The Greatest Showman - Chapter 189

[188 Soul Touch]

“Give me a good reason why I shouldn’t change.?”

She understood.

This is a cry from the bottom of my heart: for the dream, she can give up the castle of Budapest, the treasure chest, and even the golden piano and Spanish red wine; for the dream, she can give up the handmade treasures, the vast land, and even the She can give up her family and friends…

For the sake of her dream, she can give up the right to live. Instead of living like a corpse for ten years, it is better to live a day of wanton indulgence. She can give up the delusion of fighting against the disease. If she gives it a go, she can even give up all her efforts and struggles, she just wants to live out herself and stick to it every day, even if it’s just for one day, in her truest form.

“Give me a good reason why I shouldn’t change.”

She understood, she understood, hot tears poured out, as if they had completely burst, and they couldn’t stop it, but she didn’t want to stop either. , but let the tears run wildly, but the smile on the corner of her mouth couldn’t help but rise, and then she laughed happily like this, laughing wantonly.

It’s a stupid thing to stop eating because of choking. No one will ever refuse to drink water because they are afraid of choking to death. But in real life, people are always self-sufficient because of the fear of failure, refuse to try, even before they start, they deny the result, and then spend their life mediocrely. Anyway, I will never live to be twenty years old. The possibility of healing, anyway, I will never be a singer, anyway, my dream is absolutely impossible…

Anyway, it is impossible for me to become a professional athlete, I can’t make money by being a mathematician, anyway, who to marry They are all about to live. Anyway, any job is just a meal. No matter how hard you work, you will not be appreciated by your boss. Anyway, this is how society is. Anyway, it is impossible for society to change because of one person…

People, always like this, firmly believe that they will not give up eating because of choking, but when faced with choices every day, they always make the decision to give up eating because of choking. Because of fear of failure, fear of change, and rejection of harm, I honestly stayed where I was, not even trying, and comforted myself, “Actually, this is the best.”

If this is the case, the cold is the biggest killer of mankind, and no one can find an antidote; if this is the case, the end of life is death after all, everyone is the same, so why start?

Heather realized for the first time how stupid he was. Trapped in a small world of self-pity, as if the whole world owes me, as if the whole world has failed me, as if the whole world has betrayed me, how stupid! How ridiculous! How ridiculous!

What was the reason for her to give up the change? What was the reason for her to give up her efforts? What was the reason for her to give up her dream? What was the reason for her to give up life? What was the reason for her to escape from the world?

The laughter overflowed like this, and the tears flowed frantically until the laughter. The hot temperature scalded the back of her hand, but the temperature was so real that she couldn’t help but lift the back of her hand, and she could still clearly feel it when she saw it. Every trace of the back of his hand changed, and he laughed happily.

However, because he laughed too excitedly, he began to cough violently. Coughing made her lungs hurt, but the pain was so real that she clearly told her that she still had feelings and still had a chance.

The moving voice in my ear is still humming wantonly, like a bard walking around the world with a guitar, wandering on the streets, singing about life, and the days of living at ease, like a flowing feast, every day is different, There is happiness, there is sadness, there is happiness, there is pain, there is hope and there is disappointment. The colors of life are as colorful as rainbows.

Listen, that’s the most moving song in the world.

“My house in Budapest, my treasure chest, my golden grand piano, my wonderful Spanish wine, for you, you, I would give up everything.”

When the music ended, Heather raised her hands and wiped away the embarrassed tears on her cheeks, but her smile bloomed unreservedly.

Raising her head, through the haze of tears, Heather quietly looked at the man in front of her. His eyebrows are always so sparse, with a touch of softness in elegance, but hidden sharpness that people can’t see; his eyes are always so deep, with a hint of brightness in the deep, but hidden people can’t read s story. The quiet and turbulent, momentary and eternal brilliance made the time stop in the smile on the corner of the mouth.

Her heart was beating like never before, one time, another time, so real, as if she could feel the sound of her heart beating against her chest, she couldn’t help but want to listen carefully.

“I told you that you can be a great singer,” Heather said, his voice hoarse.

She was reluctant to admit that behind Renly’s seemingly light-hearted, unconcerned chic and wanton, there was a power that touched the soul, whether it was the melody, the lyrics, or the singing, that kind of powerful The strength is almost irresistible, and it is easy to fall into it, unable to extricate itself.

Renly laughed dumbly, “I think you are the one who embraced the singer’s dream.”

Heather chuckled, but Renly’s answer was not surprising, she nodded slightly, “Yes, I am. “Frankly and sincerely, she thus admitted her biggest dream deep in her heart, “I want to be a singer.” Such simple words, without deliberate ups and downs, are powerful and powerful.

The smile at the corner of Renly’s mouth rose, and he nodded to Heather, without speaking, but the affirmation and approval in his eyes couldn’t be clearer.

“What was the name of the song just now?” Heather asked curiously.

Renly pursed his lips and gave a different answer, “‘Budapest.'”

“Budapest.” Heather repeated the word. “The capital of Hungary, Budapest?”

Renly shrugged, “I own a castle there.”

This sentence made Heather amused, grinning, “There is also a golden piano.” Renly nodded earnestly to confirm. It made Heather smile even happier. She couldn’t remember the last time she was so happy. “I like this song very much.”

“Lucky.” , “Did you hear anything?”

“That’s my story, isn’t it?” Heather blinked playfully, but didn’t answer.

Renly spread his hands, expressing his innocence, “Yes, this is your freedom.”

From the literal meaning of the lyrics, “Budapest” is a little love song sung by a man to a woman, willing to give up everything for love Everything is romantic and persistent; but Heather heard another layer of meaning in the lyrics, the madness and purity of dreams, the madness and beauty of freedom, the wanton and indulgence of life.

Find yourself, be yourself, be yourself. For all of this, work hard. It was the most beautiful and romantic thing in the world that Heather could imagine.

Heather gradually suppressed his smile, trying to see some clues in Renly’s eyes. Why did he write this song? Why did he write such lyrics? Why did he choose to sing this song at this time? Furthermore, why was he able to empathize with her situation?

Could it be that in the depths of Renly’s heart, there is also a hidden Budapest, which treasures his golden piano?

“I read the paper and heard you did a good job in Toronto.” Heather lowered his eyes and changed the subject, “So, when will the movie be released in New York? If there is a chance, I would like to see it in the cinema. .”

It was a pleasant surprise. Since Renly and Heather came into contact, Heather had never left Mount Sinai Hospital, as if isolated from the rest of the world, completely cutting off all contact with the outside world. But now, Heather actually mentioned that he wanted to go to the cinema? This is a good thing.

“I don’t know yet.” Renly suppressed his thoughts and replied flatly, “But we have already found a company, and they will arrange a schedule next. If nothing else, November? Or ten February? I’ll let you know when I have news. But, are you sure? You want to watch the movie ‘Buried Alive’?”

Heather thought Renly was asking, “Are you sure you’re going to the cinema?” No Thinking of it, the problem was another look. She couldn’t hold back her stunned surprise, her eyes widened, and then she saw the smug smile on the corner of Renly’s mouth, which made Heather roll his eyes speechlessly, “What? What do you think? I look like a gutsy, do you think my current physical condition makes it impossible to watch a thriller movie?”

Renly smiled brightly and waved his hand, “No, I just think, ‘Buried Alive’ is probably R-rated Movie.” The

unexpected answer again made Heather open his mouth with a look of astonishment. R-rated movies, in short, are restricted/restricted/rated, and are recommended for those over the age of seventeen. In other words, Heather isn’t old enough to watch.

Heather was really surprised, and blurted out, “What, you’re full/naked inside?”

“Pfft.” Now it was Renly’s turn to be surprised, and the embarrassed appearance made Heather laugh happily. Finally took a breath.

When Kelly Barton came to the entertainment room, what she saw was such a scene. Heather, who was laughing wildly, looked… exuberant vitality, which was something Kelly had never seen before, her face There were question marks on the top, and he walked in with a slightly hesitant footstep, “Uh…I don’t want to disturb you, but, Heather, it’s time for your rehabilitation.”

“Really? No problem.” Heather simply and neatly Agreed, and once again surprised Kelly with every rehabilitation before, Heather resisted extremely, even if it finally happened, she was still gloomy. What the hell is going on today?

Kelly cast an inquiring glance at Renly. Renly shrugged and spread her hands, expressing her confusion, but the smile at the corner of her mouth couldn’t help but rise.

This is a good sign. 8

[End of this Chapter]