Qingming College - Chapter 235

[Qingming College (297)]

February 8, 2020

Chapter two hundred and ninety-seven

There was a throbbing pain in my heart. As soon as I said these words, I felt a little regretful. This is the end of the matter. Listening to their past stories about what they did would not help, it would only add to the sadness.

A faint melancholy permeated between me and Zhang Yiyu, but the words had already been spoken, so I had to stubbornly repeat: “I want to know the past of you and Bai Yishan.”

Zhang Yiyu chuckled inexplicably and said, “I didn’t go with him.”

This answer surprised me. There are obviously many clues that Zhang Yiyu and Bai Mao should have known each other when they were children. It was precisely because of that time that Zhang Yiyu was obsessed with Bai Mao, so that when they met again many years later, she became Bai Mao’s girlfriend not long after, and even allowed Bai Mao to have other women, and she is willing to pay for him to this day. everything.

I asked suspiciously, “But, when we hid under the desk in the classroom that day, Bai Mao said it himself. He and you have known each other since we were young. Isn’t what he said true?”

Zhang Yiyu was silent for a while, then said, “He’s right.”

I couldn’t understand it anymore, and asked, “Then why…”

“Why did you say that I didn’t have the past with him?” Zhang Yiyu interrupted me, her eyes showed nostalgia, and she asked: “I ask you a question, what do you think is the past?”

I was speechless for a moment, lost in thought.

What is the past, any moment we have experienced before is the past, but the forgotten past is no longer the past.

I remembered the information Liu Feisheng gave me before he left, understood and said, “You mean, Bai Mao can’t remember that time?”

Zhang Yiyu nodded and said, “Yes, he has forgotten everything.

There was a glimmer of hope in my heart, and I asked, “If that’s the case, why do you think it’s him?”

For this simple question, Zhang Yiyu did not answer directly, she seemed a little tired, maybe this question had deeply troubled her, and after a long time, she said: “I also doubted it, but I searched for a long time, except for his Besides, there is no one more likely.”

With a hint of bitterness, I asked, “So what kind of person is he? I mean that person, not Baimao, even if that person is Baimao when he was a child.”

Zhang Yiyu smiled quietly and replied briefly, “He was actually very ordinary at that time, but he was very kind to me.”

I couldn’t help but ask, “Then what?”

Zhang Yiyu burst into a poignant smile and said softly, “That’s it, that’s enough.”

In just six words, she showed her unusual firmness, fearlessness, and no turning back.

I frowned, this answer is simply incredible, who is Zhang Yiyu, she is the dignified Princess Zhang, how high above, she is madly liked by countless boys on campus, how many people are willing to give everything for her, just to make her smile .

If just because a boy is good to her, she will fall in love with this boy, and even be moved by it and willing to give everything, then she has no idea how many boys have entered her heart.

I said honestly, “To be honest, I don’t understand.”

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Zhang Yiyu sneered and said, “Of course you can’t understand it, because you know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. Since you met her, she has been dazzling and arrogantly dismissive of those boys who pursue her, right? ”

Zhang Yiyu lowered her head, her expression changed from just now, and there was a deep sadness in her eyes.

“But he didn’t know a girl named Zhang Yiyu. The Zhang Yiyu he knew was just a very small girl. She was inconspicuous at that time. Her mother only regarded her as a mistake, never She has been close to her, and her father, oh, it was not until a long time later that she knew that it was not her biological father. The father she thought at that time, when looking at her from behind, would reveal deep resentment in his eyes, Even if the middle-aged man thought he was hiding well, he didn’t know that children are actually the most sensitive, and she can feel everything.”

The tears in Zhang Yiyu’s eyes gradually accumulated, and she said slowly: “At any time, she is alone, no one loves her, no one likes her, and no one wants to play with her, even everyone puts her birth , considered a mistake,”

I looked at Zhang Yiyu’s face with tears running down her face, and was shocked and unbelievable.

I never thought that Zhang Yiyu would have such an experience. In my knowledge, she has always been a girl with a very strong aura. It is only natural that she was born so beautiful and noble. It should be a collection of thousands of pets, and all the people around her should please her like a princess.

But when she said it herself, it didn’t surprise me at all.

I have long thought that the mother-daughter relationship between Zhang Yiyu and Zhang Qiaoqing does not look good, and with You Wensi’s deep hatred for Zhang Yiyu, maybe her childhood life will not be too happy, but I never thought about it, everything will be There is so serious.

Seeing the tears in Zhang Yiyu’s eyes, the anger in my heart

Burn, even if You Wensi hates Qiao Shibu, why should he implicate his resentment on an innocent little girl, and this girl still calls his father, how can he be ruthless.

Zhang Yiyu’s beautiful face was pale, like a poignant rose blooming in the night sky, her icy eyes no longer had a trace of emotion, and she said coldly: “Now you understand, at that time, there was someone who treated her Well, what a precious thing it is.”

I finally understand why she curled up like a kitten in my arms the night I raped Zhang Yiyu.

In countless nights, when she was still very small, she probably slept on a bed alone. The bedroom was large and empty, and the quiet wind was passing through it. She looked at the dark window and could only She curled up tightly and tried her best to stay in the quilt. If she was lucky enough, maybe the moonlight would cast some shadows to give her a little company.

This habit was so deeply engraved on her that she could not change it even after she grew up.

I don’t know how to comfort Zhang Yiyu, I appeared too late in her life, and now she no longer needs anyone to accompany her, and I missed the most vulnerable time in her life.

This is not my fault, so it is the most impossible regret.

I stared at the mournful face that haunted me, smiled bitterly, and said, “I can probably guess what happened next, and then you met Bai Mao, even if I don’t like him, I have to admit that Bai Mao is a very A master at coaxing girls, you had a lot of fun with him, it was a joy you had never experienced before, so you fell in love with him, you can’t forget him for so many years, and you have been trying to find him.”

“As for Baimao, you at that time were just a passer-by in his life, just like a kitten he rescued by accident. After a moment of warmth, he abandoned it.”

“So you have already fallen deeply in love with him, and he has long forgotten you.”

[End of this Chapter]