Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 2969

[Chapter 2969 Fanwai: The rest of my life will never die (1)]

I still like you very much, like a lonely city full of smoke, thousands of troops will rush to you. ——Song Nanmo

I also thought about what my life would be like if I didn’t know you.

Maybe it’s very plain, aging slowly in the fleeting time.

Faced with a person who can’t be said to like or love, but will guard her and spend the rest of her life ordinary.

But at a certain moment, God lit up a bunch of fireworks in my ordinary life.

It may not know the importance of this light to me, but it has changed my life.

In fact, she and I are not destined.

A beam of light, someone will always like it, someone will always like it, and someone will always miss it.

Even if she is just a court lady, nothing can stop her radiance.

One of the most powerful men in the world liked her, to a paranoid degree.

At that moment, I felt so self-disciplined, so small.

I like her no less than he does, but I can only accept any punishment and silent silence.

I can die, but I can’t give up.

That’s my… final bottom line…

When I was imprisoned in the clan mansion, I thought about many things. My Ama and Erniang were also well matched back then. I heard that before my Ama married my Ama, my Ama had a person who was always in his heart.

Although it was a rumor from relatives, I always felt that there was something missing in Er Niang’s eyes towards Ama.

It was only after a long time that I read Erniang’s suicide note that I realized that Erniang had long wanted someone to belong to, but because of family reasons, she had to marry Ama.

There has always been an obsession in her heart, an obsession that no one tells.

But maybe Erniang didn’t expect that the two children she gave birth to still could not escape such a fate.

First my sister, then me.

I didn’t know much about my sister at first, and I only met Chi Heng once.

At that time, I didn’t even understand why my sister insisted on marrying Chi Heng if she kept talking about Ama.

If you can enter the palace, wouldn’t it mean that you will be by the king’s side, and you will enjoy endless glory, wealth and honor in the future.

Yeah… This is me at that time, how ridiculous.

What’s the use of being rich and honored?

If I can be with the person I like, even if I live in seclusion in the mountains and live the days of working at sunrise and resting at sunset, I think it is a kind of happiness.

Of course, this realization seems a little too late.

I have always been very sorry, the fate between us always seems to be a little bit worse, if I had a crush on you first, then I would not believe in love at first sight.

When I was in the imperial garden, my heart throbbed.

At that time, I didn’t understand why I was throbbing. As soon as I thought about it, I thought about saying that you are a maid in my sister’s palace first, and then I will push the boat along the way.

I never thought that I would be such a person, like a strategist, to calculate these things.

She also often said that I am self-disciplined and cautious, and I am not such a person.

Actually… I care about many things more than she imagined, but she doesn’t know it.

The first time I communicated with her was the reason why my sister’s younger brother died. In fact, I felt something was wrong at the beginning, but I couldn’t explain why.

She is very smart, not like a court lady at all, but like a witch who sees through people’s hearts.

I even dare not look directly into her eyes many times, and dare not get too close to her, always afraid that my heart beating too fast will be heard by her in the dead of night.

That heart seemed to be telling her how much I liked her.

[End of This Chapter]