Love Code at the End of the World - 397. Chapter 397
“Ah!” I hurriedly grabbed his little hand, but didn’t dare to use force. His little hand was also soft, I was afraid of hurting him.
At this moment, the second sister came, she picked up the little prince and sat by the pool, and then unfolded the collar to reveal her huge breasts. The little prince closed his eyes and held it accurately and began to suck. ,Suck.
It turned out that the little prince hadn’t been weaned yet. He was looking for milk to drink just now.
I blushed and watched the second sister breastfeeding, because the second sister breastfeeding was picturesque. That is a warm picture that can make your heart instantly calm as never before.
I don’t know how long I watched, and the second sister put the little prince in my arms again, and I looked at her blankly. I saw that she had something to say to me, but she still flew away alone.
I held the sleeping little prince and stood by the pool quietly watching the second sister fly away. I seem to understand what the second sister thinks. She hopes that during the time I am here, I can be with the little prince and let the little prince learn from me. How to be a human.
I hugged the little prince and returned to Xingchuan’s bed, and gently let the little prince down. The little prince stretched out his limbs comfortably and snorted on the bed. The snoring sound was quite loud.
The flying corpse guard sat on the side and stared at the little prince and Xingchuan.
“Sister…” Suddenly, there was a vague rant from Xingchuan. I looked over, but saw Xingchuan’s face turned red.
I ran to the waterbed, knelt down beside him, reached out and touched his forehead, I really got a fever!
“Sister…” His eyebrows were tightened, and his face was an expression of pain and sorrow that he had never had when he was awake, “Don’t… Sister Elena… Elina… Sister… Don’t ……” His head shook, and his body began to tremble slightly, tears actually poured out of his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and wetted the water bed below.
Elena… is the young lady he once loved deeply.
I still remember how flat and indifferent he mentioned Elena’s death, as if he hadn’t cared about Elena’s death at all.
But now, he is sadly like losing a mother and a child…
It turned out that Xingchuan, who was sad and terrified at that time, was sealed in his heart by everything that happened at that time, and he completely disguised himself with an emotionless mask.
Disguise… is also a protection.
Xingchuan is trying to protect himself.
It turns out that this is the real thing, the Xingchuan who has been buried in his heart, the Xingchuan who is afraid of being alone, afraid of the darkness, afraid of losing loved ones, and insecure.
Xingchuan, that’s why you rely on me like this?
I seem to begin to understand your heart.
“Old monster…old monster…” he shouted vaguely, tears constantly pouring out.
I saw such a fragile side that Xingchuan had never had before. He was crying, afraid, and painful…
He is actually… more afraid of being alone than me…
I turned and got out of the bed to the side of the supply bay, took out the anti-inflammatory mask, and then took out the insulation blanket, and returned to his side in Xingchuan’s painful dreams, and placed the mask on his face. The anti-inflammatory aerosol was immediately produced. Enter his snort.
He began to calm down slowly, but the tears still fell from the mask.
I took off the mask, the tears in the corners of his eyes gradually dried up, his pale lips moved lightly, and he spit out weak words: “Luo Bing…don’t leave me…don’t…” His hand stretched out into the air.
My heart was aching from the weak hand and the tears on his pillow. I twisted my eyebrows and pressed his hand down, and covered him with an insulation blanket.
I lay beside the little prince, unable to sleep for a long time.
My heart is always like a boulder, unable to breathe.
The nasty words he said echoed in my ears, the words that once made me sick and disgusted, but betrayed his truest desire.
He said, my body is very warm.
Because… he longs for warmth, he misses Elena’s warmth like a mother…
He said, he wanted to enter me deeply…
Because… he longs for a relative who belongs only to him and will only accompany him…
He said, he wants to get up until I fall in love with him…
Because… he really yearns for love…
This is heart disease, the dark spore planted in his heart by the man who took Elena.
That picture must be terrifying and tragic.
The thirteen-year-old Xingchuan watched his dearest and beloved person at the time, being smoked and wiped out in front of him. That kind of powerlessness and hatred were deeply buried in his heart and turned into midnight. The nightmare makes him unable to sleep peacefully…
Therefore, he needs someone to sleep next to him…
I tossed and turned, sleepless, sat up and looked at the flying corpse monster: “Thank you, please take the man’s clothes.”
One of the flying corpses immediately walked out of the palace and flew out through it.
The east gradually turned white, and the water curtain completely covered the balcony of the palace. It was as beautiful as natural glass, and it was as magical as living in a water curtain cave.
I also saw the heating button next to the water bed, but unfortunately there is no energy here now.
My eyes fell on Xingchuan’s sleeping face again, his eyebrows were still stretched, and even if the fever subsided, he still slept restlessly.
Xingchuan always said that I am very strong and bring him a sense of security.
I didn’t understand it at the time, and it felt weird.
Now I understand that he did not lie, he really needs a sense of security.
It was just a long-term disguise that made him force himself to become numb and indifferent to the original fear. He would not admit the fragility in his heart. Because he is Xingchuan, the Royal Highness of Silver Moon City, how can he have a fragile side?
He really needs my strength to make him feel safe enough to sleep peacefully.
His dominance and monopoly on me should also come from this…
Because I yearn for this sense of security in me and monopolize this sense of security in me, I am even more afraid of losing me. Xingchuan’s monopoly on me should be the most primitive, the child’s monopoly on his mother.
I seem to find the reason for all this, but I still don’t know how to face Xingchuan or cure Xingchuan.
Because, I can’t be with Xingchuan because of this, and I won’t leave Harry, Lysius, or the one I love for him.
Moreover, Xingchuan’s monopoly on me is too strong, so strong that every time I am with me, I have to be in love with me. How can I succumb? !
He is pathetic, but I can’t give him the love he wants…
Suddenly, the little prince started tossing and turning. The little wings changed shape when he turned around. I was so worried that the little wings would be crushed by himself. When I wanted to pat him, he stood up, rubbed his eyes, and hurriedly The ground staggered ran out of bed and ran towards the pool.
I chased him immediately, and then, when I saw him standing by the pool, the bird showed up, and he started peeing!
what! I only swam in it last night!
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