I Really Don't Want to be Reborn - Chapter 172

[172. Chapter 170 The handsome scumbag]

Shen Youchu never thought about this proposition – what would life be like if he hadn’t met Chen Hansheng.

She had thought about what her life would be like when she met Chen Hansheng.

Very common and very simple.

When I was in college, I studied hard and helped Chen Hansheng with his work;

after graduation, it depends on Chen Hansheng’s plans, so I just follow him.

In the future, getting married and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng’s parents, supporting her mother-in-law, and running a family are such simple and traditional concepts in her mind.

She didn’t have great ambitions, and she didn’t want to accept trendy ideas, so she met Chen Hansheng, a boy who didn’t follow the rules very much, and the people and things that entangled him.

Shen Youchu raised his head, the freshman junior sister in front of him was like this.

“Senior sister, in fact, I really like Chen Hansheng more than you, and I am willing to do anything for him.”

Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, turned and left 101 after speaking.

Shen Youchu stood silently for a while, just when she was about to continue cleaning, she felt a tightness in her chest again, her breathing seemed to be stuck in her throat, and she couldn’t breathe no matter what.

She squatted down slowly with the help of the broom, and it took a while to get better, and she insisted on cleaning before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.

The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual, carrying a rare bag in his hand, and Shen Youchu also bought him breakfast as usual.

“What’s the matter with your complexion?”

Chen Hansheng asked suddenly, Shen Youchu looked a little haggard.

“It’s okay, the weather is too hot.”

Shen Youchu said in a low voice.

It is the end of summer recently, and with another rain, Jianye will officially enter autumn.

“The seasons change quickly, and I can’t change clothes casually recently. At this time before, my mother used a stick to force me to wear long sleeves.”

Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast, but at this moment, his wrists were also exposed.

In fact, with Chen Hansheng’s usual careful thought, the wound on his wrist has already been treated, and it would be difficult to find it without careful observation, so he dared to walk in front of Shen Youchu.

However, Chen Hansheng didn’t know that Luo Xuan had made a misunderstanding, and Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and said nothing.

After Chen Hansheng finished eating, he raised the bag in his hand: “I’m going to the New Century Electronics Factory today, and I need to participate in a project.”

“Yes.”

Shen Youchu nodded, but just as Chen Hansheng was about to leave, Shen Youchu suddenly appeared behind him Said: “Tonight, shall we have dinner together?”

“Evening?”

Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he really hadn’t done anything to offend Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: “It’s hard to say at night, this project is very important, Maybe it will last all night, let’s eat after I finish my work.”

Shen Youchu said “Yes”, she sent Chen Hansheng to the door, watched his leaving back, rubbed his chest and sat back on the chair to rest.

Chen Hansheng went to New Century Electronics Factory to participate in the initial seminar of the MP3 project. He participated in the record as an office administrator, synthesized the opinions of all parties in the meeting, and finally drew an intentional conclusion.

Ordinary administrative staff couldn’t do this job, because they couldn’t fully understand Zheng Guanti’s intentions, so Chen Hansheng, a “boyfriend”, had to do it.

It often takes a long time for such a large factory with 1,000 employees to establish a new department or carry out project demonstration.

It is often a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, another two-hour meeting, preparing a meal, a two-hour meeting after the meal, and another 15-minute break, and so on, repeating.

Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was mentally prepared. He knew that the reward of 200,000 won would not be easy. In addition, it was a learning process, so he didn’t have to worry about doing it. On the contrary, Zheng Guanti felt a little bit sorry.

“I’m so sorry, you’ve been busy from morning to night, and you almost forgot that you are a college student.”

Chen Hansheng smiled: “If it weren’t for the frequent class or student union affairs that need to be dealt with, I would have almost forgotten it myself.”

11 o’clock in the evening Many, the first demonstration meeting of the New Century Electronics Factory finally reached an intentional decision to allocate all the resources in the factory to set up a new department, and to invite bids for manufacturers of MP3 displays.

MP3 is mainly composed of a central processing unit, a display, and a memory card. New Century Electronics Factory focuses on the research and development of the core central processing unit. The display business is provided by cooperative manufacturers through bidding. There are several electronic display companies in Jianye.

“I’ll ask the factory driver to take you back.”

Zheng Guanti was very satisfied with Chen Hansheng’s contribution today. Although he didn’t say anything, he summed up his opinions very well, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep overall understanding of the project.

“Then thank you Mr. Zheng. I’ll come back tomorrow.”

Chen Hansheng was not polite. It was not convenient to take a taxi at such a late hour, so he asked the factory driver to take him back to school.

When he arrived at the gate of the Finance Institute, the driver turned his head and said, “Secretary Chen, we’re here.”

Chen Hansheng was thinking about something, and he grinned when he heard this address, what is the secretary doing?

After a nap, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen Hansheng brought his bag and went to 101 again. He found Shen Youchu lying on the table.

“Are you uncomfortable?” Chen Hansheng hurried over.

Shen Youchu raised his head, his ruddy face was slightly pale, and his whole body felt a sense of powerlessness.

“It’s okay, you have breakfast first.”

Shen Youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag.

Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu’s forehead, it was hot as if he had a fever.

“Let’s go, go to the hospital.”

Chen Hansheng made a decisive decision and immediately dragged Shen Youchu to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital of Jiangling District.

Along the way, Chen Hansheng inquired about Shen Youchu’s symptoms in detail. In addition to fever, there were also a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, and weakness.

These seem to have no special symptoms, so Chen Hansheng registered as an expert in internal medicine.

Although the registration fee of a female internal medicine specialist in her 50s is relatively expensive, her attitude is really bad.

After hearing Shen Youchu’s situation, she directly issued an order: “Go for an X-ray first to rule out organic diseases.” Chen Hansheng was startled: “It’s so serious, do you still need an X-   ray

?”

Eyelid glanced at him: “I said it was ruled out. If there is no organic disease in the chest cavity and lungs, then it must be the best.”

Chen Hansheng nodded and said nothing, and what the experts said made sense.

There are a lot of patients queuing up in the radiology department. There is a lot of voices and noises. Some people talk loudly with their mobile phones;

Shen Youchu looked at the people in the room, she was a little afraid, she turned her head to look at Chen Hansheng: “I feel much better, can I go back to school, you should go out too.”

Chen Hansheng was going to the New Century Electronics Factory , but he was taken aback by the doctor. If he couldn’t see the report card, he probably didn’t have the heart to do other things. He stretched out his hands and gently wrapped Shen Youchu’s slender waist: “It’s okay, you are the most important.

” Because of the hospital, the action of “hugging” is very warm. Although Shen Youchu is also very shy, she still gently hangs her head on Chen Hansheng’s shoulder, closes her eyes and listens to her heartbeat.

Generally, there are two copies of the X-ray results, one is the report card, and the other is black and white film. Some people are waiting here just to get the black and white film. Coupled with the constant stream of new patients coming in, it seems crowded.

The X-rays were taken by two female doctors, young and impatient, and shouted in a shrill voice: “After the filming, you go to the window on the right to get the report. Film, because the time of film is slower.”

“Also, be careful not to jump in line, there is no name on the film, be careful to confuse it.”

But the environment is too noisy, and not many people hear the doctor’s order, and the female doctor is too lazy to repeat The second time, I arranged for people to enter the shielding room on my own.

Chen Hansheng looked at the time, and said to Shen Youchu: “I’ll get the report later, and I’ll find a registered expert to have a look. You wait here for the film, and stagger your actions to save time.”

Saving time is one aspect, and on the other hand, he Want to know the result as soon as possible.

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As soon as he received it, Chen Hansheng’s first reaction was to look down. It wasn’t until he saw the words “no abnormality in the lungs” in the column of the examination results that he felt his heart drop again.

Chen Hansheng was a little funny when he thought about it, and turned to look at Shen Youchu, who was obediently waiting to get the black and white film.

There were a lot of people queuing up, and Shen Youchu looked a little cute with her head down, but also a little silly and cute.

Chen Hansheng smiled softly, and took the report card to ask the internal medicine specialist.

“There is no organic disease. This chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time.” The

female expert still has a few brushes, and she quickly analyzed it: “The first is that the pressure has been too much recently, and fever and anorexia are both serious. It’s a complication, so let her try to change the environment.”

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: “She is still a college student, unless she rents a house outside, how can she change the environment?” The

female doctor shook her head and said: “Changing the environment does not necessarily mean changing the living environment, Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a way to change the environment.”

Chen Hansheng fell silent.

“In addition.” The

female doctor continued: “There is another reason. Your girlfriend has a very good figure. I suggest that you get tailor-made underwear in a lingerie store, because the underwear on the market may not fit perfectly, and the tightness may be too tight. One reason, although this matter is not big, but you have to take it to heart, you may die suddenly if it is serious.”

Chen Hansheng was relieved at this point, in fact, the external cause is easy to solve, it is nothing more than spending money to order; but the internal cause is himself , this is somewhat difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn’t explain the two reasons directly, he just explained vaguely: “Don’t worry, there is no big problem, I will go to the factory first.”

Shen Youchu nodded and watched Chen Hansheng leave.

However, when she was queuing up alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back came slantingly, holding a child in her arms, holding a report card in her hand, and her face was very anxious.

The middle-aged women asked one by one: “Excuse me, can I join the team? The doctor said that there is something wrong with my report card. I need to show her the film because she is going to get off work at noon.

” When the middle-aged woman walked up to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of anticipation.

Shen Youchu looked at her, didn’t speak, and moved back a little to make room.

“Thank you, thank you.” The

middle-aged woman thanked in a hurry, but the people behind were not happy: “College student, if you want to be a good person, then let it out completely, stand at the end and queue up again, we all have something to do.”

Shen Youchu didn’t argue, and stood at the end of the line with her head down.

However, the order of getting the reports was fixed, and with Shen Youchu’s kindness, the X-ray films of several people, including himself, were all messed up.

So when she was in line, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room.

“Are you here alone?” The

female doctor asked seriously.

Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: “My boyfriend is here.” “Where are the

others?”

“Go, go.”

“What about the examination report?”

“Not here.”

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly : “What symptoms do you have every day?”

“Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness.”

Shen Youchu replied, her heart suddenly beating violently.

“That’s it, the symptoms are similar.” The

female doctor nodded: “Although I can’t see your report card, but the film shows that you have begun to spread.”

After the doctor said something, Shen Youchu’s head was buzzing. Listening to it, there was only one impression in her head – the spread of cancer cells.

“…In such a situation, we recommend that you be hospitalized for further examination…”

Finally, the doctor concluded.

“What about the mother-in-law, what about the younger sister, and him.”

Shen Youchu didn’t know how to get to the hospital lobby, the ambulance stopped at the door with a shrill siren, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly rushed to the hospital with the patient on a stretcher. In the emergency room, he shouted loudly: “Let’s go, please don’t block the way.”

Then a large group of people poured in, Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd, suddenly felt as if he was transparent.

The sun was shining at noon, and the white sunlight pierced through the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round light spot on the ground. When Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, her legs lost strength all of a sudden, and she slowly sat on the nearby curb.

Seeing the vehicles passing by, the hot duck blood vermicelli on the food stand, and the passers-by passing by in a hurry, Shen Youchu breathed out the sultry air, and she felt that her soul had just come back.

“All of this has nothing to do with me?”

Shen Youchu couldn’t believe this fact at all, she suddenly felt her mouth was a little salty, and she didn’t know when tears flowed down her face.

She picked up the PHS, and as soon as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng’s cell phone, because there was only his cell phone number stored here.

But for some reason, those Korean drama clips that Hu Linyu watched recently suddenly jumped into his mind.

“You Chu, if I get leukemia like the heroine in “Blue Life and Death”, I will hide it from everyone and find a place with the most beautiful scenery to die quietly.”

“Why, why don’t you tell your parents?

” They are sad and sad, anyway, these diseases can’t be cured.”

Hu Linyu said convincingly: “You can’t talk to your lover, because it will drag them down, find a legitimate reason to break up, after all, when everyone can’t do anything, really It’s cruel…”

“A valid reason.”

Shen Youchu thought silently.

…

At 7 o’clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who opened the day, finally walked out of the office and looked up: “It’s raining.”

“Yeah, the first autumn rain.”

Zheng Guanzheng followed: “At night Stay for dinner?”

Chen Hansheng shook his head: “I can’t eat at all, my head is full of numbers.”

Zheng Guanti is not reluctant, Chen Hansheng has paid a lot in the past two days, and the effect is obvious, 200,000 is really worth it.

The driver in the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng said goodbye and left.

Continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have returned to his busy life before, a little irritable and a little bored, but thinking of seeing Shen Youchu in a while, Chen Hansheng was looking forward to it.

“Boom.”

A thunderous sound woke up Chen Hansheng. The car was almost at the gate of the school. The driver wanted to take him in, but Chen Hansheng refused.

After trotting all the way to 101, Shen Youchu was sitting inside.

For some reason, something was wrong with Chen Hansheng suddenly. After turning around, he realized that the room had been completely cleaned, and even the pots had been re-wiped.

Shen Youchu’s state is also not normal, she seems to have been sitting on the chair for a long time, and she has a feeling of being frozen with the surrounding air.

“What do you do for cleaning on a rainy day?”

Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly: “Anyway, it will be trampled dirty again. Have you had dinner yet?”

Hearing the sound of talking, Shen Youchu finally realized it, and raised her head with difficulty.

Shen Youchu has been telling herself never to cry, she must be strong to finish the matter, and not to drag Chen Hansheng into it.

So from the afternoon to now, when she didn’t know how many times tears were about to fall, she silently endured them.

Although I planned this in my heart, but at this moment when I saw Chen Hansheng, the bits and pieces of the past year flooded into my heart instantly. I couldn’t control my tears at all, and even the breathing in my chest became tight.

Chen Hansheng was very observant. While wiping his hair with a towel, he said, “Don’t hesitate, just say what you have to say.”

“I, let’s break up.”

Shen Youchu said, his voice was like a candle in the wind, without any strength.

“Kacha”

a bolt of lightning flashed, followed by a muffled thunder from the sky, shaking faintly.

“What?”

Chen Hansheng was taken aback for a moment.

separate?

He was 100% sure he had heard it wrong.

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists tightly, put his knees against the table legs, so that he had some support, and repeated again: “Let’s break up.”

This time he finally heard clearly, and he threw the towel on the table with a “snap”. On the table, staring at Shen Youchu: “Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?”

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely scared in her heart. She not only had to bear her own panic, but also faced Chen Hansheng’s confusion.

“Let’s break up, okay?”

Tears fell drop by drop, dripping down Shen Youchu’s round chin into the cracks in the floor.

It’s not that Chen Hansheng has never experienced a breakup, but this time it happened for no reason.

“Could you tell me what happened?”

“The tooth marks on your wrist.”

Shen Youchu raised her head, tears covering her entire cheeks: “That was bitten by a girl, and the girl in quarantine, every time When I think of these things, I feel worried.”

“What are you worried about?”

Chen Hansheng asked in a deep voice.

“I’m worried that you will leave me.”

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, and said pleadingly, “Please, let me live alone.”

Seeing Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: “Sometimes stay away The person who caused her psychological pressure is also a kind of change of environment.”

He walked over and wiped Shen Youchu’s tears, and said: “Such a big problem happened during the quarantine, and you didn’t leave me. Now you will definitely not leave me because of the wrist. The tooth marks left.”

Chen Hansheng knew Shen Youchu well, and he firmly took the initiative in this relationship: “The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding, and there must be a reason for your nonsense this time, so I will not agree.”

Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng the truth, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that even a lover can’t do anything about. She didn’t want to drag Chen Hansheng or even the whole family into trouble.

In short, Chen Hansheng is also liked by so many people, especially the beautiful girl from Dongda University, she is really outstanding.

So Shen Youchu didn’t speak, just cried and shook his head.

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open, and Shang Yanyan closed the umbrella while entering the door: “It’s raining outside, I’m avoiding the meeting here…”

She was also stunned when she looked up, she didn’t expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu was not used to shedding tears in front of others, so she stood up and walked to the door, then turned her head and took a deep look at Chen Hansheng.

Looking back, there are dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievances, but in the end it turned into a sentence.

“You have to be good.”

After Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain. In the heavy rain, the figure was small and lonely.

“Do you want to go…”

Shang Yanyan was about to speak when she saw Chen Hansheng running away.

“Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu broke up?”

This message filled Shang Yanyan’s mind, the rain was getting heavier, but she gritted her teeth, took off her high heels and carried them in her hands, and followed them barefoot.

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory, and he shouted angrily from behind: “What’s your problem, we can definitely solve it if you tell us, but have you ever thought about my feelings when you leave like this?”

Shen Youchu There was a pause in her footsteps, and she finally entered the girls’ dormitory without looking back. At the stairs at the corner, Shen Youchu couldn’t bear it any longer, and squatted on the steps hugging her knees, crying helplessly.

“Actually, I don’t want to leave either.” Seeing Shen

Youchu

leave like this, Chen Hansheng was suddenly in a daze, letting the rain wash over him.

“Push, push, push”

Shang Yanyan also chased after her. She saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls’ dormitory, and pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden.

Chen Hansheng knew that there must be a reason for this, but Shen Youchu’s attitude was terrifyingly resolute.

He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the rain wetted the cigarette completely, and it drooped softly around his mouth. When he got angry, he crushed it directly in the palm of his hand, and the tobacco leaves stained his hands all over.

Shang Yanyan suddenly felt distressed, this is Chen Hansheng, a mature bastard with a naughty face, when did he ever look like this.

She came over and hugged Chen Hansheng from behind, her body pressed against her back, and comforted her, “If you want to cry, just cry, I’m still by your side.”

“What’s the matter with you, sister?”

Chen Hansheng She broke free from Shang Yanyan’s arms violently: “Why are you crying? I was just dumped for no reason. From today onwards, I’m a single scumbag again. I should celebrate!”

That night, Chen Hansheng, who was always in good health, High fever of 40 degrees.

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(end of this chapter)