Ferocious Dog of Old - Chapter 58

[Chapter 58]

When I came back that day and talked about that child, Aunt Huang knew what they were talking about as soon as I mentioned it, and asked, “He took him out?”

Someone said yes.

The mention of these things always makes my heart sink.

“That must be his grandma wanting him to go out for a walk again, otherwise Lao Ye would never lead him.” Aunt Huang brought them the dishes, and said, “He can live so much thanks to his grandma, when he was a child. His grandfather took him away and threw him away at every turn. He couldn’t stand it when his grandmother made it and brought it back. His grandmother wanted to die for a while and then hanged, so that only a small life was saved.

“Where’s the welfare home?”

Aunt Huang said: “We were poor here before, and we didn’t have this tourist village at that time. It was just an ordinary rural village, and there is no welfare home. Now, there is no welfare home. Besides, the welfare home is not everything. I don’t accept it if you have a family with elders.”

Aunt Huang sighed and continued, “Lao Ye didn’t want him to live, and every time he threw it into the woods of Qiaodongzi, the child would be left in no one’s land for a few days. I starved to death.”

Tao Huainan was speechless, took his hand off the table and touched Chi Cheng. Chi Cheng took his hand and scratched the back of his hand with his thumb.

“The old man is so cruel?” a boy asked.

Uncle Huang came in from outside, holding a pot of meat that he didn’t know how to stew. Uncle Huang said: “It’s not cruel or not. He is tired of living and his family is tired. His parents have long since given up, and they will be thrown away before the full moon. They are all left by Mrs. Ye. How much can the old lady live? Old? Old Ye used to say let the child get rid of it quickly and reincarnate.”

“That’s also human life…” The boy frowned, still unable to accept this statement.

“Can he be considered a human?” Uncle Huang gestured in front of him, “Since he was born, he has been sealed up, and he has no idea of anyone.”

“Why is he not human?” Aunt Huang patted Uncle Huang, “I was born A person is a person. Look at the pot outside, it will stick to the bottom later!”

Uncle Huang went out again, and Aunt Huang said: “It’s just that my life is not good, and I won’t be reborn. I don’t know if it’s because his mother took medicine when he brought the child, or the premature birth didn’t grow well. If you suffer a lot in this life, you should give it to him. Let’s save a peaceful life in the next life.”

Kind people are easy to empathize with.

There is a kind of empathy among people with disabilities. They are different from others in this world. They are a special group in the world, a “small part”.

In the evening, Tao Huainan covered his ears and sat on the quilt, quietly.

Chi Cheng called him, but Tao Huainan didn’t hear him.

Chi Cheng glanced at him and raised his voice again: “Tao Huainan.”

“Hey,” Tao Huainan took his hand away and responded in a low voice, “Here.”

Chi Cheng said, “Lie down and sleep, stop playing.”

Tao Huainan said “good”.

However, when Chi Cheng came over to lie down and turned off the light, Tao Huainan was still covering his ears.

Chi Cheng took his hand off and said, “Sleep.”

Tao Huainan closed his eyes and whispered, “It’s so scary, I can’t feel anything.”

Chi Cheng knew that after he saw the child today Heart has been uncomfortable, Tao Huainan has always been emotionally soft. There’s nothing wrong with being kind and delicate, it’s just that you will have different perceptions of many things.

“Come here.” Chi Cheng said to him.

Tao Huainan turned his head to this side, and responded slowly, “Huh?”

“I’ll hug.” Chi Cheng said.

Tao Huainan then turned over, put his head on Chi Cheng’s chest, and covered one ear to listen to Chi Cheng’s heartbeat. Chi Cheng was afraid that he would be bored under the quilt, so he pulled the quilt down, revealing Tao Huainan’s face.

No matter what mood Tao Huainan was in, Chi Cheng’s heartbeat could calm him down. Tao Huainan kissed Chi Cheng’s heart, Chi Cheng stroked his hair.

The boys are kind and enthusiastic, but it will not affect the mood to play out because of this, and they are basically alive and kicking again when they come together the next morning.

Only Tao Huainan was quieter than usual, and he could always think of that child.

They went to see him before they left.

The old man went to sell soy milk again. There were only the child and his grandmother at home.

Grandma still looks very tough. She should not be too old. She walks vigorously, as if carrying the wind.

She heard that this group of children was here to see her grandson , and she enthusiastically let him in: “Come on, come in quickly.”

The child was sitting on the kang, holding a vent ball in his hand that had been played a little dirty, the kind of soft ball that would bounce back quickly after being squeezed. He was wearing a hand-woven dark green sweater and pants, and the edges of the beige long-wear and long-shorts he was wearing could be exposed at the neck and ankles.

His grandmother took a small doll from the base cabinet, a plastic doll for a dollar or two, and took his hand and stuffed it into his hand.

The child touched it, then patted the kang with “ah” a few times.

“He’s happy when someone comes.” Grandma pulled his legs and dragged him out of the kang, smiled and tucked the trousers of his long trousers into the hems of his socks and covered them with woolen trousers, making it straight.

“How did he know someone was coming?” Ji Nan asked.

Grandma pointed to the doll: “I told him.”

There were a lot of things on the base cabinet, small cloth shoes, bowls, small pillows the size of your palms, water glasses, and some unrecognizable small objects.

“Does he understand what it means?” Tao Huainan also touched the little doll, the child felt it, and reached out to hold Tao Huainan’s hand and put it in his mouth.

Tao Huainan didn’t withdraw his hand, Chi Cheng held his arm, but grandma moved faster and slapped the child’s mouth twice, it looked like she was slapped twice.

Tao Huainan thought he was beaten, and withdrew his hand and said, “It’s okay, don’t beat him.”

“I didn’t beat him,” Grandma laughed, not taking it seriously, “This is telling him not to put anything in his mouth. ”

Tao Huainan pursed his lips, couldn’t say anything, just nodded.

Grandma seems to be a very warm person and loves to chat. Surprisingly, she couldn’t see any distress and melancholy on her face. She didn’t seem to think that life was bad. Those outsiders didn’t think it was easy, and she didn’t seem to take it seriously.

“The old man is not a thing, I always want to throw him away.” Grandma sat on the edge of the kang and chatted with them.

Some boys stand and some sit. They should experience this kind of life and this environment for the first time. Except for Chi Cheng and Tao Huainan, the rest are real sons and brothers who have never suffered since birth.

“Then I can let him throw it? No matter how it’s my grandson, how can I allow the old man to do something like this?” Grandma waved her hand when she was excited, and told them about the previous incident as a joke, “I have all the ropes tied up. Now, I’ll hang it on the beam, and if he doesn’t find me, I’ll die in the house!”

Grandma was very optimistic, and listening to her talk about these things seemed to feel less depressing.

“The old man always said that he wanted the child to be relieved, and it was painful to live. Where did the pain come from, I think it was his pain!” Grandma looked back at the grandson who was holding the soft ball behind him, with a kind and tolerant light in his eyes, “Human? , they are all the same from birth, they can’t understand, can’t read, babies are all the same, they cry when they’re hungry, and sleep when they’re full.”

She rubbed the child’s head vigorously and stroked it twice, and the child turned around and lay down on his back. On the kang inside, his face was against the kang and his mouth was open.

“We’ve just stopped at the time of the baby, isn’t it good?” Grandma smiled, with a calm look on her face and tone, “He doesn’t know what pain is, and he doesn’t have that in his mind. Anything that doesn’t hurt or itch on the body, what is there? Being a baby for a lifetime, it’s simple, our children are also enjoying themselves.”

Grandma is really open to it, neither comforting herself nor telling others, she has smoothed out those unwilling emotions over the years.

When the children left that day, they left some money. For them, it was just pocket money and a little thought.

In fact, people are not short of money. The old man can make money selling soy milk every day. The cost is so low, and he can sell a cup of soy milk powder for ten yuan, which is a lot in one day. Moreover, such children are now subsidized by the state and provide a lot of convenience in their lives. They are really not short of money.

But apart from this, I don’t seem to know what else I can do for such a group of people and such a family.

Encountering a blind and deaf child was an accident, unexpected in advance.

This made Tao Huainan quiet for a long time after returning, as if his heart sank. He will quietly feel the world many times, and occasionally touch his ears.

The little cub who is called chacha every day, stops after going out and comes back, and doesn’t say anything, just listen to this, listen to that with small ears.

Tao Xiaodong was surprised and asked Chi Cheng, “What’s the matter?”

Chi Cheng said, “Meet a child who can’t hear or see.”

“Ah, the one from their village?” Tao Xiaodong nodded clearly, ” I’ve seen it once too.”

Chi Cheng said “um”.

Tao Huainan had always relied on hearing a lot, but now he is even more reliant on it.

He listened to Chi Cheng’s heartbeat for a while every night, with his ears gently close to his heart and his hands beside him.

It’s good to hear the heartbeat, but Chi Cheng won’t let you kiss after coming back, that’s not good.

After listening to his heartbeat, Tao Huainan raised his head and kissed Chi Cheng’s mouth, Chi Cheng touched him and let him sleep.

Tao Huainan kissed his neck again, Chi Cheng said, “Stop.”

He told Tao Huainan to stop, he lay down obediently, and was ready to sleep next to Chi Cheng.

This winter is over, and when the spring flowers are blooming, my brother went to the medical aid again. This time it’s a long way to go, it’s going to take a few days.

Chi Cheng and Tao Huainan started their second semester. Tao Huainan seems to have grown a little higher this winter. It seems that after a year, the children have grown up.

Tao Huainan will often secretly kiss Chi Cheng.

They occasionally do outrageous and intimate things.

When the weather is warmer, and when you take off your coat and go out with only single clothes, Tao Huainan suddenly realizes that something is wrong with her brother recently.

[End of This Chapter]