I Became a God in a Horror Game - Chapter 471

[Chapter 461 Evil God Festival · Boathouse]

“I’m very curious about this.” Bai Liu tilted his head slightly and asked with a smile, “Falling in love with a creature that won’t respond, deceiving yourself? What does it feel like to fall in love?”

“You’re looking at the tower .

Will it hurt when Will reads alone in church and when he looks back at you?”

“Do you mind that?”

“No one likes someone who makes them miserable, it’s just you. There is no choice.”

“After all, since you were born, you have never received spontaneous love from other human beings. Some of them are feelings that you have traded yourself and meet various conditions, so you can’t tell the difference. Are they responding to you because of the foreign objects you gave them, or are they responding to you because they are your kind?”

“Xieta is like this, Lu Yizhan is like this, your later teammates, Mu Ke, Mu Si, Cheng, Liu Jiayi, Tang Er? Do, everyone is like this.”

“You have to meet some of their expectations and give them what they want in order to get them close to you.”

“So? You really got them .

Feelings for you? Or did you only briefly buy them to accompany you?”

“If there is a day when you can no longer give the traded items, will they? Will forever? Abandoned you, left you?”

Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth: “–Like the former Sheeta who died.”

Bai Liu’s breathing slowed down, he lowered his head and covered his forehead with broken hair. He was wearing a hunting robe and turned into the uniform uniform of the orphanage, his body became thin and thin, and finally turned into the appearance of a fourteen-year-old Bai Liu.

The thin white willow sat motionless on the audience chair opposite the water-patterned wall, with water droplets from the end of her hair falling into the universe.

[System warning: Player Bai Liu was attacked by the evil god Bai Liu, and his spirit value decreased, and will soon drop below 60, seeing hallucinations…]

Bai Liu smiled and looked at Bai Liu opposite the water-patterned wall, or the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu:

“You are essentially the same as Tavel at the beginning, you gathered these people by giving them free gifts in advance. Beside me, but I have proven in countless experiments that such pre-gift cannot be exchanged for love, but only in exchange for desire.”

“Are you sure what you are trading from other people is really It’s emotion, not some kind of desire that looks like emotion?”

Bai Liu lowered his eyes with pity: “You, like Tavel, are both a lonely god.”

“It’s just that it doesn’t have a soul. , you won’t feel lonely and painful when you don’t get response and love, but you have.”

“Your soul will have endless pain because you can’t get love.”

[System Warning: Players The value of Bai Liu’s spirit continued to drop, and it was about to drop below 40!

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Bai Liu’s clothes gradually seeped water, he seemed to fall into a non-existent pool, his hair and clothes began to levitate in the universe, his hands floated in front of him, and a door appeared right below. A black hole in the shape of a black hole with a silver-blue brilliance faintly shining inside.

Bai Liu smiled and looked at Bai Liu with those silver-blue eyes, and continued to speak?:

“The pain that people are born from the soul will bind them, trap them in place, unable to move forward, like silk threads. The same, can only be manipulated by this pain, and then slowly become a puppet of pain.”

A transparent silk thread that flew out from the depths of the universe wrapped around Bai Liu’s wrist, pulling his thin wrist like a thread. Picked up like a puppet.

“Tavel is a real monster, and you are a monster with a soul, you are not the same kind from the beginning.”

Bai Liu said softly:

“And the human beings around you, whether good or bad, have been loved and loved others. They have gained souls because of the pain of others. There are humans who really care about them.”

“They are not like you .

Not from the same place, even if they wandered beside you at the moment, they will never end up in the same place with you, because you are not the same kind, and because they all have their own place to go , and the people who welcomed them back.”

“You are just a god who temporarily sheltered them.”

Bai Liu looked at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu opposite the water-marked wall: “When they left, you were still alone.”

“No one will stop for you.”

“No one in this world expects your birth, no one expects your growth, no one expects you to become a good person, and you are an evil god? Derivatives, try to control their desires, satisfy their conditions and turn themselves into an ordinary good person, thereby turning themselves into their kind and gaining their short-lived feelings.”

“—like ten At the age of four, you turned yourself into a monster in order to make yourself a monster of the same kind as Tavel.”

“After so many years and so much effort, you still haven’t found your kind, Bai Liu.”

[System Warning: The player’s Bai Liu’s spirit value continues to drop, and will soon be lower than 20!

Please reply to your spirit quickly!

]

Two silk threads flew out and tied to Bai Liu’s left wrist and neck. He was pulled by the silk threads and slowly raised his head. Bai Liu walked out from behind the water-patterned wall without hesitation. In front of Bai Liu, he raised Bai Liu’s jaw with a sigh that seemed to be pitiful.

“In this world, from the very beginning of your birth, I have been watching you, looking forward to you, only me.”

Bai Liu took off his right glove, lowered his eyes and gently held Bai Liu’s face with his right hand, his tone was very ?Qing:

“I know what you’re thinking, understand everything you’re going to do, and I’ll hold the most interesting game in the world in front of you.”

“—The birth of your soul surprised me and made me give up that old creation. Your growth and self-restraint made me feel that I saw the most valuable thing in this world.”

“You made me see it. A human with a soul becomes a god, guarding the possibility in endless pain and loneliness.”

Bai Liu’s warm palm stroked Bai Liu’s side face, his thumb brushed under Bai Liu’s eyes, and his face It was a sympathetic smile:

“I know that if it were you, even if all the abyss, darkness, hatred, desire, and other negative emotions on the other side of the door were poured out on you, you would still be able to maintain your sanity. , to keep your soul in the shape of a human being in some kind of love that came from nowhere, and guard this door forever in the vast universe.”

“—as if guarding you For the same kind, although they are not.”

“In all the world lines you can recognize, expect you to live forever? The people who can truly understand your thoughts are the closest to your kind. In fact, there is only me who is hated by you.”

Bai Liu squatted in front of Bai Liu on one knee, he stared at the fourteen-year-old sitting in the chair with those silver blue eyes that gradually turned into dark blue. Bai Liu, stroking his soft hair, like a gentle and friendly elder.

“In the 658 world lines, you are the most malicious derivative I have suffered, so many pursuers who hate you, but? I can’t give you any help, I can only watch you again and again? In other people I struggled with the malice I gave.”

“I’m sorry.”

Bai Liu suddenly leaned forward and hugged Xiao Bai Liu, he buried his head in Bai Liu’s thin shoulders, and hugged his thinness like paper. His shoulder blades became serious, and his voice became serious:

“I’m sorry.”

“In so many 658 world-line games, you exceeded my expectations. I did hurt a lot of people, but only you, I didn’t mean it. Playing you in this game.”

“You are not the game NPC I set, nor are you those creatures that evolved from the world line born in the palm of my hand.”

“—You are just a me who does not have a soul, but has a soul. Yes.”

Bai Liu lightly patted the motionless little Bai Liu’s back, as if to appease a child:

“I saw you sneak into the church and stuff yourself into the crowd a long time ago. When I was in the arms of the bloody Sheeta, I was thinking—”

“—If at this time, you didn’t twist yourself into Sheeta’s embrace to get that bloody and cold hug, but someone Come and hug you, what would you do?”

“What would you do if I came to you as your peer and hugged you?”

“But? I can’t touch you, but I think.” Liu’s tone became very light and light, “He is already a human being, he has a soul, he is in love with others, and one day, he will wait for the person who comes to embrace him actively.”

“So? Quietly observe beside you, wait with you, and wait for that person to appear.”

“In the past ten years, you have had someone who fought alongside you, looked up to someone who believed in you, and prevented you from going astray. The person who is responsible for you, the person who is responsible for you, is surrounded by so many people—”

“—but there is still no one to embrace you.”

“You have become an omnipotent god in the eyes of others? And monsters who do all evil, but still no one treats you as a human.”

“Only me.” Bai Liu whispered, “Only I know that you are a human with a soul, a person who has always loved others. “Good boy.”

“You are waiting for a hug.”

“I thought that human beings are a mirror that reflects emotions, and you who have given love have long waited for your own hug, but I didn’t expect you to take them in. After so many people, in the end it was me who gave you a hug.”

Did Bai Liuwang open his eyes with any emotion? He looked at Tavel, who looked like a cold sculpture behind the water-patterned wall. He saw Tavel’s eyes reflected a fourteen-year-old curled up in a chair and sitting in a chair. Bai Liu hugged his shoulders.

Bai Liu opened his interfering mouth and said [Xieta] very lightly.

Tawil’s emotionless silver-blue eyes didn’t respond to him.

Then Bai Liu’s eyes slowly, very slowly, opened with a tear, and he heard Bai Liu whisper as if sighing:

“Be my heir, my child.”

“This is your final return .

here.”

[System Warning: Player Bai Liu’s Spiritual Value is about to be reset to zero!

warn!

warn!

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