Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 2645

[Chapter 2645 Fanwai: write you the last letter]

This is a letter you will never see because it is written in my heart.

Now I am standing on the high platform of Longmen Pass, looking at the sky filled with gunpowder smoke, I can’t help thinking, if I can be on your side, it would be great.

Because I’m going to travel to Wanlixia soon, my life is probably coming to an end…

I’m sorry Qing’er, I still can’t accompany you through all of your life, hold your and Nian’an’s hands and watch him grow up.

In fact, I want to do this more than anyone, but no one has given me this opportunity.

No, maybe I should say… God didn’t give me this chance.

When I switched identities with the dumb slave, I could hardly look you in the eye.

Because I found that your eyes are on me from time to time, like a hot light, burning me.

I dare not look at you, I am afraid that if I look into your eyes, I will not be able to help but tell everything.

I dare not touch you, I am afraid that at that moment, I will hold your hand behind my back and put it tightly on my chest.

And even if you become like this, I still want to be by your side with a stern face.

Maybe even the laughing lady-in-waiting would say: Look! The eunuch is with the queen.

I think as long as you are by my side, I am not afraid. The soul is different from the body. It is the depth of perceiving everything, and I know you understand.

But I know I can’t do this, I can be the target of criticism, I can never recover, but you can’t.

The days I want to give you should be when I go to the morning court every day, looking at you sleeping soundly, and kissing your forehead.

Then come back in the morning, if you are awake, I will have breakfast with you, if you are not awake, I will bring the memorial to the room, and take a look at you by your side.

At noon, we can go to the imperial garden to enjoy the flowers together. If you want to leave the palace, I can also go out with you.

Don’t be afraid of danger, because I am enough to protect you.

In the evening, you can sing about wine, although I say that it is not good for girls to drink alcohol, but you are allowed to drink a small glass, because you look very good-looking when you are blushing…

From morning to night, it is good to be colorful or plain Qi is also good.

As long as you are by my side, it is the life I want to spend together.

It’s a pity, Qing’er… I don’t have a chance.

I don’t know if you are doing well now, and I don’t know if the dumb slave has exposed the exchange of identities between us.

But I still deeply remember the scene when we walked through Beihan Palace again that day.

You don’t want me to leave the eyes of Beihan Palace, the look of hesitating to speak, and the emotions that you can’t even touch yourself.

I know, I know all…

Because the person standing in front of you is Du Jiusheng, so you will have so many emotions.

So you will be uneasy, you will not be afraid, you will be reluctant… Do you

know when I almost couldn’t help telling the truth?

It’s the sentence you said: How come your handwriting is 70% similar to Brother Jiusheng’s.

Silly girl, I’ve written all the crooked ones and you still feel similar, what’s going on in your little head?

God knows how much I wanted to touch your head, hold you, hold you, hold you again, and hold you again at that moment.

But I can’t say I love you anymore.

Because, I can’t say anymore.

At this moment, facing the imminent death, I closed my eyes and prayed sincerely.

if, if, if…

If there is a next life, if we can meet again. Please don’t take away my memory, let me remember her forever and ever.

Then in the fleeting time of the next life, you will be able to recognize her at first sight.

[End of This Chapter]