Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 75

[Chapter 75]

Tao Huainan locked up in his room for two whole nights, drank some water and milk, and hadn’t eaten a single bite. He went out to the bathroom twice in between.

Just let him go at first, give him time and space to sort out his emotions. But he has always been like this, which is obviously abnormal. No matter how accustomed the child is, he will never be able to indulge him.

Early on the third day, Tang Suoyan opened Tao Huainan’s door and saw that he had changed his clothes and was about to come out.

Tang Suoyan patted him on the back, put his arm around him, his tone was as gentle as usual: “Is it better?”

Tao Huainan also hugged him back, without making a sound, his fingers gently grabbed Tang Suoyan Back shirt.

“Hey, grab it lightly, I have to wear it for work later. If you scratch me, it will affect my image.” Tang Suoyan said with a smile.

Tao Huainan also pursed his lips. His lips were chapped and he looked a little tired.

“Are you hungry?” Tao Xiaodong asked loudly.

Tao Huainan wanted to speak, but couldn’t make a sound, closed his mouth again, and cleared his throat gently.

Chi Cheng was making breakfast in the kitchen, and Tao Xiaodong was shaving in the bathroom. Originally, Brother Tang said that he would take Tao Huainan to the hospital today and find a friend to chat with him. Tao Huainan had come out now, Tao Xiaodong looked at Tang Suoyan and shook his head lightly.

Tao Huainan could not see their eyes, in fact, he was not curious and kept his head down.

Chi Cheng didn’t speak to him, his expression was always cold, and Tao Huainan didn’t take the initiative to touch him.

After dinner, the two brothers sat with Tao Huainan for a while. Tao Huainan said that he was fine and asked them to go to work.

He’s not too emotional, and he doesn’t talk much. The two brothers looked at each other in silence. Later, Tang Suoyan stood up and said, “Go to work.”

Tao Xiaodong also stood up: “Let’s go.”

After they left, Tao Huainan sat on the sofa for a while, then returned to the room without saying a word.

Chi Cheng packed up and followed in. Now there are only the two of them left in the house, and now the house is so quiet that you can almost hear the needle of the watch.

“Let’s talk?” Tao Huainan sat beside the bed and Chi Cheng sat directly on the floor in front of him and said.

Tao Huainan remained silent.

“Tao Huainan.” Chi Cheng stared at him, “I’ll hold back if I don’t get angry now, don’t provoke me.”

After he finished speaking, he was silent for a while, and Tao Huainan was even more silent than him.

Tao Huainan grew up, and all the abnormal time added up was not as long as the recent period. The pressure of the college entrance examination is high, and he has always thought a lot in his heart. In addition, he has been worried about his brother, and it is okay for him to be a little abnormal.

But since the completion of the exam, Tao Huainan has been showing a closed state, which makes Chi Cheng a little bit unbearable.

No matter how Chi Cheng talked to him, Tao Huainan remained silent. Chi Cheng lightly kicked his leg with his toes: “Tao Huainan, make a sound.

” Put it away, roll up and sit on the bed, chin on knees, curling up into a ball.

Chi Cheng kept his original posture and kept looking at him.

No one knows what Tao Huainan is like better than Chi Cheng, he is too abnormal.

When Chi Cheng suddenly stood up from the ground and came to grab him, Tao Huainan shrank.

Chi Cheng also stopped making a sound, and only dragged Tao Huainan silently. He was so strong that Tao Huainan was dragged to his knees on the bed.

“What are you doing…” Tao Huainan’s voice was weak, leaning on the bed with one hand to stabilize himself from being dragged down by Chi Cheng.

Tao Huainan has been carried around on his back by Chi Cheng these days. Chi Cheng made him play like a kid. Chi Cheng broke his squatting posture and said, “Go to the hospital.”

Tao Huainan has never liked hospitals. He had a great reaction when he heard these two words. He shrank back again, and even hit Chi Cheng’s hand: “I’m not going! What are you going to the hospital for? No!”

Chi Cheng still clenched his hands. Grabbing his wrist, Tao Huainan was not as strong as him. When he was dragged by Chi Cheng, Tao Huainan

roared, “I’m not going! Don’t touch me!” His voice was hoarse and even broke. He struggled with Chi Cheng and dragged himself back desperately.

“You’re not in a normal state now, do you know Tao Huainan?” Chi Cheng held Tao Huainan’s arms with both hands, preventing him from moving, “You have to let me know what’s wrong with you.”

Chi Cheng’s voice There are strong emotions in it, if Tao Huainan heard his voice before, he would have been scared.

However, now Tao Huainan is only earning back with a blank face, but he can’t earn Chi Cheng.

Tao Huainan couldn’t break free of Chi Cheng’s hand, Chi Cheng let go of him briefly, but as soon as he let go, he burrowed into the bed, which looked shocking. Chi Cheng stopped dragging him later, leaned over to hug him, and wanted to take him out like every time.

Tao Huainan suddenly shouted in a low voice, stepped on the bed, stood up, and threw one foot on Chi Cheng.

Chi Cheng was slapped in the face by Tao Huainan, his nose was sore and sore, Tao Huainan hugged him and suddenly began to cry.

Instead of weeping in a low voice and crying silently, he cried and cried, and the whole person was shaking and crying hard.

Tao Huainan was obedient and timid since he was a child, and never made trouble. The only time he cried sharply was on the day Grandpa Ten left when he was a child, and he has never cried out loud since then.

Now he is holding Chi Cheng, crying so much that his whole body is shaking.

Chi Cheng frowned and patted him with his hands. Tao Huainan hugged him so tightly that Chi Cheng couldn’t even lift his face.

Tao Huainan cried so hard that he coughed and retched.

Chi Cheng called out “Nannan” in his ear and patted him on the back.

Tao Huainan hugged him, pressed Chi Cheng’s head on his body to keep him from moving, crying and shouting “little brother, I’m afraid”.

“What’s the matter with you?” Chi Cheng reached into his clothes, no longer patted him through the clothes, but touched his skin directly. Tao Huainan liked Chi Cheng touching him like this, and the blind man especially liked the intimacy from the touch.

Tao Huainan only cried, but said nothing except the sound of fear.

He cried for a long time, until he finally lost his strength, only shaking after being excited.

Chi Cheng opened his clothes, kissed his stomach, and continued to rub his back with his hands.

“Don’t cry anymore.” Chi Cheng raised his head to look at him, raised his hand to wipe Tao Huainan’s face, his embarrassed little face was flushed with red nose and eyes, and his eyelids were swollen.

Tao Huainan still puffs twice from time to time, Chi Cheng hugged him, wiped his face, and asked softly, “What’s the matter? What are you afraid of? Don’t cry or make trouble, tell me well.”

Tao Huainan just lowered his head Going down, he put his face on Chi Cheng’s shoulder, the direction of his eyes fell in a dull place, and he didn’t move for a long time.

Chi Cheng turned his head and kissed his forehead, calling out “Baby”.

Tao Huainan’s tears fell silently again, all sticking to Chi Cheng’s skin.

In a short period of time, the gap between Chi Cheng’s shoulders and Tao Huainan’s face became slippery and sticky, making it uncomfortable to stick to.

“Little brother…” Tao Huainan finally opened his mouth, and he murmured and called “little brother” again.

“Yeah.” Chi Cheng responded to him, while still stroking his back.

“Let’s go.” Tao Huainan opened his eyes, and his eyes were still fixed on the position just now. Anyway, he was blind, and it made no difference to him where he was.

Chi Cheng paused for a moment. Putting his hand on a spot on Tao Huainan’s back, he asked, “Where do I go?”

“Go to school,” Tao Huainan stopped crying, and said calmly in a hoarse voice, “Go where you should go. place.”

“Where should I go?” Chi Cheng let go of him and took a step back.

Tao Huainan had nothing to rely on, and he didn’t have the strength to stand up straight again, so he knelt down again.

“I’m very scared, I’ve been scared for three years.” Tao Huainan sat there with his shoulders slumped, slumped, he spoke slowly, every sentence was so laborious, “I’m too afraid of growing up, afraid of you leaving , I’m afraid of dragging you.”

Chi Cheng looked at him coldly, a step away from him.

“I’ve had enough of this kind of life… I’m so tired.” Tao Huainan took a deep breath and let it out slowly, he continued, “Every day I live with you… I think about what you are doing for the sake of I live, I’ll always be with you, I hate this kind of life…and myself.”

“I can live by myself now, I’m grown up.”

“I don’t…” Tao Huainan’s voice paused for a while. Seconds, he bit the tip of his tongue in his mouth so hard that it was bleeding, and the pain was so painful that he needed to keep breathing, and his back was slightly arched when he sucked, and then he continued the words just now –

“I don’t need your care.”

The space was quiet again, and the air seemed to have stagnated.

The hourly chime of Tao Huainan’s watch beeped softly twice, and the open window in the kitchen made the plastic bags of fruit rattle.

Chi Cheng never said a word, Tao Huainan could not see his face, nor could he imagine his expression.

Of course, he couldn’t see Chi Cheng’s now red eyes full of anger.

“Tao Huainan,” Chi Cheng gritted his teeth, his voice was frighteningly deep, “don’t go crazy with me.”

Chi Cheng really made Tao Huainan mad, and Tao Huainan couldn’t hold back the anger he was really angry with. .

Chi Cheng slammed the door and went out. The loud noise of the bedroom door made Tao Huainan shudder for a while. After that, he still sat there dumbfounded, without changing his posture.

The body temperature during the hug had long since dissipated, and the clothes and face that were wet with tears now only felt cold.

Tao Xiaodong called Chi Cheng during the day and asked how Tao Huainan was doing.

Chi Cheng said in a deep voice, “crazy”.

“Ah?” Tao Xiaodong realized on the phone that something was wrong, “What’s wrong with you two?”

“It’s alright,” Chi Cheng squeezed the phone and said with closed eyes, “Don’t worry, brother.”

Tao Xiaodong and Tang Suoyan came back in the evening , Chi Cheng leaned on the sofa in the living room with his head up and his eyes closed. There was another one huddled on the bed in the room, and the atmosphere in the room was a little overwhelming.

Tao Xiaodong sat next to Chi Cheng and asked tentatively, “What’s wrong, Brother Ku?”

Tang Suoyan opened Tao Huainan’s door and walked over to look at him.

When the children grow up, they don’t make a little awkwardness like they did when they were young, and adults just watch it as a joke. Tao Xiaodong still remembers that the two children didn’t talk to anyone at first, and they didn’t talk at home for a long time after school.

Intimate in the school, back home, do not know each other.

Tao Xiaodong was only in his twenties at that time, he was a half-hearted young man, and he had a rough heart. Seeing the two children arguing was just funny.

There was an adult, two children, and a dog in the family.

Tao Huainan often stepped on Grandpa Ten’s back and used his chubby toes to clip Grandpa Ten’s long golden hair. When Chi Cheng walked past him, he always ignored him, and Tao Huainan pouted secretly.

Thinking back to that time now, it seems like a beautiful dream full of innocence.

At that time, the winter was colder than now, but the watermelon in summer was sweeter than it is now.

[End of This Chapter]