Since The Red Moon Appeared - Chapter 848

[Chapter 830: Family Matters Don’t Need Outsiders to Intervene (4,000 words)]

“What is that crazy guy doing?”

There was silence as the stage for the crowned clown lifted the curtain and began the grotesque performance.

Under the protection of the nihilistic girl, the bishop in black always looked at Lu Xin with provocative eyes, and suddenly realized that something was wrong.

When Lu Xin frantically attacked him, his face was cold and even his eyes were provocative. Now that Lu Xin stopped, his face changed suddenly.

He cast his eyes on the crowned clown angrily, his teeth almost clenched.

But the clown’s performance went on very fast, advancing at a carnival-like rhythm, and the bishop in black didn’t even have enough time to stop his performance, or, in other words, the strangeness that was shocked and almost destroyed by Lu Xin, Not enough to stop it.

And the coronated clown who looked at him across the layers of space turned his head a little bit stuck at the end of the performance.

He showed him a weird smile, full of madness and mystery.

The bishop in black was suddenly filled with an extremely worried uncertainty, and he turned his head to look at Lu Xin.

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At this time, Lu Xinzheng stood quietly in the same place, the black particles on his body trembled to the extreme, but suddenly stopped.

It was like a raging flame was bursting wildly, but at the moment when it burst, someone pressed the shutter.

Therefore, the repression that is about to destroy everything, and the more crazy power within it, all solidified at this moment.

Lu Xin’s eyes were pitch black, like two deep holes.

But he didn’t move, as if he was listening intently.

“The most important thing is hope…”

“You are just you, the pillar of our family, and our support…”

“In this world, there will always be many people who want to impose their fate on you, but that’s not right…”

“No one should be deprived of their destiny, it is a great thing to be ourselves…”

“…”

His mother’s words sounded lightly in his mind.

This gentle and considerate voice actually overwhelmed the clutter in Lu Xin’s mind for a while, making him suddenly feel sober.

Then, a strange sense of fear and alienation made Lu Xin feel as if he had become two people.

He looked up at the depths of his consciousness, and looked at the shadow in the ruined palace.

This was the first time he looked at this gaze seriously.

But in fact, he is already very familiar with this vision.

Because he has looked at himself since he was a child, indifferent and indifferent. Looking at himself, he feels infinite pressure, makes himself breathless, and makes himself always immersed in the gray world, unable to feel lightness. with lively.

But looking at this gaze, I even felt like I was looking in the mirror. .

The power of this kind of gaze is like this, always making myself think that this is my gaze.

But it’s not.

At this moment, Lu Xin even felt a shivering feeling in his heart, and he suddenly thought of a lot of things.

Or rather, people.

For example, in the beginning, in the coffee shop on the corner of the street, people lived happily and tasted coffee.

For example, in the transportation company, he thought he was Qin Ran.

For example, in a happy town, day after day, people who keep a smile on their faces…

contaminated people.

Lu Xin was suddenly alert that he was also a polluted person.

Oneself, is gradually becoming part of a source of pollution, and thus loses oneself.

“Should destroy them, shouldn’t it?”

When Lu Xin thought of this, and even felt some kind of tremor, a voice sounded in his mind.

Lu Xin didn’t know if someone was talking to him or if he just had an idea.

He said softly, seemingly extremely calm, but also extremely crazy: “They persecuted you.”

“They made you have such a dark life!”

“They ruined your home, they wanted to ruin your life…”

“So shouldn’t anger be right? Wouldn’t it be right to destroy them?”

“You should destroy them, you should make them pay the most…”

“Because you are God.”

“Because of the majesty of the tyrant, no one will be allowed to blaspheme…”

“…”

“Yes……”

When he said the words that destroyed the other party, Lu Xin immediately answered.

This doesn’t require him to answer, his “self” answered this sentence.

But then, Lu Xin suddenly shook his head again, his voice full of doubts: “But this is my family’s business…”

At this moment, the trembling of the black particles suddenly stopped for a while.

“I am alone……”

Lu Xin said slowly but seriously, or in other words, it was in his heart that this thought was born:

“Some people are waiting for me to go back, and some people are waiting for me to save…”

“I don’t have the time to focus on destroying the world, because I’m busy just protecting my own life…”

“…”

“Cowardly, cowardly, short-sighted…”

When he thought of this, suddenly, a huge change appeared in his mind.

All the ravings in his mind suddenly unified and turned into a tidal wave of angry roars.

It was as if a roaring monster was roaring in Lu Xin’s mind, blaming Lu Xin at this time, and scolding him for his thoughts.

Lu Xin just listened quietly, feeling the boundless anger.

Feeling the heaviness of the flames as if the whole hell was pressing in my heart…

He just endured it in silence, and when he had resisted the moment when the pressure was at its greatest, he slowly said:

“Yes, people without anger are weak…”

“But people who are controlled by anger are stupid, aren’t they?”

“…”

“Shh!”

When Lu Xin said these words, or in other words, when he had this thought, the surroundings suddenly became quiet.

“I’m just an ordinary person, and I have no ambition to destroy this world, so…”

“Rather than venting my anger after losing, I prefer not to lose…”

“…”

Lu Xin’s voice was low, but he firmed up the idea in his heart, and said in a low voice:

“You’re not me, and we don’t need outsiders to intervene in our family’s affairs…”

“…”

All the crazy roars receded in moments, like a huge rock, suddenly surfaced, and at the same time, the eyes in the dilapidated palace, in moments, were getting farther and farther from Lu Xin, slowly Slowly, he returned to the depths of Lu Xin’s consciousness.

His eyes were filled with disappointment and faint anger.

Lu Xin, on the other hand, looked at him quietly, his eyes were calm, and he kept watching him disappear.

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Thinking has never been so clear for a moment.

The understanding generated at this time, the information left by my mother and the information left by Lu Tianming in the past are mixed together.

After peeling off the layers, Lu Xin finally understood everything.

The self just now was affected by Lu Tianming’s consciousness and was almost completely polluted.

From the container that sealed the anger, it became the “initial” secondary source of pollution, completely losing the “self” part.

The information that Lu Tianming left thirty years ago contained important things, and it also contained his consciousness.

It was this kind of consciousness that resonated with the black particles in his body, connected with Lu Tianming’s spiritual power in the research institute, and gave him the information from 30 years ago. However, this is not a gift, it is just a kind of Spiritual parasitism.

Lu Tianming’s consciousness was not reserved for himself, but for himself in the future.

But I was not him, I was just polluted by him, and several times during this period, I took him as myself in a trance.

That strange sense of familiarity is just that he is being polluted.

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After thinking about this, Lu Xin suddenly let out a long sigh.

It’s no wonder that before my mother left, she still had to do her best to make herself see clearly.

No wonder…

Lu Xin turned his head with a “swoosh” and looked at the bishop in black who was close to him under the layers of drooping white hair.

This person’s expression is indifferent, his eyes are full of provocation, and he even has cold expectations. He is not afraid of his anger at this time, and even keeps teasing himself. It seems that he also wants to completely out of control and become the first secondary pollution.

This is obviously an obvious trap, but just now, I didn’t see it.

I thought I was venting my anger, but I was almost led to a dead end by this person and fell for him.

Is this because they are not afraid of the initial secondary source of pollution?

Perhaps, they who dare to say that they have killed “God” have the power to deal with “Original”.

So, after they became a secondary source of pollution, did they have more ways to deal with themselves?

“Original” is dead, only the instinct of destruction.

Therefore, “initially” will only rely on instinct to seize any opportunity to resurrect in his own body?

Cold sweat dripped down.

Between such a group of monsters, Lu Xin found that there were really few things he could choose…

Fortunately, he stopped at the edge of the cliff.

But when Lu Xin opened his eyes and looked at himself, the bishop in black showed untold disappointment in his eyes.

His lips moved, and he even wanted to provoke him again.

It’s a pity, after all, he is not so good at office struggle and speculation, so for a while, he can’t think of a way.

“hehe……”

Lu Xin looked at him and suddenly sneered.

A bad premonition suddenly appeared in the black bishop’s heart.

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“Whoa…”

For Lu Xin, in his extreme anger, he was infinitely close to the “original” breath.

Even just a little bit, it was completely integrated with the “original”.

But he was very lucky. At the most critical moment, he held the last step and understood what he was going to do.

But in the perception of others, it is not so simple.

For a moment, they felt that the entire space around them had turned black.

There is a fine and sharp mental aura that always stimulates every pore on his body.

There are one after another crazy raving, surging in his ears, and even got into his brain like a bug.

Every second, it will make one more desperate, as if falling into the endless abyss.

But at this moment, they suddenly felt that the pressure around them disappeared quickly.

Like in an instant, from the bottom of the sea several thousand meters deep, it surfaced to the surface, saw the sky full of stars, and felt the air pouring into the lungs.

Then the moment their eyes and ears became clear at the same time, they heard Lu Xin’s conversation.

Everyone raised their heads abruptly and looked at Lu Xin, who was standing in the wilderness and under the red moon.

He just stood silently, the black particles on his body spinning heavily.

From the state of extreme tremors just now, it instantly changed to this moment, a state of thinking.

“Can you resist?”

Dr. An suddenly felt a strong joy rushing into his heart.

But she was still a little unsure. This strong joy was hanging in the air, and she was careful not to really fall down.

On the other side, Dean Xue slammed his fist.

He was so overjoyed that he suddenly picked up a lurker and rubbed the black top hat on its head.

The corners of the crowned clown’s mouth were pulled open to both sides at the same time, and the white teeth became more and more gloomy.

But at the same time, a strange joy appeared on his face, and he began to jump strangely.

One left, one right, like a happy child.

At the same time, inside the balloon he was holding, a red balloon slipped out of his hand and flew into the distance…

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Standing under the red moon, Lu Xin seemed to have no anger at all.

Even his voice seemed very calm: “Actually, I don’t know what you want to do.”

“Until now, I don’t quite understand what this single consciousness is, and I don’t want it.”

“But since you want it, I’ll take it…”

“…”

While saying these words, he paused slightly.

He suddenly turned his head and looked towards this wilderness, under the light of the red moon, the strange group looming.

There are so many of them, and they are oppressed by the will of a generation of researchers, so that they are obviously strange creatures at the spiritual level, but they are like a loyal army, always sneaking in and out of the surrounding area. middle.

He probed his head, showing a gloomy and greedy expression from time to time.

Lu Xin glanced at them, pondered for a while, then raised his left hand and snapped his fingers lightly.

“Snapped!”

The black particles trembled slightly when Lu Xin snapped his fingers.

The invisible spiritual power radiated out.

Behind Lu Xin, the old building that had turned into a dilapidated palace just now shook violently.

Layers of mud and sand rose from the ground, returned to the old building, and then submerged the dilapidated palace.

After that, the sound of squeezing and merging the steel bar and the cement block sounded, like plasticine, pinching out another shape.

The dilapidated palace has once again turned into what it was before the old building, without the slightest difference.

Even the big hole drilled by the abyss worm and the weird Lu Xin who was swallowed by them came back one by one.

They appeared behind window after window.

It seems that the number is actually more…