Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 3900

[Chapter 3894 Fanwai; I loved you, silently]

Compared with the ending, when I first met you, it was so beautiful. ——Qi Ye

I never knew how to love her, I only knew how to hurt her, and I never owned her.

Thinking about it now, maybe everything is my fault, I failed her.

The ending, I also accept.

It’s just that when someone calls her queen, her heart will twitch unconsciously, suffocating to the limit.

She is still queen, she still lives in that deep palace, but she will never stand by my side again.

Rong Jing gave me a random house arrest in a palace. He didn’t deliberately humiliate me, but I felt that this was the greatest humiliation for me.

It is only natural that winners and losers win.

It’s just…

I always think of what happened when I was a child, my father loves her very much, and because of this, everyone treats her very well.

The prince was kind to her, the second brother was kind to her, and even the eldest princess was kind to her.

Only me…

only I treated her badly, only I did not please her.

But she may not know, I have had it too. It’s not to please, but to do it uncontrollably.

At that time, my status was humble. Although I was a prince, I was actually worse than the sons of many ministers.

She is high and high, even if she is not the biological daughter of her father, she is still so dazzling.

I remember it was a snow feast.

It was snowing heavily that day, and a dinner party was held in the palace. She seemed to be drinking for the first time, and ran to the imperial garden with her face flushed.

My father was worried that she would be injured, so he sent a lot of people to follow her, but she still went on a rampage, and finally threw herself into my arms.

That was the first time I held her, and the only time I held her.

She looked at me with eyes as clear as glass, which made my heart tremble for the first time.

It seems that all the obsessions in my heart have been dissipated, like a spring breeze.

At that moment, I was shaken.

If there are not so many power disputes in this life, it may be a very beautiful thing to guard only one person.

But my identity… is so different from hers.

Probably because this feeling is too strong, it makes me feel that I should get everything that maybe shouldn’t belong to me.

But I want to be strong, so strong that the light can overwhelm her, and let her stand by my side.

Stand where only I can see.

Then, make the rest envy her.

But the more time passed, the more I realized that I was gradually blinded by the so-called power.

If I don’t use her, if I don’t use her to help me, maybe I won’t get this throne at all.

The prince is benevolent and has always been diligent and caring for the people.

I know he is good, but there can only be one king of the Qi Kingdom, and that must be me, and no one else.

I used her step by step, knowing that my father loves her, knowing that she has 300,000 tiger charms in her hand, and knowing that she will never reject me.

I hesitated for a long time about the decision to send her away from Rongguo, and I kept telling myself in my heart at that time.

Just this time, just this last time, as long as she gets Rong Guo’s important secrets, I will definitely bring her back.

Then let her be by my side forever… It’s a

pity…

It’s a pity that I let her go this time, but I can’t wait for her to come back.

No, she’s back…just not with me anymore.

I have never regretted all the decisions I have made in this life, but I have never told her about my feelings for her.

If, if there is a chance, I can do it all over again…

I hope I can go back to the night of the snow banquet, the moment she bumped into my arms, I said to her: “I love you at first sight, you don’t tell me how deep you are, and the next year will be beautiful.” , marry me?”

[End of This Chapter]