Ascension journey - 511. Chapter 506 Fanwai-1-050 The gap between everyday and doomsday

At the top of the landmark twin towers, along the wide and bright viewing platform, the long and straight black girl Xiao Meiyan is leaning on the railing to overlook this familiar and unfamiliar city.

With a trace of confusion in her eyes, she seemed to see countless phantoms of herself in the city. These phantoms hurriedly ran between the laneways and the roofs, busy in every important institution and building of this kind of city.

The constant flow of people brought by famous scenic spots has no way to make the girl feel the warmth of the group. A breath of independence always surrounds her, separating her from the daily life of the cheerful crowd——

Continuous and violent explosions, distorted groans of towers, roars of collapsed buildings…

The girl holding the railing surrounded her ears of pain and sorrow when the tower was at the end of her journey. The illusion that the building was tearing apart made her legs tremble slightly.

A huge doll standing upside down and fixed on a gear, constantly emitting sounds like a smirk and weeping, stirring the clouds and creating storms against the backdrop of the continuous fire and the wreckage of the city…

In the gap between daily life and doomsday, the immature fourteen-year-old girl is in a trance and at a loss.

——What is the so-called “me”? Can everything you experience in other worldlines and timelines be regarded as part of “my” life?

Xiao Meiyan, who had come here with her illusion all the way back, looked sideways at the other tall tower next door.

The inexplicable familiar feeling made her subconsciously outline the load-bearing structure of the entire tower body, and her eyes involuntarily hovered for a while at several key blasting points that determined the direction of the tower’s collapse.

Even the best expert in the industry, I am afraid that she will not know how to precisely destroy the landmarks of this city.

This strong sense of sight and instinct has become more and more obvious since staying at Xiaoyuan’s house that day…

“…Other me, in what kind of emotions do so many terrible things…Who am I fighting…”

Staring blankly for a while at the purple diamond-shaped gem on the back of her left hand, Xiao Meiyan raised her head and looked at the looming inverted doll in the sky, at the rising mushroom cloud, and at the wound of the world that tore the sky. The taste is complicated and unspeakable.

In some moments, she even had the idea of destroying everything in the world, so as to get rid of all grief and depression…

Only the influence of other self-perceived information fragments makes it difficult for her to distinguish reality from illusion and deeply affect her spirit. If she really comes into contact with the deep memories and emotions of other self, what will she become?

“…Will that time, I will still be me?” After murmured, Xiao Meiyan showed a wry smile on her face——

Compared to the self in the illusion with extremely strong mental will, the current self is just a weak existence that has just gotten rid of the introverted, autistic, and sickly attributes. If the two are in contact with each other, she may be defeated in an instant…

It can even be said that the illusion she is now feeling, the strange sense of peace that is constantly surging in her mind, is the result of her being gradually regressed and being eroded by other self…

At this moment, the white Chubby didn’t know from which corner he got out, jumped up the railing and walked to Xiao Meiyan’s hand.

“As for the definition of’I’, every intelligent life is different,” Chubby squatted on the railing looked at the girl who whispered before, “For us incubators, the so-called’I’ It’s a complex and stable logic algorithm, so a body like me is of no importance at all. Just change one if you die.”

After a pause, Kewpie continued to say to the girl who was looking over: “You are now gradually moving closer to the state of Kyoko Sakura, but unlike her who is forcibly restraining herself by relying on her psychic powers, you are in the process of contacting other selves. , It eases some abnormalities…

“With the time magic you awakened, you spontaneously evolve in this direction and instinctively unearth the true power of the magical girl. It is not a strange thing, but the excavation process is so smooth and relaxed, and the reason behind this is worth considering. ”

Xiaomeiyan was in a daze for a moment, and then she sighed inexplicably, “Perhaps, it’s because some of the’I’ have become accustomed to and adapted to this change…”

In Chobe’s suspicious sight, Akomi Homura was silent for a while and then changed the subject and asked: “Sakura Kyoko…Should I ask her senior about something about my phenomenon? But she seems to have something to me. Looks like a big prejudice, Chobe, you must know why that is?”

“This question is related to things about the safety of the world that you haven’t said before. You will always know in the future…”

Chobe avoided the girl’s question, and then said to her: “It’s okay to accept Sakura Kyoko’s ability support, but it’s not necessary to ask her for advice—because she doesn’t know the reason for her success, more of it’ I think, therefore, I’m the kind of forced coverage of idealistic cognition. The changes in your body are quite different from hers, and the starting point is also different. It doesn’t make much sense to refer to her process…

“In my opinion, if you conform to your instincts and let go of your concerns and restrictions, you should be able to successfully complete the process of transformation. The only difficulty is how to maintain a clear self-awareness in this process. You have to think about it. What is the most important thing to “you”—”

Chobe looked at the girl, and said if he had something to say: “… The wish and the magic that was born when the magical girl was transformed are the core of all self-unification. What you need is to look back and examine repeatedly. My original intention is to continuously strengthen the original intention to resonate with other selves.”

——The original wish?

Xiao Meiyan looked at the back of her left hand. The soul gem she obtained after becoming a magical girl faintly exudes a mysterious purple halo. Then she raised her head and looked at the distance of the city, staying for a long time at the single-family house of Lume’s house. .

In a daze, she seemed to see another scene where she wiped away her tears and made a wish while standing in the ruins of a city soaked by a bursting river.

“Midoka…” After a silent murmur, Xiao Miyan took a deep breath, and cast away the confusion caused by hallucinations and confusion of self-cognition in her heart-anyway, she who wants to protect Madoka You can’t turn yourself into a witch who might hurt Madoka. It’s impossible to stop because of various concerns…

As if she had found the beacon of life, after the girl made up her mind, the strong sense of sight that bothered her and the accompanying visual and auditory hallucinations suddenly reduced the impact a lot.

Instead, there was a burst of calmness buried deep sadness, and pieces of unforgettable memory…

Chobe’s gaze fell from the girl’s face to her hand holding the railing. In an instant, he saw a kaleidoscope of magnificent colors flashing through the soul gem on the back of the girl’s left hand.

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In Mami’s apartment, next to the blonde elder sister who is teaching two girls sitting like a baby, Wenwen and Kyoko Sakura, who have always maintained a secret connection through Chobe, glanced at each other involuntarily.