The Black Card - Chapter 862

[Chapter 860 The extreme of complex emotions]

The first person I met was Kunzai.

In the visiting room, because he was confident enough in Shi Lei’s ability to protect himself, according to Shi Lei’s request, no surveillance cameras were turned on, and even the prison guards left the visiting room.

This is also the privilege given to Shi Lei by the Deputy Commissioner of Police.

When Kunzi saw Shi Lei, he was a little surprised. When he looked at Shi Lei, he could not see any hatred in his eyes, but only a faint calmness.

After sitting down, Kunzai looked at Shi Lei with a faint smile on his face.

“Mr. Shi, I really didn’t expect that the first person to visit me would be you.”

Shi Lei also smiled and said, “It seems that you are very calm.”

Kunzai shook his head slowly and said: “After all, I’m going to be imprisoned soon. It’s hard to be really calm. However, since it’s my own mistake, I should pay the corresponding price. It can be regarded as evil being punished, so , I can barely keep calm.”

Shi Lei nodded and said: “This puts me at ease. Among the few of you, the ones you and Xu Lezhong have the most contact with are you and Xu Lezhong. And your performances are completely different. I can see that you are I sincerely repent, so I am a little worried that you will have hatred towards the society and the police, which will not be conducive to your future sentence, nor will it be conducive to your new life after you are released from prison.” “

People like us, even if they are released from prison, they still have What a new life. It’s nothing more than finding a car dealership and earning a living anonymously. Fortunately, I still have a skill.”

“It seems there is still hatred!”

Kun Zai looked at Shi Lei and let out a long sigh. He took a breath and said: “Mr. Shi, it is impossible not to have hatred. No matter how you know that this is your retribution, you will still be a little unwilling. To be honest, when I see you, my emotions are very complicated. I must still have some hatred. Yours, after all, without you, I don’t think the Hong Kong police can catch us. For so many cases in the past, they can’t get enough evidence now. Without you this time, even if they find me, I’m afraid they won’t have enough evidence. The evidence established my case. However, I am somewhat grateful to you. After all, in days like this, I was worried every day. Being caught, but it was a relief. Especially if I can completely get rid of Le Ge, after I am released from prison , at least I can live a quiet life for several decades. I have mixed emotions about you, and I think Ada and Xiaoduo are the same. Thanking a person who catches himself, does this sound ridiculous? Haha, these days, I Whenever I think of you, I hate you at one moment and thank you at the other. Emotion makes me hate you, but reason tells me that I should thank you. I don’t know how many times I have repeated this.”

Shi Lei looked at Kunzi silently, and after a long while, he said: “Okay After serving your sentence, if you have any problems in life after you are released from prison, I should still be able to help you. Don’t refuse in a hurry. You should have the shortest sentence among the few of you, and I believe your performance in prison will also be the same. It’s best if you go out early. If your job and income are more stable, it should also be able to help others. You know what I’m talking about. So, whether you refuse or accept, don’t be anxious. You can think about this issue for a long time.”

Kunzai looked at Shi Lei, slowly stood up, and bowed deeply to Shi Lei: “Thank you.” Then, he turned and left.

Later, Shi Lei met Ada again.

Ada still showed a bit of excitement when he saw that the person who came to visit him was actually Shi Lei.

“Are you here to see my joke?” Ada’s tone was obviously a little angry.

Shi Lei shook his head slowly and said: “You and I are not from the same world. I am so tall and you are so low. What’s the point of your jokes?” Ada looked at

Shi Lei angrily and his voice became louder: ” Yes, thirty million is just a number to you, but it may be a lifetime to me. So why do you still bring me to this hellish place? The fate of each of us is thanks to you. You are now Are you very proud?”

Shi Lei shook his head again and said: “There is nothing to be proud of, and you will be in jail, not because of my gift, but because of your own gift. No matter what, you are all robbers. Prison is the punishment you deserve.”

“Then what are you doing here?”

Shi Lei looked at Ada and said, “Do you hate me?”

Ada slammed the table with a loud voice, which made the prison guard outside the visiting room nervous. Looking inside from the window.

Seeing that Ada just slapped the table and didn’t even stand up, the prison guard slowly turned his head.

“Can I not hate you? Yes, I am a robber and I have done a lot of illegal things. But without you, I am still living happily outside. I am so embarrassed! Now you actually ask me if I hate you very much! “

As he spoke, Ada’s voice lowered, and a few tears actually appeared in the corners of his eyes.

“What’s the use of hating, you are still on top, I have been thrown into hell. Kunzai talked to me a lot, he said that we should actually be grateful to you. Without you, we might live in fear for the rest of our lives. . Xiaoduo also said that she felt extremely relaxed after learning that all three of us were arrested. In the past few years, there has never been a more relaxed time than now. I didn’t understand it at first, but Guan As time went by, I gradually understood. But don’t expect me to thank you, but I don’t want to hate you in the future. I just never thought that Brother Le would betray us. And, look…”

Ada stretched out his right hand, looked at the broken finger with self-mockery, and said, “I can’t believe that Brother Le would do this to us. My anger towards him is ten thousand times stronger than that towards you. I Very disappointed. He kept saying that we were his best brothers and it was nothing more than betrayal, but he actually attacked me. At that time, if your magic hadn’t made me unable to move, I would have killed him with one shot! You, ruined All my trust in friendship. Ada said, his hatred and gratitude for you have alternated for a long time. Let me tell you now, between hating you and being grateful to you, I will only alternate more than Kunzai. I actually I have a feeling of enlightenment, and I feel that life is really boring. I even thought that when I get out of prison, I will go to you first. I don’t want to kill you. I know that with my skills, I will never do it. Maybe he is your opponent. I just want to die in front of you, and I want you to think of my death as soon as you close your eyes…”

Shi Lei was silent, and he began to understand why the reputation value contributed by Ada was more than 200 points. .

The alternation of emotions is undoubtedly a process of repeatedly increasing the reputation value, and the reason why Ada’s reputation value is so high is because he actually wanted to die in front of Shi Lei.

This is different from loving someone and being willing to die for them, and also different from hating someone and wanting to kill them. This is an extremely twisted and complex emotion.

Heika said that no matter what kind of emotion, it can cause changes in reputation value.

When this twisted and complex emotion reaches its extreme, it will naturally lead to a very high reputation value.

After a long time, Ada sighed and said: “However, you came back to see me. This is something I never expected. I asked the police that my sentence will be shorter than Xiaoduo. When I am released from prison, you Help me arrange a better job. I want to make more money so that Xiaoduo can live a better life after he is released from prison.”

Shi Lei looked at Ada, nodded seriously, and said, “This is why I am visiting you today. The ultimate goal, just now, I said this to Kunzai. Now, I promise you too.”

“Thank you.” Ada bowed deeply to Shi Lei, turned and left.

Supplement 2.

I’ll finish two chapters today and I’ll finish them tomorrow.

(End of chapter)