I Became a God in a Horror Game - Chapter 308

[Chapter 298]
Bai Liu repeated softly, “Fifty years after the war ended?”
Irina lowered her head and looked down at Bai Liu with her wrinkled eyelids: “Maybe even longer, I’m too old to remember these dates.”
“Just remember .
Long, long ago, when Alex was alive, he and the guy named Guy wrote me many, many letters.” Irina pulled out a stack of old letters from her dirty bib skirt. “Every time I come to sweep the tombs, I will read the letters they sent me in front of their graves, so as not to forget them.”
Elena sighed wearily: “You must know that these things are only remembered by me, an old woman. If I forget, they really don’t have any traces.”
Bai Liu looked at the stack of letters and asked politely, “Can I have a look?”
Elena gave Bai Liu a surprised look: “How do you feel? Interested? There are no young people who want to hear these old things.”
Bai Liu smiled: “I am Alex and Guy’s comrade-in-arms, and I have an obligation to help remember them.”
Irina quietly stared at Bai Liu for a long time Time, she suddenly laughed: “lady, even if you are a liar full of lies, you did use your lies to please me.”
She kindly handed the pile of letters to Bai Liu, with tears in her eyes: “Welcome Remember these two people with me.”
Bai Liu held up the letter: “Perhaps you don’t recommend that I open it and read it in person?”
Elena laughed, and she waved her hand tremblingly: “Of course not, I can do everything on it. It’s like a flow.”
Bai Liu lowered his head and arranged the letters in chronological order, then opened them one by one, and Elena rambled:
“…You know, young man, when a person is very old, if If you have a bad life, you will be alone, and you will recall your past over and over again, thinking about what you did wrong to end up like this…”
Elena
‘s old voice paused: “Do you know what is the most terrifying thing in this process?”
Bai Liu raised his eyes to look at her: “What is it?”
Flowing down from the corner of his eyes: “You have indeed done a lot of things wrong.”
Bai Liu lowered his eyes and looked at the first letter in his hand.
It was sent to Alex by Irina.
[Salute to my dear fiancé:
Your dirty, shameless, lowly male lover wrote to me two days ago, asking me to forgive his despicable behavior with you, and shamelessly asking me to bless your love and marriage.
What a disgusting thought!
Could there be any god in this world that would allow two males to be united in his presence?
I even doubt that enemy cannonballs will be dropped at your wedding site as punishment for your ethical violations!
Alex, as a doctor who studies the mechanics of human life, the greatest profession on earth, why would you allow yourself to hang around with such a ludicrous neurotic and waste your time trying to save people?
When you’re with him, don’t you feel like your future and ideals are stained with shit?
At least when I got that letter from him, I felt like my dignity was stained with shit.
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Bai Liu opened the next letter, the sender was Alex.
[To Elena:
First, allow me to fiercely refute your name for me, I have never met you, and I have never agreed to allow you to make an assertion to be my fiancée, the name you used to address me at the beginning of your letter is completely wrong.
Second, my lover, wife, and my lifelong companion will only have one person, and that is Guy, not you who suddenly appeared after I fell in love with Guy.
I don’t know where your inexplicable admiration for me comes from, whether it comes from my parents’ unrealistic expectations and descriptions of me, or from the pursuit of the only young man who has obtained an advanced degree in that narrow town, or from the pursuit of Self-satisfied and self-satisfied with her beauty, the ridiculous idea that the most beautiful girl in the town can win the best young man.
Allow me to solemnly explain to you, Elena, that I’m not something you can win and flaunt, I’m a sentient being.
After I’ve given my love to Guy, it’s absolutely impossible for me to fall in love with anyone else until I don’t love him.
Elena, you are also an independent person, your worth does not need to be advertised by getting me, you can do more valuable things to prove it.
Guy and I have two qualifications to go to colleges and universities. Mine has to be used by ourselves. Guy said that you are still a naive little girl, and he has more qualifications than he who doesn’t know if he can come back alive. Enjoy the beauty and knowledge of the world.
If you have any idea of going to higher education, Guy said he can give you his qualifications.
Although you said all kinds of things to Guy that made me feel shitty to say it, Guy forgave you and graciously offered you this opportunity to study.
Although I strongly disagreed with this, Guy insisted.
Guy said he could see that you were a girl with pursuit.
He said that you like me because I’m a doctor, and you think I’m great in treating illnesses and saving people, so you put a girl-like longing on me.
Guy asked me to pass on a sentence to you, if you like saving people, why not try it yourself?
I’m sorry for the blind promises my parents made to you, but if you make any more inappropriate words about Guy, I’ll scold you anyway.
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Bai Liu continued to read, and the next letter was from Irina again, but this time it was not to Alex, but to Guy.
[Tribute to Guy:
I apologize for the inappropriate, personally emotional insults.
I put all the money I’ve saved from working in the three years from the age of eleven to the present in this envelope as compensation for my improper export.
I don’t want the qualifications you gave me. I still think you’re wasting Alex’s time. He could have more. He invented a medicine that can delay the death of mankind. How many wars could this save? dead soldier?
All the people in town say he Alex can be the next war hero!
But after he met you, his mind is all about love now!
I still want you to stay away from him, maybe you can find other real male lovers, but it shouldn’t be Alex.
]
The next one is from Guy to Elena.
[To the cute little girl Elena:
Hey, little girl, guess what?
I think what you said is right.
Alex will indeed have a very bright future. He is a very talented guy. The experimental process of the medicine is advancing very quickly. The superior has approved him to experiment on wounded soldiers, and the effect is remarkable.
I don’t deserve him, Alex is fine, so I still want to selfishly own him for a while and have the best memories with him.
Irina, I have seen your photos, you are very beautiful, but you are too young, only fourteen years old, you can’t tell the difference between love and yearning.
I have to admit that Alex is a good lad, but it will be at least four years before you can talk about love with him – trust me, with your beauty, determination and perseverance, you’ve probably met someone else by then. A good boy who makes you more excited.
Of course, it may also be a good girl, I don’t stick to this.
After the war, enjoying a romantic slow-paced love in peacetime is what you and Alex deserve, instead of sacrificing yourself in a hurry under the war frenzy of the town residents and Alex’s parents. their youth, marrying a war hero they imagined.
It’s not fair to you or Alex.
I want you to be happy because you deserve happiness and I want me to be happy too.
But unfortunately, the happiness I wanted was not blessed by God.
hey, alex told me you’re good at making wedding dresses, can you make one for me?
Exactly what I want to wear to marry Alex?
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The last letter that Elena wrote to Guy was very messy, and there were a lot of teardrop marks on it, as if fourteen-year-old Elena wrote the letter while crying.
But her tone in the letter was completely different and grim:
[To Guy:
I don’t know where you heard those rumors that I was forced to marry Alex, there’s no such thing, I’m voluntarily of.
I won’t do a wedding dress, I won’t allow anyone to marry Alex before me, give up!
】 Bai Liu looked at the wedding dress that
Irina
put on Guy’s tombstone, raised her eyebrows and asked, “Can I know why you made a wedding dress for Guy in the end?”
The smile seemed to hide a lot of unspeakable sadness in the joy, and the corners of his mouth couldn’t stop downward:
“…I was too young at that time and didn’t understand anything, the town said that they would choose a beautiful girl to marry the war in the town. Hero, the winner can get a sum of money from Alex’s parents, and my parents let me go.”
“I’m the prettiest of all the girls.” Elena’s eyes became more distant, ” It was very easy to be selected. At that time, I was still very young, and the law did not allow me to marry, so Alex’s parents told me to keep Alex back and not allow him to marry until Alex came back. Anyone touching and falling in love.”
“The whole of my life at that time was to marry the hero Alex. Someone stole him, I was completely panicked, I hated Guy so much.” Elena’s eyes were red and her tone was hateful, “Guy Yi is a very glib guy, and he likes to write letters to tease me, I just don’t understand how a man in war can be so leisurely and smile every day.”
“Guy is different from all the men I have met, he respects I, encouraged me, said that sooner or later I would do as good as Alex, and he even helped me with admissions and let me go directly to study at that time.”
Elena’s tears overflowed from the wrinkles: “In the The night I wrote this letter to Guy crying, I secretly made a wedding dress overnight and rushed to the post office to send it to him.”
She said, turning her head to Bai Liu in a daze: “But I went to the post office. When I arrived, the post office notified me that a new letter had arrived, and asked me to pick it up. I opened it, and it was still Guy’s letter.”
Elena burst into tears: “—It’s Guy’s obituary and a suicide note.”
“Guy was shot dead on the spot after he rebelled in the early morning sneak attack. He knew this was going to happen, and he left me a suicide note in advance, asking me to take good care of myself and help him take care of Alex.”
“I I want to give his wedding dress, apology, and thanks…” Elena choked, and she said with a trembling lips, “I didn’t have time to hear from him.”
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