Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 1895

[Chapter 1895 Fan Wai: Why dare to speak proudly in this life, you dare (2)]
When I called her Miss Assassin, I could feel the gleam between her brows and eyes, which was very beautiful.
She may think that we just met each other, but I have already made a decision in my heart.
My princess…that’s her.
Probably no one would have thought that I would choose a court lady despite so many waiting ladies.
When I went to the Golden Palace, my father asked me why, and I only said a few words: She is the saint of the witch clan.
I saw with my own eyes that the expression on Father Wang’s face went from frowning tightly between brows to raising the corners of his mouth, but at that moment my heart sank.
In the eyes of the royal father, the saintesses of the Wu Clan are the victims of Nanzhao Kingdom, and even the entire Wu Clan has acquiesced to this point.
After all, the death of one person can save tens of thousands of people. For this kind of willingness and gain, the patriarch of the Wu clan cares about the common people in the world, so he naturally believes that sacrifice is inevitable.
But I… don’t want her to die.
But I… want to marry her again.
After thinking about it all night, I decided not to ask the result, but to seize the day.
At least I want to spend a happy time with her, and then bury it deep in my heart and accept the trial of all the subjects of Nanzhao Kingdom.
And at that time, she might have been sent back to Mu Country by me.
Because I found out through investigation that she used to be Mu Hanche’s secret guard. He was born and died for him, and he was seriously injured.
When I knew this, I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart.
Not because of jealousy, but because during the long years in the past, she suffered and was hurt, but I couldn’t protect her.
I always feel that her life should be very happy, and there should be someone who absolutely loves her by her side and gives her everything.
And I want to be such a person, to be someone she can rely on in her heart, to be her hero.
On the day of her wedding, she was bowed down and congratulated by countless people. At that moment, I was more excited and happy than her.
I don’t know why, but when she is so radiant, I feel proud.
If someone asks me when is the happiest time in my life, it is probably when she is my princess and stands firmly by my side.
I always feel that in those days, whether it was the Nanzhao Kingdom or the Wu Clan, it was so unimportant to me.
How I wish that the curse of Tianling Flower Formation would never come, and that I could always be by her side and accompany her to see every scene of Nanzhao Kingdom.
But I know that some days will come.
In the past, I never thought that one day I would personally poison and murder my father and king. The fact is that I did.
And he did it so decisively, because he told me… the time for the saintess to sacrifice to the Heavenly Spirit Flower Array is coming soon.
At that time, I was stunned, why the happy time is always so short, why not let me leave more memories here.
Leaving Nanzhao Kingdom in a hurry, I brought all the things for her. Because I know that after this time, she can’t come back, and I won’t let her come back.
Although I am extremely reluctant to send her back to Mu Country, I know that she is the safest in Mu Country.
Because Mu Hanche sent her to kill me, probably because he wanted to protect her.
And she didn’t do anything at all…
It is because of this that I feel even more ashamed of her, because I know that she really likes me…
but I… can’t love her openly.
I must always be ready for her to leave me, and I must always be ready to confess everything to her.
[End of This Chapter]
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