Ascension journey - 494. Chapter 489 Fanwai-1-033 Transformed self and high-dimensional experience

The distortion of self-perception came earlier than Sakura Kyoko expected.

Through the soul gem, she received the information of parallel individuals and other time axis nodes at all times. In an inadvertent trance, she completely lost herself——

Sleeping, eating, walking, sitting…

The confusion of perception and even memory, and the overlap of countless different experiences, made the red-haired girl forget what point of time she was before after a trance.

As if consciousness was completely removed from a single world and point in time, Kyoko Sakura, whose soul was connected to the bodies of countless girls, completely lost the perception and thinking ability that humans should have in keeping with the flow of time.

The moment she completed the transformation, she almost collapsed because of the countless different ideas that burst out of the depths of her heart.

What is the definition of “I”? The girl who doesn’t understand this problem can only try to survive first.

Fortunately, the soul magic that governs the soul can still work. Inspired by Wenwen’s touch, the girl who has learned something inexplicably uses her power to clean up and constrain her thoughts, starting from the simplest count to unify and integrate herself bit by bit. Confused consciousness.

How terrible is the power that governs the soul when it acts on oneself?

As long as the girl is willing, she can completely erase the abnormal appetite caused by long-term hunger, can easily eliminate all irritability and impatient emotions, and drive herself to do everything that she feels should do but can’t persist, even to erase everything. The extra “self”…

In the “time” that was not known for how long, after counting an unusually large number, the girl finally barely recovered her complete thinking ability, and then she was shocked by the dazzling kaleidoscope of vision “in front of her”——

In the day and night, in the clear sky and heavy rain, in various environments and times, the red-haired girl with a long ponytail closed her eyes and clasped her hands, sitting quietly in the abandoned church, as if In silent prayer.

But Kyoko Sakura knew that she was just counting from the bottom of her heart-also thanks to the magical power of the magical girl’s body, it would be able to move, and there would be nothing wrong without drinking or eating for a long time. The incubator’s technique is still very reliable.

However, after gradually understanding the status quo, she soon discovered that in addition to the mind, even the way to control her body also needs to be learned from the beginning——

Normal people follow the instinct and consume time to move the body without any obstacles, but she is different. She needs to sense and control all the shells on a time axis at the same time, and spend countless times of energy to coordinate the shells at different time points to complete a continuous action.

It is like grasping the middle section of a line and changing its shape while maintaining a continuity. Otherwise, her body downstream of the time axis will be distorted and fed back by the time shock, and it will exist in the mind like a tearing soul. Chaos and pain on the operational level.

Fortunately, other people and things on the time axis are basically a fixed vein in her eyes. Her control of the body only needs to be coordinated once at each point in time, and even if she does not control her body, it will not Affecting her conscious activities, it is not impossible to let the body sit there.

However, the information she can perceive comes from the original perception of the body in each time segment. To get more information, she has to make countless selves act.

But before acting, Kyoko Sakura first controlled her consciousness, striving to spread upstream along the time axis along her low-dimensional body, or in other words, to contact and consolidate more body-sensing memories that were not unified and integrated.

In theory, she can touch her body at all points in time after she has soul gems. In this way, as long as she goes back to an earlier point in time, she can find herself who is not yet homeless and stop the tragedy that made her desperate. .

However, struggling to spread to the past, she found that there was no way ahead.

She who should have existed in theory and had been active as a magical girl for a long time, did not appear in front of Sakura Kyoko at all, as if she was born abruptly not long ago and naturally “continued” life.

Feeling unbelievable, Kyoko Sakura turned her head to explore the future after many attempts to no avail. Soon, she once again touched the time gap that was exactly the same as in the past, like a dark abyss.

The magnificent world that seemed to have a splendid history, in her eyes, was just a small space surrounded by boundless darkness, only about a month long.

Seeing everything that seems to be perfect but only a part of the time trajectory, Sakura Kyoko could not help but feel a hint of coolness in her heart. She increased the control of her body, and thoroughly examined the perceptions and memories that she had deliberately suppressed in order to maintain the unity of consciousness. , Try to find other possibilities in the perception and memory of parallel individuals.

Fragments of memories and emotions continue to impact the girl’s consciousness. In the experience that seems to be on the scene, she sees herself who has always been cultivating witches alone, she sees herself learning from Mami, and the beauty of Hekameyuan and her friend. The tree Sayaka became a friend of herself…

At the same time, Kyoko Sakura, who was constantly absorbing information, also came into contact with something that made her feel complicated–

She saw the process of Miki Sayaka’s incarnation of a witch on a certain timeline, and saw the process of a powerful and mature Bamami who was destined to become a witch and had a mental breakdown, attacking the magical girls and killing her, and also in some clips Here, I saw Xiao Mi Homura who has the ability to travel through time and is growing within the multiple world lines…

A certain deep premonition of danger made Sakura Kyoko dare not rush to touch and control her own body in other world lines. After watching the information she obtained, she continued to explore the upstream and downstream of the timeline.

Soon, she discovered that no matter which world line it was, there was no past or future at all.

“A month’s time, this is exactly the same length as Xiao Meiyan’s reincarnation… This fault must be inseparable from her.”

The girl who turned her attention back to her original world line was about to control her body and go to the next city to look for the black long straight girl to observe, but from the beginning of the fault, she was controlling her body, but she suddenly found someone who had been caught by herself before. The problem that was inexplicably ignored——

Where did the woman named Wen Wen who defeated herself easily?

That’s someone who has had direct contact with yourself at the front end of the time period… Why can’t she be seen in the information summarized by the body feedback?

In the high-dimensional level that does not have the concept of time in the normal sense, Kyoko Sakura checked his body feedback during the battle with Wenwen, but found that the past timeline had already been counted by sitting in the church. Covered by myself.

In other words, for the body in the world, after counting for a month, she has never contacted a person named Wen Wen…

However, just after Sakura Kyoko remembered Wen Wen’s existence, a piece of information emerged from the chaotic information fragments, and the girl was slightly startled when she saw it-this was indeed Wen Wen’s message to her.

The content of the message is quite rich-Wen Wen gave the girl a detailed description of various points and precautions at the high-dimensional level, and then reminded:

“…Now that you see this information, it means that your consciousness has successfully stabilized at the core level of the soul gem. Fortunately, you are suffering… However, I don’t think you are willing to go back to what you used to drift in time. Does it look like?

“So please work hard to live amidst the possible distortions of the world line, and wait until I and you meet again to tell me what you see and feel. This is very important to me and you magical girls. …”

“Is it important to us magical girls?” After reading this message, Kyoko Sakura sighed in her heart, “I am a magical girl without a human form?”

——If it is not for the magic that has the control of the soul, you can arbitrarily distort and modify your own thoughts and emotions. I am afraid that I would have died in the horrible information impact of countless emotions and memories…

——No, it should be said that it is the disintegration of consciousness and the incarnation of a witch… I just don’t know what the witch’s form will become, and at what point of time it will be now…

The girl whose consciousness surpassed the time axis almost lost the sense of time under the vision of only a static time slice. She only felt that she had sorted out the information and knowledge gathered, and the world line mentioned by Wen Wen was suddenly distorted. happened.

At the end of the timeline, which was about a month long, Kyoko Sakura’s body in the church suddenly gave feedback with a feeling of palpitations and fear, and then this feedback quickly spread upstream of the timeline, sweeping the entire time before the girl reacted. paragraph.

In the shock of time, Kyoko Sakura felt that his soul seemed to be torn to pieces. The shells who had sat in the church for a month changed their own state at the same time, and scattered in the huge city with complex trajectories.

Amidst the turmoil and pain that her consciousness is about to collapse, the girl feels a trace of warmth coming from a very distant place-as if her body is soaking in a hot spring that makes her comfortable and relaxing, and all she is exposed to the harsh storm is just stretching herself. Part of the arm coming out of the water…

In the next instant, it seemed that something had grabbed the arm and tore the amputated body from the torso. The unparalleled contrast and pain crushed the girl as a limb, and even her soul magic could not contain the deep division. Pain and emptiness.

In a daze, she seemed to see two unspeakable magnificent existences, and her powerless herself was falling continuously in the abyss between the two that couldn’t see the whole picture…

The will tempered in the long impact of counting and personality differences finally allowed the girl to survive.

Surrounded by spiritual magic, the girl who slowly recovered her sanity from counting again, she sighed as she looked at the vision of the time axis that didn’t seem to have changed at all–

What did the previous events represent? Why is there such a feeling of loss in my heart… Does the Wenwen who reminded me in advance can understand the things I felt before?

Hope, she will really show up again.

Watching herself praying quietly at many points in time, Kyoko Sakura waited silently…Waiting for new changes in the river of time.

In an instant, or ten thousand years? In the high-dimensional world where time has lost its meaning, the girl who waited silently recovered from the soul tingling caused by the shock of time that spread to the lower body. She cast her gaze to the starting point of the shock of time-it was still a month. The length of the front end of the time paragraph.

The body that controlled that time period opened his eyes and turned his head, Sakura Kyoko looked at the black-clothed woman who appeared in front of the church gate, and calmly said, “You are here…”

……

Looking at the calm and unwavering girl in front of him, Wen Wen frowned slightly—

At the beginning, this red-haired girl had a wild face, so full of vitality that almost overflowed, but now, there is only ice-like calm left on her face…

Recalling how she felt when she first came into contact with the Quantum Incarnation Cluster, Wen Wen shook her head, casually sat down beside the girl and said to her:

“Although I can understand the conceptual changes brought about by raising the dimension of vision, you will not even completely eliminate emotional activities, right? I should have mentioned in my message that self-mind interference must be centered around Isn’t it done by the clear core soul algorithm?”

Almost as soon as Wenwen’s voice fell, the girl answered calmly: “I can’t do the extremely accurate digital analysis of the soul as you said. The effect of control by feeling is very vague, so I can only suppress it first. Stay in the excess emotions, and when you adapt and become proficient, you will try to control more.”

“Okay, you know the importance,” Wen Wen nodded, “Since your consciousness continues to this timeline, then you must have experienced the process of distorting the world line? I don’t know your high-dimensional vision. Can you get some high-level information, can you describe your feelings for me?”

The red-haired girl who was still stuck in Wenwen’s words just fell back and nodded and said: “Yes, but let me experiment first…”

As soon as the other party’s words fell, Wen Wen suddenly noticed that the girl in front of her disappeared suddenly. She looked at her slightly changed position and body posture and was startled, then looked back at the girl she had sensed in the swept field behind her, and asked a little strangely. : “You… it’s not high speed or teleportation. It’s impossible to stop from time to time, right?”

“I just walked behind you normally,” the red-haired girl shook her head. “It just started 20 seconds ago. I didn’t expect you to react to the shock of the timeline at this point in time… . Obviously just a low-dimensional individual, but your existence on the time axis is really weird…”

Wen Wen glanced at the instructions on the passive effect “non-anchor body protection” marked on the system panel, and then shrugged and said: “In the past, you should only see the light and shadow, temperature, and temperature left by me. Kinetic energy waits for the results of all physical changes associated with me, but I’m afraid it’s impossible to directly touch my ontology——

“In other words, my body at other points in time is just a physical phantom under the inertia of time, and my consciousness is only active at anchored nodes.”

“So, I have to keep changing the body I want to manipulate to talk to you. It’s really troublesome,” the red-haired girl sighed with no nutrition, and then turned the words back to the topic, “I will tell Everything that you and I felt before, in exchange, you can answer some of my questions…”

“Yeah…” Wen Wen nodded in agreement, but then she turned her gaze to the side and signaled, “However, if you don’t open the enchantment and use soul magic, just tell me that it’s okay. ——

“I don’t care anymore, but do you really mind being known by this guy about your current state?”

The red-haired girl turned her head along Wen Wen’s gaze, and saw the white Chubby squatting on the side, looking at the two strangers interacting with curious eyes…