I Became a God in a Horror Game - Chapter 474

[Chapter 464 The Evil God Festival ยท Boathouse]
Tears melted on Sheta’s face in the water-patterned wall, spreading out layer by layer, turning into a mirror-like bright wall, and the spades reflected Tavel, who was also shedding a tear.
This mirrored water-patterned wall is separated between the spades and Tavel, just like the glass on the stage before. The two actors look at each other through the glass, but this is one-way. Mirror hydrographic wall, spades cannot see Tavel behind the mirror, but Tavel can see the spades behind the mirror.
On the other side of the mirror water-patterned wall, Bai Liu is standing on the left side of the spades, and on the side refracted by the mirror, Bai Liu is standing on the right side of Tavel, and Bai Liu on the mirror side said with a smile:
“Seeing yourself .
What kind of feeling is it that tears from your own container, Tawil?”
Bai Liu chuckled and whispered in Tawil’s ear: “Didn’t you already accept all this, then why are you crying at this moment? What about
falling?”
“What are you suffering, my child??”
“You are suffering, and your vessel will meet the white willow.”
A water-marked wall suddenly opened on Tavel’s left hand, and inside it projected The picture of Bai Liu suddenly reaching out and grabbing the hand of spades who had just stepped into the game pool, Bai Liu in the water-patterned wall tightly clasped the hand of spades, turned his head to look at him, and said his name softly: ” Bai Liu”
Bai Liu whispered: “Read it together.”
Tavel’s right hand side expanded another water pattern wall, which was a picture of two people in the edge of the jungle watching the mechanical manual together,
“Sleeping with each other.”
Water pattern The spades in the wall hugged Bai Liu who wanted to struggle with his hands and feet, and hid under the bed, their breaths intertwined intimately.
“Kiss.”
Another water-patterned wall appeared, Spade looked down at Bai Liu whose eyes were closed, and slowly leaned down.
Tavel’s fingers curled around the handle of the chair, breathing quicker and closing his eyes.
“I don’t want to see it.” He didn’t turn his head away.
“Why don’t you want to see it, my child?” Bai Liu bent down, and he looked at Tavel with interest from behind Tavel’s shoulders to the picture of two people kissing on the water-marked wall in front of Tavel, “Are you jealous? ”
โJealous about the container you are a human being, about to have the Bai Liu you dreamed of, and being jealous of this container is just like you, because you were loved by Bai Liu, and you changed from a lonely and cold creation to a person. Become a monster with a soul.”
“Jealous of spades? Seeing, hugging, and kissing that happy white willow that you only wished for by sacrificing your soul.”
“Yes.” Tavel was silent for a long time before slowly He opened his eyes, looked at the picture on the water-patterned wall, and admitted softly, “I’m jealous of him, jealous of my container.”
“I’m suffering because of jealousy and not being able to have it.”
Countless transparent silk threads are like falling snow .
The stars of the universe fluttered and fell on Tavel’s body, shrouding him in a cocoon called [Pain]. He couldn’t even see his face. He could only hear his voice penetrating these silk threads. Spread out peacefully.
“But I know? It’s not his fault. He doesn’t have the right to choose why he was born. It’s all just a game for you.”
“The relationship between me, Bai Liu, and Spades, It is the relationship between gods, sacrifices, and servants.”
“One of the three of us must be a god, one is a sacrifice due to God’s pain, and the other is a servant
who guards the sacrifice.”
The more, the more subtle the voice:
“No matter who becomes a god, who is a sacrifice, and who is a servant, everyone is suffering.”
“So in order to prevent Bai Liu from becoming a god, you chose to let yourself be? One of the most painful ways to make a wish.” Bai Liu raised his eyebrows with interest and asked, “Did you deliberately let the spades be born?”
Tavel was silent for a long time before he answered: “Yes. ”
He glanced through the densely wrapped silk thread, and looked at the white willow in the water-patterned wall screen with a cold expression pushing away the spades, with mottled light and shadows swaying in his pupils, his tone was very light:
“I can’t think of a second This is a way to make Bai Liu happy and make me suffer at the same time.” “It’s a great sacrifice.” Bai Liuyu smiled
, “The plan you and Lu Yizhan cooperated with was perfect. According to your plan, Next, you will become my heir, become the evil god, guard the door, and prevent the heretics from the other side of the door, so that the operation of the world line will return to normal.”
“Bai Liuhui will have his memory sealed by Lu Yizhan. He grows up normally under his care, becomes a mediocre ordinary person in this mundane world, and then meets the container you were stripped from, which is the spade, and begins a light comedy-like love story.”
“Lu Yizhan He won the game, others won world peace, and Bai Liu won relatives, friends, and lovers.”
“Only you, my poor child?” Bai Liu put his hand on Tavel’s silk-covered shoulder, as if pity Like a pat, “You lost the few things you had, and looked at the world line where everyone was happy, and became a lonely and miserable soul.”
“This is actually what you imagined. It’s the best ending.”
“But what you didn’t expect is.” Bai Liu put his hand in front of the water-marked wall facing Tavel, snapped his fingers, and smiled, “Someone didn’t Follow the trajectory that you and Lu Yizhan expected.”
The screen playing on the water-patterned wall paused and began to play backwards rapidly, all the pictures intermingled into pieces, and finally stopped at the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bailiu’s eyes. lying on the edge of the pond.
At that time, Lu Yizhan had just used the ? skill to forcefully erase all Xiao Bailiu’s memories of Sheeta.
Lu Yizhan asked Bai Liu if he would like to change his name and escape from here, but Xiao Bai Liu, who obviously should not remember anything, turned to look at the pond and said hoarsely,
“I don’t accept changing too many names.”
Lu Yizhan asked why.
Bai Liu’s eyes were dull and dazed, “…I don’t know? I always feel that maybe someone…will use my original name to find me.”
“I don’t want him to find me.
” The pupils in the countless threads shrank suddenly.
“It’s surprising, isn’t it?” Bai Liu laughed, “I’m also surprised that Bai Liu can still remember you, the memory erasure skill I gave to Lu Yizhan is a god-level world line skill of the same level as mine. In other words, even God can’t completely erase Bai Liu’s memory of you.”
“He doesn’t know who you are, doesn’t know? Your relationship with him, but instinctively doing things that can keep you. .”
The picture on the water-patterned wall changed to the time when Lu Yizhan and Xiao Bailiu escaped from the orphanage.
At the moment when they were about to escape from the orphanage, Bai Liu suddenly turned his head and ran back: “Wait a minute, I’m going to get something.”
“What?” Lu Yizhan was so anxious, “they just I’m going to chase after him!”
Bai Liu didn’t pause for a moment: “It’s something very important.”
When Bai Liu ran out panting with the thing in his arms, Lu Yizhan was stunned – it was a blood-stained bandage, and a book? A storybook that was torn and glued back together.
The picture in the middle of the water-patterned wall is turned again, slightly longer and bigger, looking like seventeen or eighteen years old, Bai Liu, wearing a school uniform, is standing on the street, staring at a doll beckoning to him next to a shopping mall with a grand opening.
Then Bai Liu walked up and looked directly into the doll’s eyes: “Hello.”
The doll was stunned, and then took off his own headgear, revealing the bewildered real person inside: “You, Hello? Is there anything?”
“I want to ask.” Bai Liu asked calmly, “How much does it cost to do this for a month?”
The person in the doll was stunned, and he scratched his head helplessly: “Look at the clothes, are you still a high school student? There is no vacation now, you should study hard before making money.”
“It’s very tiring to do this.
Yes, look at me, even if I hang around here for a long time, you will pay me sixty yuan, covered in sweat.”
“I’m not afraid of being tired.” Bai Liu nodded and said, “Sixty a day? Thank you.”
He got After answering, he turned around and left, but the man in the doll stopped him a little unbearably: “Hey! Do you have any difficulties? Are there any adults in the family to take care of?”
Bai Liu’s back stopped, he didn’t Turning back, he replied calmly, “I don’t know?”
“But I feel as if I need to raise someone else.” The
man behind didn’t hear it clearly, only the second half of the sentence, and he was bitter. The ground persuaded again: “It doesn’t have to be pretending to be a doll, the money is very small.”
“I don’t want it, he wants it.” Bai Liu’s tone was cold, “But he probably can’t do it well, so let me do it. .”
ใHow much money can you earn by playing dolls?
Can it feed the two of us?
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ใI don’t need to support you, you can’t afford it, you can just take care of yourself.
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Bai Liu raised his mouth:
“Bai Liu clearly doesn’t remember you, but since you disappeared, he has never stopped looking for your traces in this world line where your existence has been erased.”
“Although Bai Liu has never found it, He has never doubted your existence.”
Bai Liu stretched out his hand and stroked the water-patterned wall, and the picture on the water-patterned wall changed again, he said with a low smile:
“Even if he suspects that he is mentally ill, I never doubted your existence.”
A white willow appeared in the water-patterned wall. He looked like he was in his twenties. He was sitting in a poorly equipped community psychological consultation room, looking at the psychiatrist on the opposite side. He explained his illness in a calm tone:
“…I always feel that when I was about fourteen, I seemed to have met someone who was very important to me. He was probably so tall and should look good. I can’t remember, the eyes are silver-blue, which seems to drive people crazy, but I have checked many times, but I have never found any information about this person.”
The psychiatrist opposite was looking through Bai Liu’s case. , paused:
“It’s Mr. Bai Liu, some children who were very lonely in childhood would imagine a friend by themselves, and these friends sometimes have some surreal features, a bit like some kind of Fairy tale monster.”
“But this kind of fantasy usually doesn’t last into adulthood?” Bai Liu asked calmly, “I may indeed be mentally ill, but this person cannot be imagined by me.”
“Because…”
Bai Liu suddenly fell silent.
The psychiatrist raised his head and asked, “Why?”
Bai
Liu raised his eyes and said, “Because I can feel that he is not a friend I imagined, nor is he a monster.”
“He is a very important person to me.”
Liu smiled and whispered in Tavel’s ear, which was covered by silk threads:
“Bai Liu still loves you.”
“Love the soul that you abandoned and sacrificed.”
Tavel’s eyes slowly fell. With a single tear, all the water-marked walls in front of him cracked like a smashed mirror, and countless silk threads flew up from his body, detaching from his body, like a grand snowfall replay.
“No,” Tavel whispered through tears, reaching for the threads that were leaving him. “Don’t tell me this.”
“Don’t let me know? He still loves me.”
Tavel looked at the white willow in the water-marked wall fragment, tears fell drop by drop, his voice hoarse:
“This way I can’t continue to suffer, then it’s my turn He’s in pain.”
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