Dark Blood Age - Chapter 483

[Chapter 483]

Chu Yunsheng really regretted it.

In fact, even the intestines are regretful! He did not expect that the most terrifying enemy was not the Seven Nails, let alone death, but the endless silence and loneliness.

This is a torture worse than death. It’s like being locked in a small dark room for countless years. No one talks to him, no one listens to him, not even a ghost, only himself Like a lunatic, talking to himself, talking madly.

At the beginning, he didn’t take it too seriously, and was always nervous about the battle situation, but as the seven nails weakened, the crisis gradually eased, and he became more and more aware that something was wrong.

Chu Yunsheng believed that for so many years, his mind had been solid as a rock. He had tried both loneliness and loneliness, and it was no big deal.

But this time, he was wrong, very wrong.

He had never been alone for such a long time, and there was almost no end in sight, no hope, no future, like lying in a grave of the living dead, always a silent, dead darkness ahead.

The first stage is the endurance stage, he survived with his strong willpower; the second stage is the pain stage, he still resists with his incomparably tenacious experience; the third stage is the numbness stage, he still uses Numbness is a kind of “meaning to live”, Ah Q’s spirit paralyzed himself, and he finally resisted!

And in the fourth stage, the boundless emptiness begins, and he is about to go mad and go wild!

At this time, how much he hoped that the figure did not die and was not killed by himself, no matter what motives it had, at least, at the very least, it could talk to itself!

Even if it is to use the most vicious swear words in the world to scold the eighteenth generation of the ancestors, there will be someone to accompany you to speak.

However, this is an extravagant hope, and once lost, it will never be achieved!

He went crazy looking for all the meaningful things to do to fill the emptiness that was hollowed out into an abyss.

Counting from 0, counting to ten thousand, one million, one hundred million…

From the first story he remembered, he started narrating himself, telling himself, Andersen’s fairy tales, One Thousand and One Nights, Saint Seiya, Legend of the Condor Heroes, Ultraman, even *** or something…

After all the stories were finished, rotten, and empty again, he began to put all the knowledge of the Sunshine Age – social news, acquaintances, physics, chemistry, geography, astronomy, etc., everything he knew, even elementary school students. The math problems were not missed, and they were all turned over again, resisting the emptiness again and again.

The darkness of the lonely night has no end, but his memory has an end. After all these have been turned back and forth countless times, there is finally nothing that can be used by him to resist Kuang Wu. emptiness.

So, he started to make up stories like a neurotic, to deceive himself, make up his own first, then make up other people’s, history, fantasy, overhead, science fiction, urban… He made up everything he could think of, countless times, to the limit , there is nothing new to edit at the end!

He fell into emptiness again, tried all the methods, but still couldn’t resist, and finally he could only start to study the seven needles on the opposite side, as well as some other things.

The ancient book has been in a state of flying pages, and he can’t watch it, otherwise it may also provide him with some “bullets” to resist the emptiness period.

But the seven needles are not so easy to study, because from Chu Yunsheng’s point of view, they cannot be touched at all, and they can only be speculated, imagined, and pondered based on what they know a little bit…

He first began to sort out the relationship between all the aliens and monsters he had encountered, including the dead figure, and was afraid that if it was straightened out all at once, there would be no more “bullets” to send and resist the emptiness, ridiculous and deliberately releasing Slow combing speed, arranging their shadows slowly and deceivingly.

But the information he had was really pitiful, and soon there was nothing to sort out, and he didn’t come to any conclusions worthy of further study, but it made him more sure of what the predecessors said in the ancient books – there is no god in the world That’s it.

In the eyes of ordinary human beings, the five races are as terrifying as gods, and the people in crystal clothes are blatantly pretending to be gods; and in the eyes of these alien races, the shadow is a god-like existence; finally , when it was the shadow’s turn, the senior and the master of Qi Nail became gods again.

This way, the facts are so simple and clear. The original so-called “gods” are all looking up to the unknown existence, and that’s all. The senior may want to tell him this is the truth: there is no god in the world.

Then, he began to study the status of the senior and the master of the seven nails. Although there is no god, but the status does exist, otherwise the shadow would not be so frightened that he could not stand.

When he came to this “topic”, Chu Yunsheng was very excited, because this topic could help him to delay for a long time to deal with emptiness.

The reason is that he sensed a vast biological chain of the source of life twice, once when he was absorbing the source of life from Lonely Island, and the other time when he was destroying the shadow.

And when these two times happened, he didn’t pay attention to some details carefully. Until now, he has enough time to spend on it, and he can’t even ask for it, because he is too lonely and empty.

Slowly recalling, carefully recalling, deducting the memories of that time bit by bit, looking for the subtle differences over and over again, the more he can’t find it, the happier he is uncharacteristically, because once he finds it, it means Faced with a boundless emptiness.

However, there is always an end to things, and after a long time, although he was reluctant, he still found it, because it is a non-stop process that must be meaningful, otherwise once it stops, he will still face the loneliness. All kinds of silent chat.

He found that when the two biological chains appeared, the life source of Gu Daomin and the shadow corresponded to two different positions on this vast food chain.

The gap between them may be the gap between their status – this is his final conclusion and conjecture.

But the ancient book and the master of Seven Nails were in that position, he didn’t know, because he couldn’t devour their life source.

Later, he studied many things, such as the multi-dimensional space that the veiled woman said, and he was confused for a while, because he felt that the high-dimensional space depends on the low-dimensional space to exist, and there would be no fourth dimension without the three-dimensional space, but he Now it is clearly sealed in the narrow space between the independent fourth dimension and the unknown space, but in theory, it is impossible for the fourth dimension to exist independently…

Also, he is very dizzy. Is the place between the various forces and creatures he encounters determined by the food chain of the source of life, or is it determined by the spatial dimension in which it lives? The “status conclusion” just drawn before has become vague and contradictory again.

However, he was not entangled, but very happy. This period of confusion and contradiction was probably the most “full” period of time he had spent here, resisting the dreadful emptiness for him.

However, at the end, there was really nothing to study with his current knowledge and ability, so he turned his “eyes” on the ancient book and the seven nails themselves.

In this way, it took me a while to understand that the so-called “Master Divine Weapon” in the shadow’s mouth may be the weapons of the predecessors and the master of Seven Nails – perhaps the most powerful weapon for everyone.

The reason why he said “may” and “maybe” is because he could not test and prove it, and could not get a definite result, so he could only guess.

Of course, he didn’t know how to refine this weapon, otherwise there would be a lot of things to do right away.

After thinking about all of this, there is no more place for him to study further, Chu Yunsheng once again fell into a long state of emptiness.

At this time, if someone told him about master cultivation, one meditation would last for countless years, he would definitely sneer, be silent, empty, lonely, cold, darkness and no future, intertwined, tortured day and night… don’t say What kind of expert is, even a god, you have to fucking admit it! Gotta go crazy too!

This is not at all the loneliness and emptiness that human beings can endure!

Finally one day, he couldn’t bear it any longer and entered the fifth stage – the stage of despair!

In this last stage, he was surprisingly calm, terrifyingly cold, like a icy chief surgeon, and began to conduct a bloody dissection of his life, dismantling it knife by knife, dismantling all his desires, dark sides, and emotions. , hatred, attachment, etc., are ruthlessly put out, facing the meaning of life’s existence, liberating and letting go…

In the end, in loneliness, he ended the meaning of his life.

A hopeless future, a deep despair, and he went on to end his own life—suicide!

Yes, suicide!

In order to end his life, he used a lot of methods, such as self-destruction, destruction, ancient bow reflection, turbulent vortex…etc. Everything he could think of and what he could do was cold and emotionless. went to try it.

But without exception, they all failed. In order to die quickly, he only wanted to die, so he wanted to take the initiative to die in front of Qi Ning, but was ruthlessly blocked by the ancient book.

If it was in the first four stages, he still had a chance to die under the seven nails, but now it is too late. Before entering the fifth stage of despair, Gushu cooperated with him. After a long time consumption, He can no longer need him, he can completely suppress Qi Ning by himself, and he even has the strength to stop him from committing suicide in front of Qi Ning!

At this moment, the sadness in Chu Yunsheng’s heart has reached an incomparable level, and he has been deprived of the right to die!

At this moment, he realized the ultimate power of destiny. If it wants to kill you, you absolutely cannot live for one more second; if it does not let you die, you will not even have the right to commit suicide!

At this moment, he suddenly discovered that being able to commit suicide is also a kind of “happiness”.

At this moment, he also laughed. In fact, it is more than him. He is stronger than the predecessors and the Lord of Seven Nails. It is not the same. He cannot escape the play of fate…

But it was also at this moment that his icy heart, icy anger, for the first time in his life, he rebelled against his fate, and raised the flag of sorrow – you can dominate everything in the dark, but you can’t take me away The last right to end one’s own life!

He poured the source of life into the black air vortex that was still automatically fighting the suction force of the seven nails, consuming his life source layer by layer, he sneered, one day, all the sources of life will be exhausted, by that time , who can stop him from dying? Who can? Not even the heavens, not even fate!

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After a long, long time, he felt that he was too old to be old anymore. One more step forward was the death he had longed for. At this moment, his eyelids suddenly moved, and the feeling of being connected by flesh and blood suddenly surged. Entering the unknown space, the five forked lines that have been dead for inexplicable years brightened up one by one.

In an instant, in his slow and leisurely consciousness, he sighed slightly…

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