Quick Transmigration: Losing All Standing and Reputation - Chapter 112

[Chapter 112 Born Perverted (Seventeen)]

Sure enough, Song didn’t even need to change the time, so Yang Juncheng called and said that he just had time recently, but asked Song if he could move the diagnosis and treatment time earlier.

Song did not agree immediately, but hesitated for a moment on the phone. After all, “he” should hate the change of plans. But for the current “him”, psychological diagnosis and treatment is such an important matter that it can overcome his reluctance to change his plan, so Song finally agreed.

The second time they met, Yang Juncheng still had a smile on his face, but Song could sensitively sense that this time the other party was less indifferent and more eager to try. Apparently he came to him after a good plan.

Not wanting to get straight to the point seems to be a common problem among these psychiatrists, and Yang Juncheng is no exception. After a good chat, Yang Juncheng took the initiative to ask: “Song Que, what happened when you suddenly transferred to a foreign country in your third year of high school? ”

Yang Juncheng obviously had a chat with the doctor friend who introduced Song Que. From Song Que’s simple past, he keenly captured this abruptness. If nothing happened, why would a student suddenly go abroad in the most important senior year? Something must have happened that year, and it is likely that Song has been contradicting Yang Juncheng’s discovery in previous conversations. Yang Juncheng wants to dig it out bit by bit.

Song But his mind moved, and the fish took the bait.

The two acting schools are in a confrontation between you and me, but one plays an honest and reliable psychiatrist, and the other plays a psychopath who is suffering and tangled because of anti-social tendencies. The former is an easy job, and his acting skills are also top-notch, but it’s a pity that he met Song Que. Song is a real actor. Although the performance in front of the camera is different from the long-term camouflage in life, Song is an honest person. The character is completely imitated by the real self, but he is impatient. It’s a little more fragile, like a strong version of Song Que.

Not to mention that Song is calculating with his heart. Yang Juncheng was happily waiting for Song but fell into his hands, but he didn’t know that he had already fallen into the trap carefully prepared by others. Song Que watched with cold eyes, the excitement and conceit in his heart were unprecedentedly satisfied.

Song did not intend to let Yang Juncheng dig too much at once, so he pretended to be coaxed by Yang Juncheng to open his heart, just revealed some clues and refused to continue the conversation because of too much resistance.

This level of rebound is still within Yang Juncheng’s acceptance range, but because the target is Song Ju, the faint sense of frustration makes him very unhappy. Although there is still a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes are already a little anxious.

After the treatment this time, Yang Juncheng still sent him out the door, and naturally agreed on a time for the next meeting, but Song looked very tired and seemed to be overdrawn by the conversation, but he still agreed to the time for the next treatment arrange.

The careless gazes of the little nurses didn’t affect Song Que, and he didn’t have the energy to pay attention to them now. But Yang Juncheng noticed their gaze and pursed his lips unhappily. This scene was fleeting, but Song glanced at it and looked away.

After Song Que walked out of the hospital and got into Du Feng’s car, he completely relaxed and rubbed his forehead. With the deepening of the diagnosis and treatment, he is not as easy as it was at the beginning. Analyzing himself is not an easy task. It often takes a long time to build trust, and the pain and difficulty of self-analysis will be minimized. It is impossible for Song Que to establish trust with anyone with Yang Juncheng, and self-analysis becomes a very painful thing. Moreover, Yang Juncheng made it clear that he had no good intentions, but the beast in Song’s heart was already screaming when no one was teasing it, and it was even more irritable when someone teased it twice.

Song knew that he had made a dangerous decision, and he couldn’t tell others. When Du Feng asked him about the progress, he only made a gesture to indicate that everything was going well.

Du Feng wanted to ask again, but when he saw Song was pale, he said, “Brother Song, you don’t look very well, are you sick?”

Song waved his hands, closed his eyes, and said, “This Yang Juncheng is not very good. It’s a bit exhausting to deal with. By the way, what about your sister Yao?”

Yao Lu and Du Feng both acted together in the investigation of Yang Juncheng. It’s really strange not to see Yao Lu today.

Du Feng said: “Sister Yao talked to the prisoners of the previous two murders, and after confirming that they were all related to Yang Juncheng, they applied for assistance, and now they are stalking others in the hospital and Yang Juncheng’s residence.”

Song Que talked to the team about the This Yang Juncheng made a briefing, and mentioned that Yang Juncheng’s personality was extremely cautious. Once there was trouble, he would probably lurk and stop committing crimes. His methods are inherently very concealed, and it is difficult to collect evidence. Therefore, Yao Lu didn’t dare to directly access Yang Juncheng’s patient file, for fear of making a mess. But she was also worried about the people she contacted with Yang Juncheng when she was volunteering, so she adopted the stupid method of tracking. Yang Juncheng has never committed a crime in person, and has not received professional training. He is cautious and cautious, and his ability to counter reconnaissance is still ordinary. Yao Lu is experienced and fully capable of staring at him without being noticed.

Song felt that it was indeed necessary to do it, but now he was completely swayed by his desire to compete with Yang Juncheng, and he couldn’t make up his mind to deal with this matter. It would be a good thing to have Yao Lu to do it.

Song turned to look at Du Feng, and asked, “Why don’t you stay here and keep an eye on it? Where are you going?”

Du Feng said, “Sister Yao asked me to take you home.”

Although he knew about Song, he didn’t face it . Looking so weak, Yang Juncheng is not the temperament to directly act. But after working as a police officer for so many years, Yao Lu has seen a lot of unexpected situations where the plan collapsed, so naturally, she has to prepare more. Moreover, it is not convenient for Song to go to the police station now. Du Feng will pick him up. One is to ensure safety, and the other is to facilitate the communication of information.

Song was noncommittal about this, but it was a good thing for someone to pick up and drop off. He had a lot of headaches, and it was really not suitable for him to drive.

For the next few treatments, Song proceeded according to the plan, slightly slower than normal people’s progress in opening up his heart, so as to provoke Yang Juncheng’s desire to win, and he would not let him directly choose.

As the progress progressed, Du Fengneng could clearly feel that Song Que’s face was getting worse and worse, but no matter how concerned he was, Song Que just shook his head and didn’t say much. As a result, Du Feng could not help but imagine that this Yang Juncheng is still a vampire?

Song didn’t know that Du Feng had such nonsensical fantasies, otherwise he would have to knock his dog’s head off and do nothing serious all day, so he knew that he didn’t think about it.

Now, Yang Juncheng already knows Song Que’s biggest knot, especially the brain of his born criminal, which makes Yang Juncheng very interested. A talented student with anti-social tendencies, working as a psychiatrist who can come into contact with all kinds of patients with unstable mental states, relying on a moral outlook that he does not know how to form to regulate his behavior, self-discipline is terrible. Song Que’s heart longed to trample on the rules and destroy the order, but he has restrained his actions with reason over the years. He is a contradictory body that can explode at any time. Song is now maintaining a dangerous balance.

Yang Juncheng couldn’t help but think, when he added weights to one end bit by bit, what would happen when the balance was completely out of balance? When Song Que’s hands were completely stained with blood, would this young man who always looked cold and arrogant and looked down on other people collapsed completely? Holding his head, like all losers, kneeling on the ground and yelling, thinking that what you have done can disappear and start over.

Just thinking about it, Yang Juncheng laughed out loud, he couldn’t wait to see this picture.

As soon as Song Que entered Yang Juncheng’s consultation room, he found that the light in the consultation room was a little darker. Anyone can see the difference if one compares the light when he first arrived and now. But Yang Juncheng was very patient and adjusted little by little. If Song was not guarding him from the bottom of his heart, he might not be able to understand the details. But even if Song noticed it, the dimming light inevitably affected him.

Yang Juncheng chatted with him today about accepting himself.

“People find a sense of security in conformity, and at the same time they automatically exclude those who are different. This is inferior. Although today’s society advocates diversity and inclusiveness as much as possible, the pain caused by ‘uniqueness’ is still not there. Few.”

Song watched him chatting, but he didn’t say a word.

Yang Juncheng didn’t care, and continued: “It’s like homosexuality. From the perspective of public opinion, the society seems to be a lot more tolerant towards homosexuality. But if we look forward a little bit, it is obviously a sexual orientation that has existed since ancient times, but because of the The mainstream is different, and being yelled at and scolded as a beast. But this is not the most terrible, the most terrible thing is that at that time, many homosexuals dared not admit that they were gay. Not only did they dare not admit to others, they did not even dare to admit it to others. Admit it to yourself. Because of their different orientations, some people think they are sick, and some people think they may be a psychopath. But who has stipulated that heterosexuality is the norm? No one. Just be the opposite sex Love is the mainstream, and this has become the default rule of society.”

Yang Juncheng’s fingers have been tapping the table rhythmically, not heavy, gently, one after another. Until this moment, he suddenly stopped his fingers, looked at Song Que, and asked softly: “Speaking of which, what is society? What is anti-social? These terms are more like the majority of society want to instill those unique Few, forcing them to blindly follow the words they created. Why do people suffer because of uniqueness? It is not uniqueness itself that makes them suffer, but the disapproval of self that uniqueness brings. Do you feel like other people, upright and lawful It is normal. You do not recognize your inner self, you deeply suffer from your abnormality, and you have been doing your best to pretend to be a normal person. Disapproval of yourself is the source of all your pain, which accumulates over time. Fatigue has overloaded your body and mind, if you don’t stop self-destruction, you will start from the mind, all the way to the body, and the whole will collapse.”

Yang Juncheng’s eyes were black as if there were swirls, and with this sentence The light, curse-like diagnosis, Song raised his eyes to look at him, and was in a trance for a moment.

Yang Juncheng’s little trick is actually very simple. He uses psychological hints to describe Song’s gradually collapsed mental state. As long as Song thinks along these words, it is easy to feel the changes in the state he said.

Yang Juncheng looked at Song but struggled in pain and knew that the time had come. He suppressed the faint smugness and said softly, “If you want to completely solve this kind of pain, you have to learn to accept yourself.”

[End of This Chapter]