Quick Transmigration Female Lead: Male God, Never Stopping - Chapter 1439

[Chapter 1439 Fanwai: As long as the world has you, I can live (1)]

I don’t understand what is just right, I just don’t want to let down and be let down, I will never step back when it’s time to hug, and I will never cry when it’s time to laugh. ——An Yusheng

I have been a very rebellious person since I was a child. Before my brother died for me, I hated him a little bit.

Or I can’t say ‘somewhat’, I should say I hate it.

He seems to have had the aura of the protagonist since he was born, and he directly caught a model of a house when he was drawing lots.

And I… grabbed a pocket knife.

Probably from that day on, the gears of my brother’s and my fate took different tracks.

He is destined to become a brilliant man, but I am destined to accomplish nothing.

There are a lot of people who hand him love letters in the school, although there are quite a few who give me.

But he is different from me. He is the perfect student in the eyes of the teacher and the perfect male god in the eyes of female classmates.

As for me, I’m just good-looking and a bit of a ruffian.

I like to hear the sound of cutting the skin with a knife, until the moment it enters the blood vessel, there is a kind of “ding” pleasure.

It seems that no one in this world can understand me. They all think that I am rebellious, perverse, and arrogant.

Only my elder brother understands me. He knows that I just want to get the attention of my parents.

Even if you don’t pay attention to it, it’s good to take a closer look…

Unfortunately, they never looked me in the eye.

They even let me stay out at night when I was less than ten years old, and they never sent anyone to look for me.

I seem to be a disgrace to the An family, a bloodline they don’t want to admit.

until–

The death of my brother made them see my existence.

Although, what they said in the first few months was still so ugly.

For example –

“Why didn’t you go to die?”

“Why didn’t you go to hell instead of your brother!

” “What’s the point of your life, you go to die too!” ”

Go to hell, at least your brother won’t be alone.” ”

…

These words with tears and resoluteness linger in my ears every day and night. No one knows that I am sadder than each of them.

Because An Liangsheng is the only person in this world who loves me.

Those The toys I didn’t get, the love I didn’t get.

He used his identity as an older brother to make up for the vacancy in my life.

I loved everything about him, and at the same time loved everything about him.

And he died, proving that there is no more love in this world. There is no one who loves me.

At that time, I didn’t even know the meaning of my life, but… the words he said to me before he died were imprinted in my mind.

“Ah Sheng, you have to live… live Go down… for me… live. ”

The name ‘Asheng’ is a nickname he likes to call me.

At that time, his parents always called me by my first name and last name.

The three words ‘An Yusheng’ have almost become what I hate the most. Rhymes.

But even so, even if there is no hope for me to live in this world, I must live on.

For my brother, for another An Liangsheng to live in this world, I will do my best to live.

And, And live well.

In just half a year, I changed from violent and perverse to gentle and sensible, and my academic performance jumped from the bottom of the original to the first in the whole year.

I have to say, at least in terms of reading, I have a certain genius physique.

It’s like some people are good at running, some at swimming, and some at playing musical instruments.

And I, but so just right, suitable for learning.

[End of This Chapter]