Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 1440

[Chapter 1440 Fanwai: As long as the world has you, I can live (2)]

My parents probably saw the shadow of my brother from me, and their attitude towards me has undergone a 360-degree change.

They no longer speak harsh words, and even seem to be greeting me and caring about my situation at school.

This feeling is wonderful, not because I can’t feel the warmth at all, but because the warmth came too late.

Some… hypocrisy.

But I… want to accept it.

People who have grown up in the dark for many years are more eager for sunshine. As long as it can shine into the dark and damp light in my heart, I want to desperately have it.

Luo Qingchen was that beam of light.

When I met him, it was already the sixth or seventh year when I changed from a rebellious boy to a gentle boy, probably, some years.

My first impression of her was not good, because I always felt that I could see the shadow of myself in her.

I hated myself at that time, because if it wasn’t for being that bad, my brother wouldn’t have died.

But on the other hand, my personality has long been paranoid in my character. Once I compete with one thing, I will die to the end.

Ordinary people say that if you don’t hit the south wall, you won’t look back. I’m probably the kind of person who will walk down with my own blood even if I hit my head and bleed.

So I went and waited for her.

The time was the same as she waited for me, a full thirty days.

When we met again, she gave me a very different feeling, a feeling of breaking out of a cocoon and becoming a butterfly.

At that moment, I felt that he and I were the same kind of people.

At least, it’s the kind of person who goes from ‘bad boy’ to ‘good boy’.

The way we get along is wonderful, and we made a bet for the so-called ‘love test paper’.

Who will fall in love with whom first in the days to come!

I always thought that someone like me, who looks gentle on the outside but is actually indifferent, must win.

But what I didn’t expect was that I lost in a mess.

Whenever I see Su Nian talking to her at school, I feel extremely anxious, it’s like burning with desire.

This feeling gradually devoured all my sanity and made me full of hostility towards Su Nian.

The funny thing is that he is far more hostile to me than I am to him. He has a deep-rooted hatred, hates me, hates everyone in the An family.

But the original me didn’t know this kind of hatred, because all my thoughts were on how to make Luo Qingchen fall in love with me.

Try to have a fever, try to make her worry, and try to keep her by my side.

I found that I seemed to have changed unconsciously, no longer the gentle and elegant boy, no longer like my brother.

Instead… a bit like myself.

The original nature of the little devil who had been restrained for a long time in the body made Su Nian no longer have a chance.

It’s just that after doing so much, I didn’t think about Su Nian’s identity.

I didn’t even expect that he would join forces with Liang Bingbing to harm her, making me mistakenly think that she left me behind.

In this world, I am not afraid of anything, the only thing I am afraid of is being left behind by her.

For many days later, whenever the feeling of that moment resounded, the heart would twitch unconsciously.

At that time, it was a thousand times the pain, plus the suffocation in the heart.

I vaguely remember lying on the operating table thinking about only one thing: I don’t want to live without her. I don’t want to live at all, let me die…let me stay away from this kind of pain that is beyond the scope of human beings.

And just when I felt that my body was starting to become light and light, Xia Qingrou’s voice came to my eardrums –

she said: “Brother, brother – Qingchen said that she only likes you!”

Only, joy, joy ,I!

[End of This Chapter]