The Memory Lost in Space - 188. Chapter 188 Chess Pieces (4)
Zi Yan sighed and had to deal with Chu Mo’s pursuit first. He walked a few steps, then turned his head worriedly, glanced at Yin Nanzhao, and said to Luo Xun: “Look at him, I have a lot of things to ask him.”
Luo Xun found that Yin Nanzhao had been sitting still on the ground, his face was not normal, and he was very worried and wanted to check his body.
“Where are you uncomfortable?”
Yin Nanzhao held her hand and stopped her: “Listen to me! After the physical fitness reaches 4A level, the mutation can be controlled, but the specific control method should be different from person to person. I myself will try to think of you every time, as long as The mind is strong enough to fight against the loss of consciousness. I have been controlled to be confused for only a few tens of seconds after the mutation. After completing the mutation, I almost immediately regained consciousness…cough cough…”
Yin Nanzhao bent down and coughed.
Luo Xun stroked his back and said: “Wait for you to rest, let’s talk about it! It’s not that you tell me now, I can do research immediately. Now that your identity is exposed, you can finally do not have to work for the Odin Federation, we Simply leave the Odin Federation, go to a remote planet, close the door and slowly study the change.”
Yin Nanzhao raised his head and looked at Luo Xun with a smile. Luo Xun’s heart was suffocated when he saw the tenderness in his eyes, which could not be opened and cut continuously.
“What’s wrong?”
“The necklace I gave you.”
“it’s here.”
Luo Xun drew the necklace from the collar.
Two special pendants hang on the silver alloy chain. One is polished into a heart-shaped amber with a blue mythical flower wrapped in it; the other is a cylindrical metal pendant in the shape of a feather arrow with a red mythical pattern carved on it.
Yin Nanzhao picked up the pendant in the shape of a feather arrow and pressed it hard on the end of the feather arrow. The feather arrow that looked tightly fit unexpectedly split in half, revealing a delicate and small syringe, which looked very familiar.
Luo Xun was shocked, “This is…”
“The last potion that will restore your memory.”
Luo Xun shrank back subconsciously as if he had encountered something terrifying: “I don’t understand. Didn’t I lose it?”
“I searched the bottom of the lake for a long time and found it.”
“But…but…you said you didn’t find it.”
“I lied to you.” Yin Nanzhao said bitterly, “I lied to you again because I don’t want you to restore your memory.”
Luo Xun said decisively: “I don’t want to restore my memory, ruin it!”
Yin Nanzhao gently stroked Luo Xun’s cheek: “I’m sorry!”
Luo Xun thought he was talking about deception, and shook his head to indicate that it didn’t matter: “I am willing to be deceived by you.”
“I thought I could stay with you forever, but… I’m sorry!”
Luo Xun felt as if something flickered around her body, like a firefly flickering and disappearing. She lowered her head and looked around, only to see that one of Yin Nanzhao’s feet was slowly melting, turning into dots of fluorescence.
With horror on her face, she put her hand on his leg, trying to prevent him from melting.
Yin Nanzhao smiled and said, “It is the gun of death, and none of them are spared. Even if the leg is chopped off, it is useless.”
Luo Xun did not listen, and looked around eagerly: “First aid kit, there should be a first aid kit…”
Yin Nanzhao grabbed her hand and prevented her from leaving him: “Xiao Xun, time is running out, I just want you to be with me.”
Luo Xun’s tears were streaming down, and he hurriedly wiped away the tears and squeezed a smile.
Yin Nanzhao looked at her face carefully, as if he was about to carve her into his soul, so that he would never forget her forever.
Yin Nanzhao said: “I’m sorry, I promised you, I want to give you a home, I want to accompany you for a lifetime, I want to travel around with you, but I didn’t do anything in the end.”
“No…no…it doesn’t matter.” Luo Xun smiled and shook his head. Tears fell uncontrollably.
There was more and more fluorescence around them, like countless fireflies flying around them, but Luo Xun knew that every bit of fluorescence was the life of Yin Nanzhao.
Luo Xun couldn’t help it any more and hugged Yin Nanzhao all of a sudden, and burst into tears: “I can’t! Nan Zhao, I want to be strong, I don’t want you to worry, I want you to leave with peace of mind, but I really can’t! Don’t leave me alone! I only have you in this world, only you…”
There are so many planets in the vast universe, but no planet is the beginning of her life. Her birth began with a well-planned conspiracy. Her life is a rootless tree and water without a source. Without Yin Nanzhao, the tree dries up.
Tears were faint in Yin Nanzhao’s eyes, and his whole body was trembling.
Luo Xun’s tears rained down, and pleaded: “Nan Zhao, don’t leave me alone.”
Yin Nanzhao stroked Luo Xun’s back and said sadly: “I don’t worry about leaving you alone.”
Luo Xun suddenly raised his head with a sad expression, but his eyes were burning like a raging fire.
Yin Nanzhao asked: “If I take you with you, would you like it?”
Luo Xun smiled with tears: “It’s impossible to grow old together with one’s head; life and death together, a lifelong wish.”
She was born as a chess piece. If she hadn’t met Yin Nanzhao, her life would have ended. Since this life was originally stolen from Longxin, it happened to be returned to Longxin now.
Yin Nanzhao picked up the syringe, but his hands trembled, and there was no way to give Luo Xun an injection.
Luo Xun took his hand.
Her hands were warm and soft, just like when he held her for the first time.
Luo Xun said: “When I opened my eyes for the first time, my memory was blank, and I didn’t even know my name. Later, I became a death row prisoner and got a number. Later, I promised Dr. Mu to pretend to be Princess Lorraine. There is a name Yingxian Lorraine, but every time I am called by this name, I feel frightened, thinking that they are called liars until…”
Luo Xun smiled with tears in his tears: “Until I met you, because you had a camel-fleece blanket on your legs, I took’Luo’ as the surname. Because you are kind to me and make me aware of it for the first time. Until I don’t have to pretend to be a princess, I can get very beautiful things, so I decided to find a life that really belongs to me under the name of “Xun”.”
Luo Xun held Yin Nanzhao’s hand tightly, pressed the syringe gently but firmly, and injected the medicine into his body: “Luo Xun, originally born because of you, you have let her find herself. Although this life is short, only I have been in a hurry for more than ten years, but I got the best love, and I had a very happy and very good time!”
The syringe landed with a ding dong, and the medicine in it was empty.
“Yin Nanzhao…I love you.”
Luo Xun’s eyes slowly closed and fell into Yin Nanzhao’s arms.
Tears fluttered in Yin Nanzhao’s eyes, holding her tightly in one hand, using the finger as a pen in the other hand and blood as the ink, drawing a picture on Luo Xun’s forehead.
“I love you with body, heart, blood, life! With silence, with tears! With the only one, with the end! With the wandering soul, with the eternal death! Two hearts are concluded, forever…”
The painting is not finished, the language is not finished, but the love is broken.
Luo Xun opened his eyes, with exactly the same eyebrows, but his eyes were alienated and his expression was indifferent. He had completely changed into another person.
“Yin Nanzhao?” The tone was cold, without a trace of emotion.
Yin Nanzhao’s eyes drooped and he slowly retracted his hand. When he raised his eyes again, Ruhai’s affection had all turned into Gu Jing Wubo, “Fortunately, Your Royal Highness Princess Luolan.”
Yingxian Luolan stood up and looked at Yin Nanzhao condescendingly.
Little fluorescent, flowing and dancing.
His body has melted to his waist, and his upper body has slowly begun to fade.
Yingxian Luolan asked coldly: “Did you kill my mother Xinyi?”
“Yes.”
“Did you kill my uncle Yingxian Mu Hua?”
“Yes.”
“Where is my brother Yingxian Yejie?”
“He has left the Odin star field and returned to the Al Empire.”
Yingxian Lorraine turned around blankly and went to grab the weapon hung on the bulkhead.
Yin Nanzhao stared at her back, watching her carefully check the weapon and hide it on her body.
Perhaps because of the painful stimulation of his body dissipating, his consciousness was so clear, scenes of past events flashed in front of his eyes, and the details appeared–
In the dormitory of the base, she took the amber flower made by herself and said “I like you” nervously and expectantly.
In the rock forest, she was drunk and said naively “I love you”.
Looking at Xun Zhaoteng, her eyes were as bright as stars, and she said “I like you” in confusion and joy.
On Little Gemini, she knew that he was a clone, and said firmly and persistently, “I love it all, and I want it.”
Because I met her, because I was so passionately loved by her, although I was born with regrets, I died without regrets.
Yin Nanzhao’s eyes gradually blurred, and his consciousness dissipated a little bit.
“Xiaoxun…”
He opened his mouth and wanted to tell her that “two hearts are concluded, and we will always be a husband and wife”, but the words were engraved in his heart and on the tip of his tongue, but he couldn’t tell her anymore.
If… if he knew this was the ending, he must have told her at the beginning, when she told him “I like you” for the first time.
Vaguely, Yingxian Lorraine heard a soft call from behind him.
She didn’t look back, she didn’t turn around until the last weapon was installed.
The figure of Yin Nanzhao was no longer visible, only a vague stream of light.
The spacecraft jolted violently, the streamer shattered and flew away, and a blood-stained amber flower necklace dinged and fell on the metal floor.
Yingxian Lorraine glanced indifferently, stepped on the amber flower necklace, and walked straight over.
Behind her, as the stream of light dissipated, a drop of tears fell, hitting the blood-stained amber flower, and drenched silently.
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