lorraine’s lap and did not speak. Lorrain pushed him, “Little Horn?”
“…Lin Jian.”
Lorraine finally understood why the little horn, who was always straight and hot like a beast, would hide his mind in a piece of gingerbread so shyly and obscurely, and then hide the gingerbread in the box, or even hide it in the box. It’s not enough. The side to be hidden under the biscuits.
She was conceited and smart, and could see through the calculations of other people’s desires, but she didn’t even notice Xiaojiao’s inferiority and anxiety when facing Lin Jian.
It’s not that he really feels that he is inferior to Lin Jian, but because of love, the heavier the love, the lower the heart.
In an instant, Lorraine made a decision.
She tugged Xiaohorn’s ears, lowered her head and asked softly: “Do you want us to be together forever?”
“Well, Xiaojiao and Lolo will always be together.”
“Then what about my fiance?”
Xiaojiao’s body suddenly stiffened, and he was cold from the inside out.
Lorraine was calm, and continued to stimulate him: “Oh, I see, you don’t actually want to be my man, you just want to be my pet.”
The little horn suddenly raised his head and stared directly at Lorraine, his eyes obscure, suppressing the unspeakable emotions.
Lorraine tapped her forehead with her index finger, “That’s all, I will be a good owner.”
“I’m not……”
Lorrain smiled and stuffed the peeled purple fruit into the small corner of her mouth, “Feed the pet.”
Little Horn’s eyes were unwilling to feel wronged, but he lowered his head silently and tenderly, and accepted Lorraine’s arrangement.
Lorrain lifted his chin and forced him to look up.
She leaned forward slightly, looked at Xiaojiao, and said: “Five and six months ago, Lin Jian and I had agreed to dissolve the marriage contract, but because of the war, we did not want to affect the situation of the war, and we have not announced it.”
Xiaojiao stared at Lorraine blankly, his eyes changed, and he seemed surprised and happy, wanting to believe but not daring to believe it.
Lorraine watched him keep silent, and flicked his cheek with his fingers, laughing and teasing: “Is the brain not working well, and the tongue not working well?”
“What… what do you… mean?”
Lorraine smiled and asked, “Are you willing to be my fool?”
Having been with her day and night for more than ten years, Lorraine knew exactly how Xiaojiao treated her. She should have been very sure about the answer, but she was still nervous while waiting for the answer.
Xiaojiao looked at Lorrain in amazement, as if trying to find the answer in her eyes: Is it really what he meant?
Lorraine nodded: Yeah, fool!
The little horn pulled Lorrain off the safety chair, pulled directly into his arms, and hugged her tightly.
Lorraine asked: “You haven’t answered me yet, are you willing?”
“Little Horn is willing to be Lolo’s fool.”
Lorraine chuckled, biting his ear and said, “You are not a pet, you are my man.”
Little Horn’s body trembled lightly, and his strength was a little out of control, as if she was about to break Lorraine’s ribs, but the strange pain gave Lorrain a sense of reality.
In the ups and downs of her life, she has been cut into a monster by the scissors-hands of fate, and she has never expected anyone to accept her and love her completely.
If he is willing to be her idiot, she will be his lifelong monster.
Luolan was half-dreaming and half-awake, turning over, feeling that there was something missing beside her, and she was completely awake all at once.
“Little Horn?”
In the dark, Xiaojiao was getting dressed, and he immediately leaned over, “I have a shift, I’m going to train soldiers, you can sleep for a while.” He deliberately slowed down his voice, not wanting to disturb Lorraine’s drowsiness.
“How long will it end?”
“Six hours.”
“I’ll see Lin Jian later, and after seeing him, I will leave without waiting for your training to end.”
The little horn hugged Lorraine across the quilt, and a warm snort brushed her neck, “Last night I…you sleep a little longer.”
Lorraine’s ears were hot and her face was hot, and she gave a vague “um”, she wanted to laugh at her hypocrisy.
Single bedroom with small beds. The two were naked, doing everything, and slept next to each other all night. At this moment, they were shy and nervous like a little girl behind the quilt.
Lorrain touched Xiaojiao’s head covertly, “Be careful on the battlefield.”
Xiaojiao let go of Lorraine, and said: “I have ordered breakfast, remember to eat, and usually drink less alcohol.”
“Starting to control the head and feet!” Lorraine seemed to complain, but with a soft smile, obviously not repelling the little horn’s control.
Xiaojiao explained: “You always drink on an empty stomach, which is not good for your health.”
“I have quit drinking and developed a new hobby to relieve stress and fatigue.”
When I’m in a bad mood, I go to the kitchen to bake gingerbread cookies. I can eat them myself and deliver them to my son and daughter. The two little guys like it very much.
Xiao Jiao wanted to ask what his hobby was, but the communicator was already beeping, reminding him that he was short of time and must be as fast as possible.
“I’m leaving.” Xiaojiao could only pick up his jacket and leave in a hurry.
Lorraine’s face was buried in the quilt, and she gave a nasal “um”.
In the silent darkness, Lorraine closed his eyes and lay down for a while before getting up slowly.
She got dressed, left the bedroom, walked to the viewing window of the living room, sat down in the safety chair, and looked at the starry sky outside.
There is no day and night in space, and there is no sense of the alternation of day and night, which often makes people unable to capture the passage of time and can’t distinguish between the present and the last.
Lorrain took out the information disk in his pocket, turned on the switch, and connected it to the personal terminal.
Click on the hidden self-checking program designed by intellectual brain experts, and dense green codes appeared on the screen.
After a short while, several lines of black letters appeared on the screen, listing the opening and closing times of the information disk for the last three times-proving that no one had moved since she closed the information disk last night.
Lorrain held the information disc and looked out the window.
The number of people who know “Yi Gou” is very limited, and the only person who might leak the news to Xiao Jiao is Zi Yan. However, Xiaojiao is on the front line, subject to strict communication control, and signal shielding everywhere. Military communicators can only communicate internally, and all communications are monitored. No matter how powerful Ziyan is, it is impossible to break through the military defenses of the Al Empire and pass the news to Xiaojiao.
Xiaojiao doesn’t know anything about “絜hook”.
She told Xiaojiao last night that because of a special reason, she suddenly wanted to change her combat strategy and launch a general attack on the Odin Federation, but did not say the specific reason.
She looked at the research materials in front of Xiaojiao as usual.
If it is Xiaojiao, the information is just Lolo’s work, but if it is Cinnabar, he will find that extinct genetic weapons have been successfully studied-“The Gou Project-On the Confrontation and Destruction of Alien Genes and Human Genes”. However, he did not know that 絜hook is a genetic weapon against humans, and “destruction” refers to the destruction of human genes.
Coupled with the new requirements in military training now to avoid physical contact with foreign species, all traumas must be treated as infectious wounds.
Anyone with normal IQ, based on this information, will draw a conclusion–
The Al Empire is preparing to initiate the extinction of genetic weapons.
In the face of this shocking impact, if the genetic weapon data can be stolen, no alien species can resist this temptation for the survival of the race. Unless in his eyes, alien species are irrelevant, this information is worthless and not tempting at all.
From meeting last night to separating this morning, they stayed together for ten hours.
Lorland’s physical fitness is not as good as Xiaojiao, was exhausted and slept very heavily. He had enough time and opportunity to steal the information in the information disk, but he didn’t touch it.
Lorraine always knew that he was a monster!
Last night’s seemingly heart-to-heart communication, the seemingly affectionate intimacy, was not fake, but it was not true either.
She is not an ordinary woman, she is the emperor of the Al Empire Yingxian Lorraine.
She can’t lose her reason and give up her duties just because of a little love between men and women.
Long hair, message boards, intimate embraces… are all traps.
Want to catch cinnabar.
Now it finally proved that she was suspicious of everything.
After a while, Lorraine suddenly jumped up, rushed into the bedroom, and fell on the bed.
She lay on the place where the little corner lay, buried her head on the place where the little corner pillow passed, and wrapped herself tightly with the quilt that the little corner slept in, sniffing deeply the breath he left behind.
“sorry!”
Let her be a monster one last time!
When the war is over, she must change.
She will learn to be a normal woman, laugh and cry!
She will learn to take off her armor, trust and rely on!
She will learn to take off the mask and reveal the hidden pain and vulnerability!
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