The Memory Lost in Space - 129
I love you, with body, heart, blood, and life! With silence, with tears! To be unique, to end! With wandering souls, with eternal death!
“Your gene matrix…who is it?” Luo Xun hesitated for a while, but still asked this embarrassing question.
If Yin Nanzhao’s gene mother was an ordinary person with no name, things would be much simpler. At least it means that the person who created him has no special purpose. Whether the mother is dead or alive, he will not be involved in strange events. But if Yin Nanzhao’s gene matrix is a famous and important person, things will be more complicated than imagined. The person who created him must have a special purpose. Whether the matrix is dead or alive, he will be drawn into the whirlpool.
Yin Nanzhao hugged Luo Xun and suddenly turned over, pressing her on the sofa.
Luo Xun’s heartbeat accelerated and looked at Yin Nanzhao nervously. I thought I was going to have a deep spiritual communication, but I didn’t expect it to change back to a superficial physical communication.
Yin Nanzhao seemed to guess what she was thinking, her eyebrows raised slightly, the corners of her lips were raised, and her voice was low, “Do you want to…” He paused deliberately, “Listen to my childhood?”
“…Think.” Luo Xun’s mood was very complicated when the mode was switched too fast.
Yin Nanzhao couldn’t help but smile, and his eyes were dotted with smiles.
Luo Xun was ashamed and annoyed, and punched him. “I really want to!”
Yin Nanzhao turned over from Luo Xun and lay down beside her, making it clear that it would be a long story.
Luo Xun put his head against his shoulder and found a comfortable posture.
The breeze blows.
The mythical flowers in the garden swayed gently with the wind, making a rustling sound, and the fragrance of flowers lingered in the room.
Yin Nanzhao’s voice sounded slowly.
“My earliest memory is on Rosa Star, an orphanage funded by the government. Although the children in the orphanage do not have parents, I know that I am different from them. When I distribute toys, my toys are always the oldest. , The most broken; when eating fruits, my fruit box is always the smallest and the least fresh; when playing games, I always work as a team. I have cried, made trouble, and protested about this injustice. But it will only lead to punishment from the teacher, saying that I am indeed a different species, as savage as a beast.”
“Later, I learned that other children came to the orphanage because their parents died, but because I was a heterogeneous species, I was abandoned out of the orphanage at birth. I gradually learned to not cry, fight, and accept silently. After all, I am a heterogeneous species that even the parents who gave birth to my life do not want. It should be reasonable for others to treat me badly.”
“When I was seven years old, a new teacher came to the orphanage. He was very nice to me, he spoke pleasantly and he would give me candies from time to time, and he also gave me a model of a spaceship. I am very happy because every New Year is divided into toy hours. , I will write down on the wish card that I want a spaceship, but other teachers never pay attention.”
“Everything is so beautiful that it doesn’t seem to be true. I don’t even dare to accept the toy I’ve been longing for, but the teacher encouraged me. Being a foreign species is not a mistake. I can’t decide what kind of gene I have. What I can decide is to do. What kind of person. As long as I am a good child, I can have the best toys like other children.”
“Suddenly, my life seemed to have changed, and every day was full of hope.”
“One day, the teacher told me to play a military game with me and asked me to keep it secret. I excitedly agreed. According to the teacher’s instruction, I took off my identity ring, and after the other children were asleep, I sneaked in. Out of the orphanage. I was obviously scared, but because I was even more afraid of being disappointed and angry with the only person who was nice to me, I had the courage to walk through the woods outside the orphanage alone in the dark, late at night, and walked to the agreed place. Teacher. Complimenting me for being smart, and handing me over to another man, saying that he would continue to perform the next military mission.”
“I held the model of the spaceship the teacher gave me and got on another man’s speed car. I didn’t know that I was sold by the teacher until I was stuffed into a real spaceship and left Rosa star. Being treated by humans, there are also many people who are fascinated by alien species. They are very popular in the slave market. The money sold by a boy like me is the salary of an orphanage teacher for half a year.”
“For more than two years, I wandered between the stars with the slave trader. I didn’t want to be a slave. I ran away again and again, and I was caught back and beaten again and again. If it weren’t because they had already spent money on me and couldn’t do business at a loss, I must have been beaten to death long ago.”
“Later, after changing hands several times, I was sold to Terra Blue Star, a tourist star controlled by a mercenary group. There are two most famous things on Terra Blue Star. One is their beaches. Because of the unique ocean environment, the entire planet is The large and small, dotted islands have formed beaches of different colors, called Rainbow Beach, which attracts a large number of tourists to vacation; second, their heterogeneous slaves can provide customers with various services, claiming to be only customers can’t think of. There is nothing they can’t do. There are deadpools who are physically as good as a bodyguard but are more loyal than a bodyguard; there are pets who are as obedient as pets but smarter than pets; and there are sex slaves with different shapes and careful training.”
“When I was in the orphanage, although I was not hungry, I was not well taken care of. Later, when I was in the hands of slave traders, I was hungry and full, often beaten and punished, and my body was malnourished and looked weak and short. , Not suitable for being a deadpool. However, I have a violent personality, a strong offensive, and not suitable for being a pet. In the end, because my face looks good, I was assigned to the sex slave group.”
“I tried to escape again and stabbed the training teacher. The supervisor was furious and beat me severely and put me in a jail under the island. I was unwilling to succumb to my destiny, but I had no ability to break away from my destiny. My body was there. After soaking in the water for a few days, it began to rot slowly, and my will collapsed, thinking of dying.”
“The training teacher who was stabbed by me came to see me. His name is Sui Yu. A heterogeneous man with rich knowledge and elegant demeanor has a pair of white wings on his back. However, these wings not only don’t give him the ability to fly. He was also discriminated against. He told me the story of a different kind of Cupid in the dark dungeon.”
“I ridiculed him and asked him, “Since the winged Cupid was accepted by humans, why are you still here? I told him about the teacher in the orphanage and told him that even if humans say that my genes are not Mistakes, I still see me as a mistake in my heart and want me to disappear.”
“Sui Yu said that the teacher did not say anything wrong, just like a good person will do wrong, and a bad person will say the right thing. Our genes are not wrong, the stars are vast, and there is another world outside. There is one in that world. On the planet called Alicata, the alien species established a star country called the Odin Federation. In the Odin Federation, there is no discrimination, no abuse, and all alien species live equally and freely. Although you and I have no way to go to that world now , But as long as you live, you will always find opportunities. If you die here, you will really never see another world.”
“I was moved by Sui Yu’s words and wanted to see another world. I knelt down and apologized to the supervisor and promised not to run away. The supervisor forgave me and I started to learn from Sui Yu. In order to go to another world, I learned everything. What I can learn, even secretly learned some basic physical skills from slaves in the Deadpool group. I am very obedient and willing to try to please others. I am the best performer in the sex slave group. Not only Sui Yu likes me, The supervisors also like me. At the time, I naively thought that although I still don’t know where the opportunity to another world is, as long as I work hard, when that opportunity arises, I will definitely be able to seize it.”
“When I was 16 years old, I was fancyed by a rich female and bought me for three days. I was mentally prepared and did not resist much. As Sui Yu told me before, the important thing is not that our body is in Where, but where is our soul, we must survive anyway. Late at night, everyone thought I was drunk, but they didn’t know that since I was seven, I was used to cheating, even drinking too much. I heard the conversation between Sui Yu and the client. The client said that I had never expected me to be so docile and obedient. Sui Yu bragged about the training process. He tricked me into obedient and willing to do everything with a vain future. If he survives, he will be able to fly out sooner or later, but when patience becomes a habit, he doesn’t know how to fly when he gets used to being a slave and let him out.”
“They were talking and laughing inside, and I stood outside listening in a daze. I didn’t know what I was thinking at that moment, my mind was pitch black, as if I just felt cold, it was as cold as standing naked in an icy and snowy wasteland. There is no one around, no matter how hard I try, I have been abandoned by this world. When I wake up, I have killed the guest and Sui Yu. He fell in a pool of blood, and the two wings on his shoulders were flapping in pain, like He was going to flap his wings and fly high, but until Bai Yu was soaked in blood, he couldn’t fly.”
“The boss was furious and locked me up and put me in the arena. They felt that killing me directly was too costly. Turning my death into a performance would just make up for the economic losses I caused. I knew that I was destined to die and was docile. I will suffer a little bit less, but I don’t want to pretend anymore. I would rather hit them and die of resistance in agony than accept my fate. I persisted for three days, just when I was exhausted and torn by wild beasts. When it broke into pieces, the boss suddenly ordered the end of the gladiatorial fight and let me take me back.”
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