The Memory Lost in Space - 101
Luo Xun understood that he had asked questions that shouldn’t be asked, and followed Red Dove’s introduction to greet everyone one by one.
The one-eyed bee suddenly asked: “Are you really the boss’s woman?”
Several men stared at her closely.
Luo Xun knew that they were all cruel characters who licked blood with the knife’s mouth. He was afraid that if he didn’t agree, he would immediately draw his guns. He could only bite the bullet and say, “Yes.”
Several men bowed together. “Sister-in-law, I’ll leave it to you!”
“…” Luo Xun was dull.
After Hongjiu and the others left, Luo Xun closed the door of the medical room.
Seeing the combat uniform that she had just thrown to the ground in a hurry, she bent over and picked it up, intending to hand it over to the robot for recycling, but accidentally touched a small piece of hard stuff in the secret pocket on her chest.
She reached out and took out an amber from inside.
A small blue mythic flower is wrapped in a thumb-sized brown resin.
Under the light, the blue flowers are crystal clear like gems, always blooming at the most beautiful moment.
Luo Xun was shocked, and never expected that the flower amber that was given to Qian Xu was still there, let alone that Yin Nanzhao would carry it with him.
This amber was made by herself. At first glance, it looks exactly like natural amber, but it takes thousands of years to form a natural amber. No matter how decent artificial amber is made, it doesn’t have the texture left by time.
However, she can now feel the warmth and mellowness left by time from this flower amber. It must have been touched countless times by someone, and time has left traces on it.
Luo Xun put the flower amber in his palm and watched quietly.
Why didn’t Yin Nanzhao throw it away?
She just used this method to express that the beautiful promise is like a flower in amber, and will never fade away at any time.
Yin Nanzhao didn’t even want her feelings, why kept her promise?
She suddenly remembered what Qian Xu said in the crypt of the rock forest: “I love you! Love more than you can feel, otherwise I won’t be here.”
She later realized that this sentence was actually mixed with Yin Nanzhao’s tone. If it was just Qian Xu, it would be natural to accompany her to Yanlin, there is no “otherwise.”
Yin Nanzhao is not Qian Xu, but Qian Xu did exist in his body.
Luo Xun’s nose is sour. Although she still has difficulty calming down and her anger, she doesn’t want to use blind anger and negative sadness to solve the problem.
A mythic flower will bloom two kinds of flowers, the quiet and elegant blue flower, the cold and magnificent red flower, since you can’t tell the truth of the flower, go to the root and dig out the root hidden in the soil.
Luo Xun walked to the medical cabin and stared at Yin Nanzhao’s face.
His face was sickly pale because of a lot of blood loss. With his eyes closed, he didn’t look so cruel and fierce anymore, and he looked a little bit Qianxu. However, his thin lips were still pressed tightly, showing firmness and strength. Luo Xun couldn’t help reaching out his hand, trying to rub the corner of his mouth to make it as warm and soft as he remembered.
Yin Nanzhao opened his eyes suddenly, his dark pupils were like cold stars, staring at Luo Xun coldly.
Luo Xun’s fingers were rubbing the corners of his mouth, all of a sudden.
“I’m not Qianxu.” His lips closed together, and his breath flicked through Luo Xun’s fingertips.
Luo Xun flushed, but did not retract his hand, touched down his chin, and stopped at his collarbone. “In my memory, here, here… are all him.”
Yin Nanzhao’s eyes darkened: “Luo Xun, I am Yin Nanzhao, not Qian Xu. If you want to find him in me, you are bound to be disappointed.”
Luo Xun opened his palm, and the tea-colored amber wrapped the blue mythic flower, which opened quietly in his palm after a long time. “If you are not Qianxu, why is Qianxu’s thing on you?”
Yin Nanzhao stared at the flower amber, his eyes dark and obscure. “The previous thing is that I am sorry for you, but I am not Qianxu.”
Luo Xun restrained his sadness and said calmly: “Yin Nanzhao, I know you are not Qianxu, but only you can explain the confusion in my heart.”
Yin Nanzhao raised his eyes to look at her. “What do you want to know?”
The eyes are facing each other, as if they met for the first time on Moshang, but the past is like fireworks last night.
Luo Xun’s heart surged, but when he looked back, he was in a daze.
What does she want to know? What can I do if I know it?
…
The first encounter with Qian Xu was accidental.
Long before she came to Odin, Yin Nanzhao had changed his appearance and treated the illness at the Alikata Institute of Life Sciences.
Yin Nanzhao concealed his identity from everyone, and did not specifically target her.
It’s just that, afterwards, he did follow the boat and used Qian Xu’s identity to let her put her guard down.
At that time, her behavior was different from their expectations. Everyone suspected that she would cooperate with the Al Empire and do things that are not conducive to the Odin Federation.
Yin Nanzhao must also want to figure out if she is ill-intentioned.
When she approached him recklessly as a warm light source, he followed the trend and observed what she did.
When Zi Yan and Feng Lin gradually let go of their suspicions, he realized that she was only using Alicata as a transit point for her adult life, and did not consider the writer’s garden and plan to live long.
She even sent a message stupidly, telling him in person that she applied to participate in genetic research not because she liked it, but because she was able to have a skill so that she could not be hungry when she left Odin in the future.
Yin Nanzhao clearly knew that she had strange intentions, but his thinking was weird and he acted unexpectedly.
If it is Brown Li, it will definitely kill it with all its strength; if it is Ziyan, it will definitely stop it in secret; if it is Cinnabar, it will definitely be indifferent and relative; even if it is the mildest closed forest, if she knows that she has no intention of staying in the Odin Federation at all, It will definitely not be treated kindly.
However, Yin Nanzhao didn’t mind at all, instead he generously cooperated and fully supported.
She applied to join the Institute of Life Sciences, and he cast a key vote to help her realize her wish.
She was afraid that she would not be able to keep her job, so he reminded her that she could go to medical school to study, and let Chu Mo give her the green light.
She wants to improve her physical fitness, he will be her teacher and train her strictly.
She wanted to know Alikata, and he took her to travel around to familiarize her with the customs and customs of Alikata.
…
All this is not because Yin Nanzhao believes in her, but because he believes in himself.
He is like a powerful and confident hunter, knowing that she is a wolf pup, and still raising her carefully, wanting to domesticate her.
He allowed her to thrive and become stronger day by day.
If you can grow it well, it will be good for him. If you don’t grow it well, you won’t be afraid. It’s a big deal to wait for the moment when she shows her fangs and shoot her to death.
Fortunately, she had never had any other thoughts, she just ran forward wholeheartedly.
In ten years, the water drops through the stone. But Yin Nanzhao’s heart was as cold as iron, and he still didn’t believe her.
At a dinner welcoming the return of the Archon, the Butterfly Corps assassinated him.
In order to capture the assassin, other people ignored her, who had always kept herself safe, but Yin Nanzhao did not.
He must have seen her being kidnapped, but he didn’t stop him and let the robbers take her away.
He followed behind, hiding in the dark, watching her being beaten, watching her struggling desperately, until the last moment when she was about to die with the robber, Qian Xu appeared to rescue her.
It should not be until that moment that Yin Nanzhao truly believed her and determined that she would not harm the Odin Federation.
Thousands of days, bit by bit, converged into bright stars, illuminating her gloomy life. She was really domesticated by Qian Xu and really fell in love with Alicata.
When she told Qian Xu that she decided to stay and settle, Yin Nanzhao felt that Qian Xu’s task had been completed and planned to retire.
When he happened to be ill and her identity was revealed by Zongli, Yin Nanzhao took the opportunity to propose a breakup and wanted to end the role-playing.
However, Yin Nanzhao hadn’t counted all the calculations. The little gadget in his eyes, the little wolf pup he wanted to domesticate for the Odin Federation, actually fell in love with the role he played.
Yin Nanzhao should think it is ridiculous, right?
He refused repeatedly, and instead of flinching, she kept entangled.
She stupidly confessed to him that she was a fake princess and asked him to elope with her, forcing him to kill Qian Xu and cut off her thoughts.
…
The past is as clear as yesterday, one by one from my heart, I don’t even want to ask countless questions.
What if Yin Nanzhao admits it himself?
A “I’m sorry”, can it erase the heart palpitations and joy when the love is first opened, or can it erase the broken heart and intestines when the love is lost?
Luo Xun said softly: “There is only one question, since it has been decided to kill Qian Xu in the rock forest, why do you want Qian Xu to tell me that I like me?”
Yin Nanzhao was silent.
When Luo Xun thought he would never answer, he heard him say indifferently: “Has no one told you? I am the devil.”
Luo Xun’s heart was pricked like a needle, smiling and sighing: “It’s so bad that you’re so arrogant, you really are not Qianxu.”
Yin Nanzhao said nothing.
Luo Xun said: “When I first learned the truth, I was very angry and sad. I wanted to restore my memory and followed Ye Jie to leave Alicata forever. Thinking about it now, I feel like I am committing suicide in disguise, so weak that I am not like me. Probably. …I really love Qianxu.”
Yin Nanzhao said coldly again: “I am not Qian Xu.”
Luo Xun sneered. “You have emphasized this sentence countless times. What are you afraid of?”
Yin Nanzhao lowered his eyes and said faintly: “I’m afraid you will forget what I did when you see my face. I am Yin Nanzhao with the heart of the devil, not the sunny, warm, clean and beautiful Qianxu.”
The smile on Luo Xun’s face faded.
She bent down and lay on the edge of the medical cabin, staring at Yin Nanzhao’s face. “Relax, I know you are not Qian Xu, and I didn’t intend to use you as his substitute. I love Qian Xu, not you.”
Yin Nanzhao slowly raised his eyes and looked at her quietly.
The two faced each other, they were close at hand, and they both saw themselves in each other’s dark pupils.
Once, ears and temples were rubbed together, intimate, and the most familiar face.
Now, close to the end of the world, alienated and indifferent, the most strange look in the eyes.
Yin Nanzhao smiled suddenly. “That’s good!”
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