Rise - Chapter 3357
[Chapter 421 1 Decline]
A cold night in early winter.
The street is quiet.
The lights are dim.
In front of the stone pier on the side of the road, the former partners and teammates raised their heads slightly, and their calm faces seemed to be covered with a layer of soft light.
The tone was as gentle as ever.
It was as if he was just using a very ordinary tone to say such a calm remark:
“I did blame you.”
Yes.
How can you not be resentful.
How high is the talent, how splendid the future should be, how heavy and painful it should be when such a cruel reality unexpectedly befalls him.
You can’t blame God for injustice.
But the stagnant injustice and resentment always have to find an outlet.
“Probably the most difficult days when I was just injured.”
Zhou Mo seemed to fall into memory and spoke slowly, as if remembering something funny, and the corners of his mouth could not help but twitch:
“Really ”
It’s not an exaggeration at all. In those days, my temper was really irritable. I was irritable in the convenience store every day, and I wanted to smash a few things to vent.
”
“Then you can only find some people to scold
.” “It’s not enough to
scold others, so you have to think of someone to come out.”
“About a whole month, every day your name will be scolded in my head. The last ten or twenty times are not enough, I try my best to find your faults, find your problems, and put all kinds of messy charges on your head.”
Zhou Mo laughed when he said this:
“Really, I never thought that so many crimes could be found on you—”
“I was so furious at the time…”
“Thinking,
it’s all your fault.”
“The S1 finals played against SSK, you Obviously, as the core and captain of the team’s mid laner, why can’t we lead us to the final victory?”
“Why did you lose to that guy Han Shihao by a tiny margin in the last sentence?”
“It’s all your fault, if you win At the time of the championship, everyone in the team can happily continue to get together.”
“Also, even if you lose the game, everyone still feels bad, so why can you be the only one who can be self-willed and self-willed? So reckless and hasty disbanded the team that everyone worked hard and built together?”
“It’s all your fault, if the team hadn’t disbanded so early, then it’s a big deal, let’s learn from the lessons and start from scratch, losing to SSK in the first year, the second year and the third year. , wouldn’t there be a chance to make up for the regret again?”
“Even—”
“If you hadn’t disbanded the team, then everyone’s later life might not have become a mess, and my life…will not become the later That.”
“Perhaps, if it wasn’t for leaving the team and returning to my hometown, I wouldn’t have suffered the accident that happened later.”
“So I also blame you for my hand injury.”
“Also.”
“Why after the team disbanded, You are about to cut off contact with everyone.”
“The relationship was so good in the past, why is it because of a loss in a game that it seems to be a stranger in the future?”
“Why do you always have a relationship when I am so difficult and painful ?
Without showing up, there is no way to give me the slightest encouragement or comfort—”
When he said every sentence, Zhou Mo’s tone of voice was always slow and steady, and he did not reveal the resentment and injustice that he had brought during that period of time.
But every word comes out.
But it was like a boulder, smashing on Lin Feng’s body.
The smashing made him pale, and his figure seemed to be more and more shaky.
Because even through the plain and unadorned narration of the partner in front of him, he could still clearly and thoroughly feel the great grievances and pains the former had endured in those days.
Seemingly jokingly cited this item of “crimes”.
But in fact.
Every one, indeed, has an inseparable relationship with him.
“It’s my fault…”
Lin Feng muttered absentmindedly.
In the past so many years, things about several former partners and teammates have always lingered in his mind, which is a shadow brought by a huge guilt.
He knew very well how the reckless and hasty decision he made at the time, made only out of a whim, would affect and hurt those closest friends in the past.
But…
even in the deepest fearful nightmare, he never imagined such a scene.
It was not until he saw the hand injury of his former ADC teammate in front of him that he realized that the situation he had worried about the most seemed so pale and lacking imagination.
Hand injuries of eSports players.
It’s no different than a track and field athlete losing both legs.
Especially for a professional ADC player whose talent was amazing enough to shake the entire world e-sports circle, such a shocking scar on this part of the right hand
directly and ruthlessly pronounced the death penalty for the end of his career.
There is no room for redemption.
Lin Feng originally thought that his fault was only in ruining the glory of the former team.
But the reality told him coldly and cruelly that what he had ruined was all the dreams and futures of his former partners.
” I
don’t blame you.”
After the calm and unhurried “criminal evidence” was listed just now, these three words at this moment inevitably seemed a bit abrupt.
It’s just that the tone of the speaker is still calm and gentle.
No sarcasm intended.
Lin Feng raised his head dazedly and looked at his former ADC companion in front of him.
Zhou Mo met Lin Feng’s gaze with a slight smile:
“This sentence is not a lie.”
“Just like what I just told you all are true, time is really a very magical power, it can not only be smoothed out. Wounds can also make people calm down and think about some problems.”
“The grievances and grievances at the time were just because I couldn’t find a vent, so I thoughtlessly and unreasonably blamed them on you.”
” But in fact—”
“I can’t blame you.”
“Or…”
Zhou Mo paused for a while, as if he was thinking about the words carefully, then shook his head and laughed:
“I used to blame, but now I can calm down.
To forgive.”
Forgive?
Such words, in such a situation at this moment, seem to be unable to give people enough relief and comfort.
Lin Feng said sternly,
“I’m not worthy.”
Mu Qiu was originally speaking to him in the most sarcastic tone, but at this moment, it was his own conviction that he had no doubts and was heartbroken.
yes.
Ask yourself, and move from place to place.
If he were to be put in Zhou Mo’s situation, how could he be forgiven for such a thing.
A whole dream and future have been ruined, can UU read www.sonicmtl.com just need a light “I’m sorry” to offset the balance.
“Maybe not in the past.”
“But now, yes.”
Zhou Mo’s voice sounded, Lin Feng’s body trembled slightly, and he raised his head subconsciously, but met the former’s gentle gaze in a daze:
“Did I say so?”
“Today , I watched your game.”
“But I forgot to mention, in the last half year, I have watched all the game videos you can find.”
“A downfall.”
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