The Greatest Showman - Chapter 230

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Seeing Jennifer’s boyish behavior, Renly couldn’t help chuckling, and Felicity, who was standing beside him, raised her head and asked, “What’s wrong?”

“Jennifer is full of youthful energy. , isn’t it?” Ren Li sighed lightly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became wider.

Felicity looked at Renly carefully. Under the illumination of the street lamps and the moonlight, Renly’s facial features seemed to be hidden in the shadows, and she couldn’t see it very clearly. She didn’t know if it was her illusion or the night. However, she caught a trace of vicissitudes between the eyebrows, and experienced the vicissitudes of the years and the vicissitudes of time.

Felicity shook her head, denying her own judgment, “You’re only twenty years old, aren’t you?”

Renly paused, twenty years old, he was really far away from that unbridled and rampant youth. It’s too far away, even if he sprints towards his dream, even if he unswervingly clings to his inner persistence, he will never return to his 20s.

“No, I’m about to turn twenty-one.” Renly turned to look at Felicity, with a hint of teasing in his eyes, as if complaining about Felicity’s “inappropriateness”.

This look made Felicity laugh, and ripples rippled in her heart. The throbbing was becoming more and more obvious, and it seemed that it could no longer be suppressed, and it was about to take root and break out of the ground. She looked at Ren Li’s eyes, her thick eyelashes cast a sparse shadow, and her dark brown eyes were completely hidden, making it unreal, only a faint light from the bottom of the deep pool could be vaguely captured. His heart contracted suddenly, and his breathing stopped suddenly.

Suddenly, heartbroken.

Renly’s footsteps couldn’t help but stop, looking at the bright light deep in Felicity’s eyes, like the moonlight rippling in the clear spring water, bright and cold, but bursting with gorgeous fireworks, that clear water. The translucent eyes reflected his face, and he could see the corners of his mouth that rose slightly. The beating of his heart was not violent, but it was extremely clear. Every beat hit his chest fiercely, extremely real and extremely excited.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught the soft lips, the cherry-colored luster intoxicating in the blurred night, and then Renly took a step forward, instantly closing the distance between the two of them, and finally disappeared completely. The curves of her body fit together, and she lowered her head and kissed.

The fusion of softness and softness, the collision of rigidity and rigidity, the meeting of scorching heat and scorching heat, the wonderful chemical reaction made the two people gradually merge into one, all the light around the body disappeared, and the whole world was instantly left with only the two of them. , the thunderous heartbeat slammed into the eardrums, all the noises quieted down, only the “pop” sound echoed.

The scorching scent between the nostrils is pulling and entwining, the dry woody aroma belonging to a man and the delicate jasmine scent belonging to a woman are gradually entangled, the scalding hot almost reaching the boiling point, and the soft touch can be clearly felt between the lips and teeth. Touch and hard barriers, spirit and consciousness are lost in it.

Separated.

The soft lips were slightly swollen, and the icy air rushed in like a flood. From the lips to the cheeks to every pore of the body, you could clearly feel the coldness and loneliness of the late night, from the boiling point to the freezing point, the powerful The temperature difference made both of them shudder, but before they could react, they had to gasp for breath to let the cold oxygen cool down the lungs that were about to explode.

Felicity only felt the strong shoulders at this moment, almost crushing her thin frame. When her arms were released, her feet couldn’t help but soften, and she almost lost her footing. It was as if she had melted into the scalding temperature. The pleasure of breaking through the water after drowning made her avoid her eyes in a panic. The frantic beating of her heart was completely out of control. She didn’t even dare to look at Renly. Not even an arm or a shirt, she could only close her eyes.

The chaotic brain couldn’t sort out her thoughts at all. She took a half step back, but found that her body was shaking slightly, and the excitement and excitement still hadn’t dissipated for a long time. This is even better than imagined. But, but she can’t do that.

Felicity clenched her hands into fists, forcing herself to calm down, even though her brain was constantly screaming, even though her body was constantly responding, even though every cell was excited, she had to calm down.

Looking down at the slightly damp road in front of her, she didn’t know if the sprinkler had just passed by, or if there had been a light rain before coming out, Renly’s pair of black Converse canvas shoes appeared in sight, and she couldn’t help thinking of Renly just now. When sitting on the bed with his shoes off, his socks are black, with no fancy patterns or scruffy dander, just clean and simple black.

stop! She must stop!

Felicity knew that she was crossing the line. The unreal and reality of the movie were blurring. The breath of Renly and Jacob made her unable to distinguish clearly. The feeling of palpitations, heartbeats, and falling hearts was unprecedented. The ground became real, the kiss just now had broken the boundary, and she couldn’t continue to make mistakes.

From the moment she decided to become an actor, Felicity knew that people are not machines, and it is impossible to withdraw when they say they should quit, and calm when they say calm. It has nothing to do with itself, it’s just about personal emotions.

However, Felicity did not expect that this day would come so quickly.

The kiss just now was really too beautiful, it was so beautiful that it was like a dream, making people reluctant to wake up. But the more beautiful it was, the more she knew that it was wrong, that the strong chemical reaction was breaking down the barriers established by the film performance, making people confused, and if you let it go, things would only get worse and worse.

“I like you.” Felicity closed her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth, and summoned all her courage to say, and after she said it, she finally felt a little light in her heart, “As Felicity likes Renly, not only It’s because Anna likes Jacob. In fact, I can’t tell whether it’s reality or acting… But that’s how my heart feels right now. Yes, I like you.”

Felicity opened her eyes, raised her head again to look at Ren Li, she could find a happy smile in those deep eyes, not strong, but extremely mellow, the faint halo seemed to be The first light after the big bang made her heart beat fast, “No, listen to me, if I’m interrupted, I won’t have the courage to continue.” She could sense that Renly wanted to It may be her delusion, but she can’t care about it at this time, she must grit her teeth and finish it in one go.

“But I know it’s not right, work is work, life is life, and we can’t mix it up.” Felicity said breathlessly, she had to say it all before Renly spoke, “More The important thing is…” Felicity bit her gums and said it out of the way, “I have a boyfriend in London, I know, I was going to say it before the kiss just now, but everything happened. It’s my fault it was too soon.”

“We’ve been dating for six years, he’s fine, everything is fine, he’s an artist who just recently came back from work and he got a job in Los Angeles for’ The Big Bang Theory’ designed the interior scenes, so, we weren’t separated, we just kept flying around. We’re not Jacob and Anna. I mean, we’re fine, everything is fine. I love him so much. Yes, that’s it.”

Felicity knew that her words were in a mess, almost incoherent, and upside down; Felicity also knew that she was really too self-righteous, maybe the kiss just now was not at all. It doesn’t mean anything, maybe Renly just didn’t feel like walking out of the shoot, couldn’t help it, nothing at all… But, she couldn’t help it, she needed to say it, not only because she needed to keep herself sane, but also because she liked Renly, as the opposite sex, is also as a friend.

She also hopes to be friends with Renly after the filming of “Crazy”. Even if she can’t, she doesn’t want the two sides to continue to be embarrassed. Therefore, she knew that it was too selfish, too stupid, and even too neurotic to say this on her own initiative, but she still had to say it.

After speaking in a hurry, Felicity waited for a response, but did not hear any sound. After waiting for a while, she opened her eyes cautiously, and then saw Renly standing next to him. With a faint smile, some joking, some proud, some cheerful.

Felicity didn’t know what she was expecting from Renly, but at least it wasn’t.

“Huh… I’m really relieved.” Renly had a shallow smile on his face, leaving Felicity confused, wondering where the words came from, could it really be her Self-indulgent? “I thought, you’re going to say that the kiss just now was really bad, or that you have bad breath, it’s not a memorable experience. You know what a terrible accusation it is for the person involved? Especially men.” Renly blinked and lowered his voice a little, “Men always have some inexplicable self-esteem and pride. So, you didn’t criticize, this is definitely the best news I heard tonight. Seeing

Renly’s happy expression, Felicity was stunned for a while, and then she burst into laughter, “Renly!” She was very serious, but when Renly teased her like this, all the atmosphere disappeared. , there is no sway/lash, and there is also no embarrassment. She didn’t realize it herself, and the smile on the corner of her mouth rose again.

“I’m serious.” Lan Li’s eyes flashed with a smile, but his words were still extremely serious, showing his firmness.

Felicity looked at Renly, Renly looked at Felicity, the two paused for a moment, then laughed at the same time, a light laughter overflowing from the corners of their mouths.

[End of this Chapter]