Picking Up Stars - Chapter 26

[Chapter 26]

The words at the dinner table that Qin Fang could barely be Xingyan was because the atmosphere at the time was a joke, even though his eyes were so serious.

But all this at this moment, the heavy heart in his hand, the words that made people dizzy and confused, and the kiss that Xing Yan landed on his shoulder. This made Qin Fang understand that everything was true.

It was sudden, unprepared, and never thought in this direction.

Qin Fang looked down at the star-like ore in his hand, and called out, “Brother Yan.”

“Yes.” Xing Yan replied.

After Qin Fang called him, he didn’t speak again, and he really didn’t know what to say. The brain is a little empty, but the whole chest is very restless, and the heartbeat is very fast, which is not in the same state as the brain.

“Don’t say anything else.” Xing Yan said softly, seeing his confusion.

Xing Yan was standing upright by the bed, and after speaking, he touched Qin Fang’s head, bent down, looked at Qin Fang’s face, smiled lightly, and asked, “Are you covered?”

“Well, Who can’t be blinded.” Qin Fang flexed his finger and scratched the tip of his nose, “I’m stunned.”

“Don’t be dizzy, I don’t want you to respond.” Xing Yan shook his head and shook it, using a tone as natural as a joke I said to him, “I just want to give you a gift. I’ll talk about the other things later.”

“Thank you, Brother Yan.” Qin Fang took a deep breath, and then laughed at himself, “I actually… don’t know if it’s true or not. I had a dream that I drank too much.”

“Is there me in the dream?” Xing Yan said with a smile, “Whether it’s real or a dream, you are very dangerous, young man.”

Qin Fang did not deny it and nodded. He also smiled: “Yes.”

It’s really dangerous.

If these are true, it means that Qin Fang has stepped into the hunter’s gun. He was told an extreme love story by his brother, and the brother is handsome and charming. If this is just a dream, and to dream of such content, then Qin Fang is quite worthy of his straight male identity.

So the next day Qin Fang woke up and the first thing he did was to look for the bedside to see if there was that stone.

Qin Fang closed his eyes again – yes, so it’s all true.

Xing Yan didn’t live in this room last night, for fear that Qin Fang wouldn’t be able to sleep. Qin Fang went out after washing up, Xing Yan had already finished breakfast and was playing billiards with Hua Tong. He came out and Hua Tong said hello first: “Are you up?”

“You are all early?” After Qin Fang finished talking to him, his eyes accidentally bumped into Xing Yan. He quickly turned his eyes away, but felt a little deliberate. So I turned my eyes back.

Xing Yan looked at him with no expression. Qin Fang felt that his eyes turned too stiff just now. He smiled and said, “Good morning, Brother Yan.” “Okay.” Xing Yan asked him, ” Did

you sleep well last night?”

A normal sentence always sounds a bit… ambiguous to Qin Fang. After what happened last night, this sentence is inexplicably hot.

“Very good.” Qin Fang pretended to be natural, said a few words to the two of them casually, and went downstairs to eat with others.

They were still on vacation anyway, and they could have continued to play here for a day or two. But Qin was so chaotic in his heart that he couldn’t stay any longer, so he went back to school in the afternoon.

Hua Tong didn’t go back to school, and went straight home following someone else’s car. So only Qin Fang and Xing Yan were left in the car.

The atmosphere was different from when they came. At that time, it was natural whether they were talking or not, and there was no need to think about anything. Two close friends, close brothers.

Now it’s the complete opposite. No matter whether you speak or not, the atmosphere is so deliberate and awkward. Qin Fang didn’t want to do this very much, so he kept looking for topics to talk about to make them look more natural.

Qin Fang, a social expert, has been on Xing Yan all day, he can’t find a topic, and when he finds it, he doesn’t know how to talk naturally.

“Are you disgusted?” After a long period of silence, Xing Yan suddenly opened his mouth.

Qin Fang understood what he was asking almost instantly, cleared his throat, then shook his head and said, “What are you disgusted with… No.”

“That’s good, you can tell me directly if you have something to say.” Xing Yan looked ahead, Said, “Anything.”

Xing Yan was telling him that if he didn’t accept it, he could say it directly, Qin Fang understood. But he just frowned slightly, he really didn’t know how to express it, and he hadn’t figured out his own thoughts. At this time, he didn’t want to say anything for the time being.

“Brother Yan,” Qin Fang licked his lips and organized the language, “I… never thought about this before, never.”

Qin Fang felt uncomfortable talking about this, and felt uncomfortable. A straight man is now It was too suffocating for him to say such things to his brother. Qin Fang took a deep breath and then continued: “I’m… I used to… When it comes to dating… all my goals were girls.”

“Well.” Xing Yan nodded to signal him to continue.

“And we are so good,” Qin Fang smiled bitterly, “I can’t change this relationship. Now my biggest feeling is that it’s awkward, everything is awkward, and it’s confusing.”

Qin Fang said this, Xing Yan understood He meant it, and there was no need for him to continue. Xing Yan said: “Okay.”

“I hope we can be the same as before,” Qin Fang parked the car downstairs in Xing Yan’s dormitory and did not turn off the engine, “If I lose a friend because of this, I will feel very, very sorry. .”

Xing Yan smiled at Qin Fang before getting out of the car. Qin Fang pursed his lips, Xing Yan reached out and pressed his head again and shook it. Brother Yan is really handsome when he smiles.

This matter was sealed in Qin Xinxin, and no one said anything, including Hua Tong, he couldn’t open his mouth. What do you say about this? Can’t say, and don’t want to say. After all, this is between him and Xing Yan.

Thinking of Hua Tongqin, I felt a burst of anger. It’s also fucking making a fool of me, like a fool.

Hua Tong didn’t know what happened, and asked Qin Fang foolishly: “Why did you find me again? Where is your brother Yan?”

“Shut up,” Qin Fang frowned, “I wasn’t the one you were looking for?”

“I was looking for you, but I didn’t have time to find you before.” Hua Tong drank the juice and drank the straw out. With a snoring sound, “Xin Huan kicked you? Remember the scum again?”

Qin Fang picked up the small square box containing the tissue and smashed it on him: “Can you shut up?”

Hua Tong asked Qin directly . Get irritable. Since that day, Qin Fang has never seen Xing Yan again. It has been half a month, and he has not seen each other.

Qin Fang felt a little irritable when he thought of this, and didn’t know how to deal with it. He sent Xing Yan a few messages, but Xing Yan behaved indifferently, and Qin Fang couldn’t take it. After making an appointment for dinner, Xing Yan said he was going to the laboratory, but did not come out.

He’s been like this a few times. He doesn’t look for Xing Yan and he never takes the initiative to look for him. Qin Fang has not received a call from Xing Yan for half a month, and their relationship has changed from a “love period” to a “freezing period”.

This gap is actually somewhat disappointing. Although Qin Fang was confused, his words were true. He really cared about Xing Yan, whether as a friend or a brother. Now that the two of them are like this, Qin Fang is really uncomfortable, but he can’t help it.

This is not a matter of being hypocritical or hypocritical, it is an impact on Qin Fang’s concept for more than 20 years. In fact, it’s not that no man has chased him before. In high school, a boy chased Qin Fang very fiercely. At that time, Qin Fang was decisive and simply refused. I’m straight, it’s no use if you keep pestering me.”

At that time, in Qin Fang’s opinion, there was a wall between the straight and the bend, and the things inside and outside the wall were not just a matter of hard work, it was completely separated. Two spaces left.

But if the other party changed to Xing Yan, Qin Fang was really confused. Very complex emotions, can’t say outright rejection, a lot of scruples. At the same time, there are other thoughts involved, so Qin Fang can’t understand it every day, and his brain circuits are entangled.

Although the relationship has cooled down, the habit of the good times is still there, and sometimes the news has been sent out without realizing it.

For example, one day in the middle of the night when Qin Fang was on Weibo, he saw a friend bought a motorcycle, and it looked pretty good. Just sent the picture to Xing Yan.

After I posted it, I saw that the chat box between the two had been silent for several days, and it was still stuck in the last time Xing Yan said that he was going to the laboratory. Qin Fang finally replied: OK.

But after all the pictures were posted, I had to say something. Qin Fang posted it: Dong bought a car and showed it off on Weibo.

Xing Yan replied after a few minutes : I don’t like

it. Qin Fanghui: Haha, he doesn’t understand at all, he’s just playing around.

Xing Yan said: Why haven’t you slept yet? Before

receiving Xing Yan’s article, Qin Fang was just chatting normally, and he thought their relationship was a little embarrassing. But as soon as Xing Yan came out, a nerve in Qin Xin’s heart suddenly stabbed.

Xing Yan hadn’t talked about this kind of voluntarily mentioned topic for a long time. In the past, the two of them chatted every day. Now that Xing Yan took the initiative to post something so simple, Qin Fang was even surprised.

Qin Fang scratched his finger on the side of the phone and replied: Not sleepy yet.

Xing Yan returned after a few minutes: Go to bed early, there will be a class tomorrow morning.

Qin Fanghui: Good night, Brother Yan.

Xing Yan: Good night

. The short conversation is over. Counting the picture, adding one piece is not even ten sentences. After speaking, Qin Fang didn’t continue to look at anything else, he just locked the screen and put down the phone.

Miss Qin Fang has chased after a lot, but she really hasn’t dealt with a relationship like this, and it’s a headache.

He was cold with Xing Yan, but Han Xiaogong was not cold with him, and sent him some news from time to time.

Qin Fang had just finished class that day, and was about to go back to the dormitory with a book. Han Xiaogong’s voice call came at this time.

Qin Fang answered: “Hello?”

Han Xiaogong’s voice was always smiling, sounding a little seductive and lazy: “Hey, what are you doing?”

“Just after class.” Qin Fang asked him, “What’s the matter?”

“Help me take pictures?” Han Xiaogong said, “It’s not free, it’s paid.”

Qin Fang smiled and asked him: “It’s okay to take pictures, what’s the pay? ?”

Han Xiaogong laughed softly on the phone and said, “How about I introduce you to a little girl?”

[End of This Chapter]