Druid of Marvel - Chapter 1822

[Chapter 1741 Black Widow’s Fear]

Chapter 1748 Black Widow’s Fear

Alvin looked inside the “cradle of life” and found two probes the size of a pencil.

This thing spits out some kind of nanomaterial like a 3D printer, quickly repairing the damage in Yelena’s body.

It is not simply “printing” flesh and blood, but using some advanced technology to trick human cells into treating nanomaterials as “the same kind”.

Although the body tissue is still replaced with some kind of plastic-like thing in the end, it will never produce a rejection reaction.

Although this thing would make a master like Lin Shaoqing completely useless, but for ordinary people, it is definitely a life-saving artifact.

The only flaw is that Dr. Zhou has not yet found a way to completely replace the internal organs of the human body, and can only perform simple flesh and blood repairs…

Seeing that the “cradle of life” began to take effect, Alvin nodded reassuringly, and then left. He went to the pool and washed his bloody hands.

Natasha’s state is very strange. The super agent seems to have been hit hard and completely lost the usual sense of ease.

Alvin

washed his hands, then walked to Natasha’s side, hesitated for a moment, and said, “This chick survived…

If she is a sister or something, you can rest assured!”

Natasha, who recovered a little, frowned and said, “Tell me what’s going on?

Even if she is your sister, you look too bad now!”

Natasha expressed at this time She looked like a fragile woman, she stared at her red eyes and said a little absently: “We came over to find me!”

Natasha, who was sitting in the chair, looked up at Alvin, she seemed to be caught in a memory The same, in a flat, numb tone, said: “I used to be a member of the ‘Red House’.

At that time, we believed that by dedicating ourselves, we could bring peace for the country!

We volunteered to be ‘tools’ and gave ourselves completely…

I killed a lot of people, deceived a lot of people, hurt a lot more people…

until I got a mission

to go to Budapest…

that’s when I found out , a lot of things done in the past are just to fight for the rights of some specific people.

And those who want are not sober agents, but obedient killers.

I killed MSF because he lived the enemies of the Soviet Union…

I detonated a bomb in a building because there were enemies of the Soviet Union…

I didn’t realize that until they ordered me to destroy an orphanage People never want peace.

When I was about to be executed, it was Hawkeye who saved me…

she told me that I could do something right!

So I joined S.H.I.E.L.D. and did a similar job as before.

I work hard, work hard to maintain the world, and work hard to forget those dark pasts.

But the

‘past’ still came to you…”

Said Natasha, looking at Alvin with an inexplicable expression, she said with a wry smile: “I used to think that what I did was right…

The deeper I got, the more I started to feel that life shouldn’t be like this.

Is it ironic that Black Widow wants to be a ‘good person’?

I don’t even dare to face my past…

because I’m not sure if what I did was ‘right’ or ‘wrong’.

My professional instinct tells me that’s what I should be doing…

But I always wake up in nightmares…

so I betray my old self!

Just because my heart is no longer at peace!

It was Hawkeye who helped me find a new target, and S.H.I.E.L.D. gave me a place to live.

I think I found my family…” Hearing this

, Alvin shook his head a little confusedly. He couldn’t understand Natasha’s feelings. Listening to what she meant, she seemed to have some strange feelings about

the

“red house”.

It’s strange, after all, she is a super agent who came out of that place.

But her conflicted and overwhelmed look makes Alvin feel a little weird.

Obviously now Natasha doesn’t need to be afraid of the “red house” , but the fear she showed is very real.

This is not the emotion that a super agent should have…

Now Natasha makes Alvin suddenly think of Lin Shaoqing who destroyed Kunlun with one hand.

However, although the old man was struggling, But when I was working, I was not lazy at all.

Looking at Natasha’s tears…

Alvin frowned and thought for a long time, and then I realized that “Red House” is for Natasha. It’s actually “home”…

it’s the dark and numb place where she lives.

She betrayed her “home” because of her kindness!

And it’s because of the kindness in her heart that Natasha hates what she used to be. The kind of experience

that she did not dare to face up to her past, which was in line with her escaping behavior.

Betrayed her family, left her family, and found a new job…

If this is a person with a cold personality, it is impossible for him to pass for himself. Do things that feel painful.

Alvin suddenly found that he seemed to have been mistaking Natasha…

Wrapped in a tyrannical and cunning coat, was actually a kind soul.

It’s just that she “camouflaged” so well that she even forgot her original appearance.

At this time, Alvin began to realize that Natasha was not as cunning and changeable as he thought.

She also values her family…

After SHIELD disbanded, Natasha had many other options.

But not only did she not give up Nick Fury, who was like a street mouse, but she also acted as a liaison officer.

She gave them the most important intelligence support…

She was dedicating all her strength to those who gave her warmth when she was lost.

This strong and cunning female agent actually has a warm side that is hard to understand for ordinary people.

She left the side she didn’t want to face in the “past”…

Now her “past” has come to her door…

Alvin is not Natasha, he has not experienced it, so he can’t really understand that Natasha is complicated now Emotions.

Just like a child from a family of thieves, he has been stealing from his parents since he was a child, and he doesn’t think there is anything wrong with it.

But one day, the child stole a patient’s medical bills and let the patient die in pain.

A little kindness in the child was awakened, and then a good-hearted person persuaded him to let go of his past.

So the child cut himself off from the “past” and forgot that he was a disgusting thief.

Until the “past” came to the door…

Face the “past” and admit that he used to be a disgusting “thief”…

These are not easy, for anyone.

And the irony is that only good people feel pain because of their “past.”

Compared to the “church” old executioner who has no sense of guilt…

Black Widow is actually a good person?

Alvin suddenly shook his head a little funny, and said, “It’s hard for me to imagine that Natasha Normanov will become like this!

I was going to ask you to help me on a mission in Moscow…

If you really I

am so afraid of the ‘red house’, then forget it!”

Alvin looked at Natasha, who was covering his face, not knowing what he was thinking, he said with a smile: “If the ‘past’ makes you feel pain, you It should be smashed…

especially if your ‘past’ is actually a Hydra!

Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand you agents.

Because your concept of right and wrong is so vague, the training makes you forget that you are It’s a ‘person’.”

Natasha hugged her arm and said softly, “I’m not afraid of the ‘red house’, I’m not even afraid of death…

I’m afraid of the past me!

Everyone will know, Natasha · What kind of person was Normanov, and how many disgusting things she has done.

It makes me feel like I have no clothes on and I have to stand trial!

Have you killed innocent people?”

Alvin listened, wrinkled He frowned and said: “I don’t think there should be…

but what are you trying to say?

Black Widow is vulnerable to the way you are, which makes me feel incredible.

There are too many bad guys in Hell’s Kitchen, and some bad guys are still insisting. Do bad things, how come they are not as vulnerable as you?

The ‘innocent people’ who died at your hands were certainly not as many as the ‘churches’.

They have found a little girlfriend now…

I don’t see any psychological burden on him at all!

Guilt and pain are the preserve of good people…

if you are a good person, I may have to apologize for my past prejudice against you.

”

Natasha listened, shook her head with a wry smile, and said, “I’m not a good person, I just don’t know how to face it.”

The ‘Red House’ is where I nurtured…

thankfully it’s a Hydra, otherwise I wouldn’t even have the courage to fight.

”

Alvin looked at Natasha, whose face was full of tears, with a funny look, and said, “You don’t act like you have courage now.

You are very distracted, otherwise I can’t think of any reason why you can’t solve those seemingly inexplicable assassinations?

Are those ‘Red House’ agents really that powerful?

”

Natasha listened, nodded with a strange expression, and said, “If I hadn’t left, those people should be my sisters.”

After completing countless tasks and trials, they will be injected with a potion.

The potion will make their bodies become powerful, and then completely lose their minds and become tools for performing tasks.

They are all me…”

Alvin frowned and said, “What about you?

You were also injected with drugs?

Your physical condition is much better than that of ordinary women…”

Natasha listened, shook her head and said, “No, Budapest was supposed to be the last stop for me to ‘sober’.

It’s just that I realized something at the time, UU reading www.

sonicmtl.com And I found that I don’t seem to love the Soviet Union as much as I thought…

Yelena and Melina also realized the problem with the potion at that time, so we escaped from the ‘red house’.

There were actually only 6 ‘Red House’ agents who launched the attack today, and they almost succeeded.

”

Alvin pursed the corners of his mouth, and said with a little interest: “Six people?

”

“It should be seven!”

”

Steve and Bucky, leading Melina and the “Red Guardian”, walked into the waiting room outside the operating room…

Steve glanced at Natasha, who was acting strangely, and he looked at him with a serious expression. Alvin said: “The sharpshooter on the outside is also a woman, she was shot with a sniper rifle and her arm was broken, and she almost escaped my pursuit.

If I hadn’t met Sparta, the ghost wolf patrolling the streets, I wouldn’t have been able to catch her.

”

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