I Became a God in a Horror Game - Chapter 327

[Chapter 317 Game Pool]
inside the warehouse.
Kneeling on the ground and hugging his head, Mu Ke hurriedly muttered to himself, “Forget it, forget it for me, forget it all!” There
were a dozen or so used up water pens scattered around Mu Ke. Shredded paper full of text.
The handwriting on these shredded pieces of paper was very neat and neat at first, but later became messy, as if the person who wrote these words could barely maintain a clear mind at first, but then lost his mind and could only draw randomly .
On the front of each sheet are some grotesque forms, and the back is hysterically painted with many twisted clown masks.
These tables are comparison tables, and the content of the tables is very strange.
What is a comparison table? It is to compare the difference between two things that look very similar, such as comparing the difference between banana and plantain, kiwi and kiwi.
And these comparison tables written by Mu Ke do not compare things, but two people.
What he compared was the difference between [Bai Liu] and [Bai Liu].
Mu Ke’s comparison table is very detailed. From appearance, life, and origin, he wrote down everything that happened to Bai Liu and Bai Liu like a chronicle, and then compared them one by one.
Mu Ke murmured to himself: “It’s different, Bai Liu and Bai Liu are different.”
“Bai Liu saved me…” Mu Ke scratched his hair, his eyes straightened, “But Bai Liu also saved me. Me.”
“Bai Liu is just an ordinary employee who was once bullied by me. He won’t do so many things to hurt others like Bai Liu…”
Mu Ke’s mind kept flashing back various details and memories.
Bai Liu smiled at the manipulating Zhang Pup to send her to death, deceived Mu Sicheng’s soul at the most critical juncture of the game, and took advantage of Liu Jiayi’s weakness to let her join the team. She embraced Tang Erda, who was covered in bruises and trance, without a trace of emotion in her eyes. Whispered [I’m sorry for everything that happened to you].
[Give me your soul, and let me make atonement for those Bai Liu.
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Bai Liu raised his chin without emotion, looked down at Mu Ke, and said softly:
【If you have been so useless, I will abandon you.
]
[I don’t want worthless followers, Mu Ke.
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Bai Liu will do things that hurt others. He didn’t do it at first because he was an ordinary person who was trapped in an ordinary position and had no identity and ability.
But if Bai Liu and Bai Liu were given the same identity, status, capital, and ability…
Mu Ke bowed painfully, panting: “…What’s the difference between them?!”
The laziness in Daniel’s memory The smiling Bai Liu and Mu Ke’s memory of Bai Liu, who smiled loosely, gradually overlapped.
Can’t!
!
Mu Ke’s heart beat wildly twice, and he coughed.
The clown is a fanatical believer in Bai Liu, and even if that kind of crazy belief is only present in his memory, it will almost drive Mu Ke crazy.
Mu Ke’s memory was eclipsed by the clown’s frantic and colorful memory. Mu Ke gradually forgot his parents, school, and people who had crossed paths since childhood. Everything was distorted into what Daniel remembered.
Mu Ke felt that he was being swallowed by Daniel’s memory.
His parents became Daniel’s aloof, aloof father, the school was a vast shooting range, and the people he had socialized with went from phony peers in the mall to those of the enemy party who beat him up.
Mu Ke felt that his existence was being squeezed out bit by bit by Daniel.
The memory gradually turned Mu Ke into another Daniel, and the only thing in Mu Ke’s memory that could remain his own was Bai Liu.
If Bai Liu is Bai Liu, what is the difference between Mu Ke and the clown who have the same memory?
Mu Ke’s heart was beating rapidly, he covered his arrhythmic heart and gasped, his lips were purple, a feeling similar to colic forced Mu Ke to wake up again.
He frantically rummaged through the tables on the ground, trying to find the difference between Bai Liu and Bai Liu.
“It’s not the same, it’s not the same at all.” Mu Ke took a deep breath, his eyes were red, and he convinced himself, “Bai Liu, Bai Liu has short hair, Bai Liu has long hair, they are different in appearance. ”
Mu Ke.” Bai Liu outside the door knocked again, his tone was still calm, but his tone changed from the first discussion to an order, “Don’t ask me to say it a third time, open the door.”
Mu Ke’s shoulders trembled, he subconsciously obeyed Bai Liu’s order, staggered up, and opened the door.
Outside the door, the long-haired Bai Liu looked at Mu Ke with no expression on his face: “Do you still know me?”
Mu Ke looked at Bai Liu’s long hair almost dull, and the hand that opened the door couldn’t help shaking.
In an instant, all the memories that could not be forgotten were cluttered together.
Mu Ke knelt down on the ground slowly, covering his distorted face, the pain from the rapid beating of his heart forced Mu Ke to bend over, gasping for breath, and his breathing was so fast that he was about to retching.
Bai Liu calmly glanced at Mu Ke, who was curled up on the ground, walked into the warehouse, then closed the door, then squatted down on one knee, picked up a few pieces of shredded paper on the ground, and looked down.
“It turned out to be trying to distinguish between me and Bai Liu.” Bai Liu lowered his eyes, “…It’s all at this stage, the rest of the memory has been swallowed up, and only me is left.”
Bai Liu looked for it. Sitting down on the abandoned steps in a warehouse, he clasped his hands in front of him and leaned forward to help Mu Ke, who had fallen on the ground.
Mu Ke looked up at Bai Liu in a trance, his face couldn’t help showing that kind of crazy clown smile, his expression twitched like a convulsion, but in the next second, Mu Ke raised his hand in a panic to cover it. , with a sobbing voice in his voice: “Don’t look at me like this! This is not me!”
“Is it because my memory is so good that I have no way to forget the memory the other party has instilled in you?” Bai Liu was not affected by Mu Ke’s emotions , asked in a calm tone.
Mu Ke lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong: “Yes.”
Bai Liu lowered his eyes and said, “I can find a way to erase this memory for you, but if it is just erased, I will meet the clown again. Will you be afraid when you are in the dark?”
“After all, even if it is erased, you have been overcome by his memory, and you have escaped his memory.”
Mu Ke’s shoulders trembled, he bit his lower lip and didn’t speak. .
“Why is it swallowed by the clown’s memory?” Bai Liu asked, “Does Mu Ke have no meaning of his own existence?”
Mu Ke still did not speak.
Bai Liu continued: “People have the meaning of their own existence, know who they are, and know why they live. It is difficult to be erased by the existence of another person.”
“No matter how much that person’s existence affects you. Strong, how similar he looks to you, he is not the same person as you.”
Bai Liu handed the shredded paper with comparison tables to Mu Ke with his head down, and said flatly: “It’s like me and Bai Liu. ”
Mu Ke raised his head in amazement.
Bai Liu looked at Mu Ke: “Does Mu Ke
have no meaning to exist? Friends, relatives, lovers, career, material things, etc?”
narrates:
“Because of the disease, I have no friends since I was a child. They are all afraid of hurting me. It is a very dangerous thing to make friends with me. My parents have always been very kind to me, and they have tried their best to treat me. It meets all my needs, but because the doctor said a long time ago that I probably won’t live long…”
Mu Ke was quiet for a while and said, “So they looked at me as if they were waiting for me to die.
” I have never liked anyone, and I feel like they can live for a long time, and I am people in two worlds.”
Mu Ke clenched his fists slowly: “…I am very jealous of these healthy, long-lived people.
People, so there is no way to like them.”
“Material and career…” Mu Ke paused, “Everyone is very kind to those who are dying, so they gave it to me without hesitation.”
Mu Ke was quiet for a long time .
After a long time, tears rolled down from his red eyes, he raised his hand to wipe it, and suddenly burst out crying and laughing:
“…A person who predicts his own death from birth seems to have no meaning in existence.”
Bai Liu Leaning on the steps, dragging his chin and half-closed his eyes: “If you compare it with stocks, because they will die soon, no one wants to invest their emotions in a stock like you that is destined to lose money.
” Value short stocks, and in this case, you meet me who is willing to believe and invest in you, so you hold me tightly like the last straw, and exist by my affirmation , you got emotional feedback from me, and you found your own existence value.”
Bai Liu looked at Mu Ke flatly: “And this, you are the same as the clown who definitely exists through Bai Liu, so in you When you can’t tell the difference between me and Bai Liu, you can’t justify yourself and Daniel, is that so?”
Mu Ke replied hoarsely, “Yes.”
“Look up at me, Mu Ke.” Bai Liu said with a kind of The tone of command said, “Look at me and say what I have in common with Bai Liu.”
Mu Ke subconsciously obeyed Bai Liu’s order, looked up at Bai Liu, his voice trembled: “You all like money.”
Bai Liu gave a faint hum.
“Using all means to achieve your goals.”
“I’m very good at games.”
“…”
“…It’s all long hair now.”
Mu Ke stated tremblingly, his eyes were hazy, and he felt that he was gradually sinking into confusion In his mind, he couldn’t tell the difference between the real long-haired Bai Liu in front of him and the Bai Liu in Daniel’s memory.
“Do you have long hair?” Bai Liu glanced at Mu Ke thoughtfully, and suddenly smiled, “I remember that your skill weapon can be taken out in the central hall.”
Although Mu Ke didn’t know what Bai Liu was going to do, he still ordered Nodding, he took out his dagger from the panel.
“Come here.” Bai Liu lowered his eyes and ordered.
Mu Ke walked over with the dagger.
Without any expression on Bai Liu’s face, he quickly held Mu Ke’s hand with his left hand, wrapped his right hand around the back of his neck and tied the long hair that fell to the back of his waist, and then held Mu Ke’s hand and the dagger in his hand, Bai Liu did not pause at all. Swipe up.
The long hair was cut off.
Mu Ke held the dagger that cut off Bai Liu’s long hair with a blank expression.
“I don’t have long hair now.” Bai Liu raised his eyes, and the scattered hair fell on his shoulders, “Mu Ke, remember, if you choose to exist for Bai Liu, then never confuse me with Bai Liu. ”
Because it’s me, not Bai Liu, who invests feelings and recognition in you.”
Bai Liuping said peacefully: “I don’t like making investments by myself while others receive property appreciation for me.”
“You are far more What I think has the value of existence, Mu Ke.”
Mu Ke knelt on the ground as if stunned. He held the tress of hair cut by the white willow in his hands, and the memories of Daniel in his mind quickly faded.
…Bai Liu and Bai Liu are different.
White Six will abandon worthless believers.
But Bai Liu won’t.
The true God will give incompetent believers a whole new value.
Bai Liu leaned on the stand and stood up. He didn’t know where to find a rubber band in the warehouse and spread it with three fingers. With the other hand, he combed up from the back of his neck along the skin, and grabbed the scattered black hair into one. She was wearing a ponytail with a light expression on her face.
Some not-so-honest strands of hair fell on either side of his forehead.
Bai Liu pushed open the door of the warehouse and turned his head to the side of the incoming light. His eyes were very pale, and the back light of the broken hair on his forehead made it unrealistic to see, and the shirt was full of bloodstains that had not yet dried.
“Mu Ke, come out for a meeting after finishing your mental state. The league is about to start.”
Mu Ke gritted his teeth, and he stopped Bai Liu who was about to leave: “…But I can’t completely get rid of the influence of Daniel’s memory on me for the time being. Does it matter?”
He whispered almost in a panic, “Don’t you need to replace me in the league?”
“Will this influence shake the meaning of your existence for me?” Bai Liu asked.
Mu Ke was startled, and immediately replied: “Absolutely not!”
Bai Liu retracted his gaze, turned around, pushed open the door without turning his head and left: “Anything that cannot shake the meaning of your existence will eventually be transformed into the value of your existence, It’s just that there will be an unstable process in the middle.”
“I personally don’t hate this kind of process.” The
door was closed, and Mu Ke in the warehouse sat quietly, holding Bai Liu’s long hair that he cut without hesitation, and muttered. Repeating Bai Liu’s words to himself: “…anything that cannot shake the meaning of my existence can be transformed into an improvement in my value…”
“As long as Daniel’s memory can’t swallow me…” Mu Ke looked at the long hair in his hands with trembling pupils, “I can find all the memories of the league in it, and then come to make myself stronger! Mu Ke covered his long hair
in
his heart, which was beating wildly to the pain, and laughed with tears in his eyes.
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