Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 79

[Chapter 79]

Tao Huainan actively cooperated with doctors and worked hard to adapt to life.

But everything is not so easy, not Tao Huainan’s optimism and positivity can get good results. His condition still hasn’t improved, and his periods of silence are even getting shorter and longer.

Once Tao Huainan didn’t speak for four consecutive days, on the morning of the fifth day, he squatted on one knee in front of his brother’s leg, slowly put his face on his brother’s lap, and said absently, “…Brother, I love you so much. .”

Tao Xiaodong’s eyes were red, holding Tao Huainan’s profile, scratching his thumb lightly, his heart was broken.

Tao Xiaodong is a brother, Tang Suoyan is a doctor, it is only a matter of time before Tao Huainan’s secret is discovered.

For a few months, Tao Xiaodong put off all his work and only accompanied his younger brother every day.

Tao Huainan was holding a blind cane in his hand while being led by his brother. The elder brother will fall behind him, let him walk tentatively by himself, and he can be pulled over in time even if there are obstacles and dangers. My brother took him for a walk, took him to deliver lunch to Brother Tang, and even took him to class. Send him to his seat, then go to the door or in a corner of the classroom to sit and wait, and take him away after class.

Brother is a very stylish brother, many students in the class always peek at him.

When he is not silent, Tao Huainan will talk a lot. Show love to brother and also chat with Dr Tong. Tao Huainan was happy when talking to them, and the brothers would also feel relaxed. He occasionally recorded himself with his mobile phone, listened to it with headphones after recording, and then deleted it.

His high school classmate Pan Xiaozhuo would often send him messages, and Tao Huainan would only reply every two days.

Pan Xiaozhuo studied library management in a very good school in this province. The poor child made a mistake in applying for the exam at that time. He did not go to the economics major that he applied for, and was transferred to the library management major. After struggling at home for a month, I still did not repeat the study.

Pan Xiaozhuo asked him on WeChat: “How are you?”

Tao Huainan didn’t reply that day, and Pan Xiaozhuo asked again the next day, “Are you okay?”

Tao Huainan replied, “I’m okay.”

Pan Xiaozhuo asked, “Is it better?”

Tao Huainan said: ” No, but it’s alright, don’t worry. Has your roommate cared for you?”

Pan Xiaozhuo replied, “No one cared about me, I’m still a loner, and I guess I’m weird behind my back, so I can’t do anything about it.”

Tao Huainan then He smiled and said to him: “You need to make more friends, Xiaozhuo. You take the initiative to talk to others, otherwise people will think you are too cold.”

Pan Xiaozhuo: “Well, let’s talk about it, I don’t know what to say to them. ”

Sometimes my brother and Chi Cheng call on the speakerphone, and Tao Huainan sits next to him without making a sound, only listening quietly.

Chi Cheng is very busy every day, and he still loves learning as before. Chi Cheng didn’t take the initiative to call Tao Xiaodong very much. He was not someone who would take the initiative to call, but he would answer every time he called him. If it is someone who is not familiar with him, he will feel indifferent when listening to his phone, only those close to him know that he is like this.

Chi Cheng won’t mention Tao Huainan, and Tao Huainan won’t let his brother mention himself. Every time he heard that his brother was about to talk about him, Tao Huainan would wave his hand at his brother, indicating not to say anything.

Chi Cheng loves his brother, who is very warm. Tao Huainan hopes that he can talk to his brother on the phone often.

Tao Huainan’s silence is getting longer and longer, and the cycle is not regular. Sometimes it’s normal for many days, but suddenly one day I don’t speak again.

Tao Huainan and his brother said, “I’m sorry Xiaodong.”

“Don’t be sorry, don’t say this.” Tao Xiaodong put his arms around him and stroked his back, “Don’t say sorry

to brother.” “But I’m sorry for you, Tao Huainan spoke slowly, resting his chin on his brother’s shoulder, and told him about the past, “When I was a child, I heard people say that I would drag you down for the rest of my life. I was a drag on you. I would feel a little sad and cry secretly.”

Tao Xiaodong couldn’t hear him say this, but he didn’t interrupt him.

“When I was young, I thought they were bad, because I felt sorry for myself, and I didn’t want it. Why did they say that to me? It’s not because I wanted to be blind, sad and aggrieved.”

“When I grew up , I didn’t feel wronged. I think what they said is actually quite right. You and my little brother are dragged by me. Although sometimes I feel guilty, I don’t think about it most of the time. How good are the three of us, I will work harder and try not to It’s nothing to need your care.”

“Yes, you didn’t drag us.” Tao Xiaodong kissed his forehead, “You are the best kid to take.”

“It’s not easy to take now,” Tao Huainan wore a sweater , gave people a warm feeling, he lay on his brother’s shoulder, squinted and smiled, “Look at you now, you can’t go anywhere, and you can’t do work.”

“Brother doesn’t want to work, just wants to be with you. You. Brother Tang doesn’t let me work either, it just so happens that we are together every day, how beautiful.” Tao Xiaodong said to him softly.

“Well,” Tao Huainan hugged his brother and said slowly, “If there is a next life, I want to be your brother. I will take care of you every day, coax you to hold you, and give you all the good things.”

Tao Xiaodong closed his eyes hard, paused for a few seconds, and said in a hoarse voice, “Let’s live this life first, baby, and talk about the next life.” On

Chi Cheng’s birthday, Tao Huainan had a morning class.

My brother went to class with him, and when he came back, he cooked noodles for him in the kitchen. Brother learned the method of Chi Cheng before. The ingredients are still those ingredients, and the order has not changed. Every time Tao Huainan smiles and says that it is delicious, but after all, it is not the same taste.

Brother’s phone was on the coffee table, and Tao Huainan picked it up when it rang. The kitchen range hood was whining, but I couldn’t hear the bell, nor could I hear Tao Huainan calling him.

Tao Huainan answered the phone for him, and occasionally answered the phone for him.

The voice over the phone stopped Tao Huainan’s movements.

“Did you call me brother? Didn’t take the cell phone.”

Tao Huainan heard the voice, but felt very familiar, as if he had always been there.

“Little…” Tao Huainan paused and said, “Happy birthday, a healthy and safe new year.”

There was a long silence over the phone. Tao Huainan only said this, and went to the kitchen to give the phone to brother.

“A call?” Tao Xiaodong saw Tao Huainan hand over his phone, glanced at the screen, then looked at Tao Huainan, put the phone between his ears, and talked to Chi Cheng.

Chi Cheng’s voice and tone were normal, as if there were no fluctuations.

Tao Xiaodong called Chi Cheng in the morning to say a happy birthday to Chi Cheng, but he passed by while cooking noodles. Tao Huainan hung up next to him and reminded him, “I didn’t wish him a happy birthday.”

Tao Xiaodong said “hey”: “I forgot.”

Tao Huainan smiled lightly and said, “Then you can make it up again.”

Tao Xiaodong said, “Wait later, I’ll put the noodles out first .” “Take

it now, Tao Huainan smiled, and the corners of his eyes and brows hung with small arcs, looking very gentle, “Otherwise, it seems that you forgot his birthday.”

Tao Xiaodong looked back at him, touched his head, and said, “Okay, fight now. ”

Tao Huainan had a dream that night. In the dream, there was Chi Cheng, a brother, and a grandfather ten. It was a good dream. After waking up, Tao Huainan kept a smile on the corner of his mouth. He lay on the pillow he used to be Chicheng, and rubbed the edge of the pillow with his hands in satisfaction.

There is no class this morning, so you don’t have to get up very early. Tao Huainan sat up and stretched his waist while sighing comfortably. Brother Tang came in to see him before going to work. Tao Huainan said, “Good morning, Brother Tang.”

“Are you awake?” Tang Suoyan smiled back at him. “Look at the messy hair.”

Tao Huainan stroked his hair and laughed silly.

I don’t know if it was a lot of snow this winter, Tao Huainan could step on the thick creaky snow every day when he walked on the road, or because of the phone call on Chi Cheng’s birthday. It’s not what he said to him, but all plus one person said a sentence.

I can’t tell why, but Tao Huainan gradually became much more stable. Although there are still repetitions, it is obviously much better than before.

Tao Huainan sent a message to Pan Xiaozhuo on WeChat saying, “Xiaozhuo, I’ve been doing well recently!”

Pan Xiaozhuo immediately replied, “Really? That’s great!”

Tao Huainan heard him gasping for breath and asked him, “You What are you running for?”

Pan Xiaozhuo ran back to him: “The roommate didn’t tell me that I changed the classroom temporarily. I didn’t know until I arrived. It’s far away!”

“You’ve been pushed out again,” Tao Huainan said, “it seems that you are still I didn’t have a good relationship with my classmates.”

“I tried and failed!” Pan Xiaozhuo ran into the teaching building, “Let’s not talk about Huainan, I’m going to class, I’ll pick you up to come to my school on weekends?”

Tao Huainan said : “Okay.”

In fact, Tao Huainan has nothing to turn around, and he can’t see it anyway. But he still went, his brother covered a thick padded jacket with a hat and let Pan Xiaozhuo lead it away.

My brother finally doesn’t have to stare at him all the time. Tao Huainan can go to get out of class by himself from now on. After class, he will take a taxi back by himself. Sometimes my brother will pick him up.

Tao Huainan did not do well in his first semester, but fortunately, the first semester was all basic public courses, and there were no professional courses yet. The classmates in the class are very kind and enthusiastic. They gave Tao Huainan a lot of review materials and notes. After thinking about it, he couldn’t see it, and then offered to tell him about it.

Tao Huainan would sincerely thank every classmate who helped him, and would bring gifts to everyone.

The school allowed him to live in the dormitory. Tao Huainan once brought a lot of food to the boys’ dormitory in the class and gave everyone a share. The boys may not have had much contact with the blind group. They always take good care of him. They don’t know how to get along with the blind, and they feel that he is very vulnerable. Someone came over to hold his hand, Tao Huainan waved his hand, raised his blind stick, and said, “I have this, thank you.”

Someone asked him, “Is your brother the one who came to accompany you in class?”

Tao Huainan nodded and said, “Yes, it’s my brother.”

“Your brother is really handsome, he has a temperament, and he has a positive attitude.” The classmate boasted.

Tao Huainan accepted it without any humility, and said, “He’s a tattoo artist.”

“That’s cool, I say.” The classmate sat on the bed in the upper bunk, leaning down and chatting with Tao Huainan.

Tao Huainan was sitting on a chair with his blind stick leaning on the side, drinking the water his classmates brought him.

“Then your brother has been with you to go to school like this? Ever since childhood?” Another classmate who played games said, “Your brother is so good, I would wake up laughing from a dream if I had this brother, my brother would know Kick me.”

Tao Huainan said with approval: “My brother is really good.”

After that, he smiled again, holding the cup in one hand and the bottom of the cup in the other, turning it around in his palm gently. Cup: “But I grew up with another older brother. Like you said, he has been with me all the time.”

“You still have a brother? Your three children?” The classmate said in surprise.

“Yes, there is another brother.”

“Is that brother so good with this one? Did you fall into the fortune?” the classmate asked.

Tao Huainan answered without hesitation, and immediately replied, “Of course. He is also the best.”

[End of This Chapter]