Ascension journey - 339. Chapter 335

What is the feeling of the so-called childhood sweethearts, two little no guesses, and being close to one another?

Liu Xin, who has always paid attention to her own image, is now curled up on the sofa as if in a cold wind, her hands tightly hugging her knees, her face buried in her thighs motionless.

As if a huge rock hit the heart lake and stirred up the bottom of the mud, scenes of deliberately forgotten memories continued to flash in her mind like slides——

The vague warm touch of infants and toddlers, the stickiness of babbling, the pretense of serious house wine, countless trips to and from school…

A figure she called her elder brother pierced through her long memories. It wasn’t until Aunt Cheng’s family moved away after that person went to college that the impression of him was slightly diminished after several years of separation.

Then… after a few years of meeting, the parents of the two sides consciously or unconsciously matched the birthday party that missed and embarrassed, but unexpectedly it was the beginning of a tragedy.

On the way home, the vehicle that the man drove inexplicably offset and bumped into the isolation zone, followed by a terrible roll, a violent impact, pain and blood…

The man’s parents died and his father died, and the ordinary happy life fell apart in a blink of an eye and fell into chaos.

Standing in the ward, he was hoarse and burst into tears. The young man lying in the critically ill bed muttered to himself without a sense of vision…

Regarding the cause of the car accident, the seriously injured youth has only inexplicable words-what devil or shadow makes his mind stagnant and unable to control his body…

If it weren’t for being pulled by a very kind mother, she would have knocked the skull of this guy who used psychiatric identification to evade responsibility at that time.

Since then, the two sides have become strangers. She deliberately cut off all ties with each other and worked hard to learn to work and maintain the family that had lost the backbone.

Until one day, Liu Xin discovered his special ability in an accident in which his mother was kidnapped and was noticed by the state.

The welfare benefits of the relevant departments are quite attractive, and Liu Xin, who is not a good family member, chose to join without hesitation.

But after coming to the headquarters of the relevant department and getting into the circle of supernaturalists, Liu Xin discovered that something dark and obscure was slowly entangled.

According to national statistics, the time when the first batch of supernaturalists appeared was exactly when their home had a car accident in the past, and there were a large number of similar weird accidents around the world at the same time. Afterwards, all parties verified that they came to conclusions-these The accidents were all related to the supernaturalists who appeared at the time.

In the final test, after seeing the appearance of her own abilities depicted by the young woman in the eyes of the subject, a creepy association crawled onto her heart and held her heart tightly.

The dark horror shadow, the car accident on the first awakening day of the supernatural person, the muttering of the young man in the hospital bed, the thinking is stagnated and stripped…

——At the moment of the car accident, when sitting in the rear-end vehicle and being urged to marry by my parents, I felt extremely embarrassed. When complaining, did he subconsciously use the abnormal ability of the driver of the vehicle in front of him?

The jumbled thoughts swelled like weeds in the mind, memories and thoughts were turned into a mess, feeling Liu Xin curled up in the sofa, not daring to raise her head or listen…

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Cheng Bin’s single dormitory.

Cheng Bin bent down and put his head under the faucet in the washbasin. He withdrew the mind force that had been maintained on the body surface, allowing the cold water to stimulate his scalp and soaking his neck and chest all the way.

“You… are you okay?” Chen Pang looked at the faucet hesitantly, Cheng Bin who seemed to be forcing himself to calm down.

He anticipated many Cheng Bin’s reactions after learning the news, but the emotional changes he had sensed through his ability were unprecedented, completely beyond his expectation——

It is like a time bomb with a countdown locked at the last second. It is obviously a static and stable structure, but there is a sense of oppression that will destroy everything in the next instant.

In fact, Cheng Bin’s own feelings are more complicated than those of Chen Pang.

The car accident in the past was a turning point in his life. In that tragedy, he lost his family, job, garage, and almost all social relations.

The feeling of despair and dying in the hospital bed cannot be described in words. Today, he suddenly learned that the original accident may not be his fault, but another “murderer”, and the culprit may be his own guilt. When Liu Xin was difficult to face…

An invisible force suddenly tore through the wound he had healed, split his soul, and forcibly dug out all the most intense emotions and thoughts in his past.

It seemed that there were countless voices shouting in his mind, and countless contradictory thoughts made Cheng Bin feel a headache. Every bit of his thoughts and emotions were infinitely amplified by inexplicable power, and his soul was like a slower and slower one. The spinning top is about to be dumped and destroyed.

——Go see her.

——Keep thinking…

——Return all the pain of the past to her, this is the punishment she deserves!

——This is not normal…

——To comfort her, who was originally close to her sister, the source of the birth of the supernatural being is the source of the tragedy. We are all victims, and she cannot be immersed in the negative emotions that killed our father.

——Don’t worry about it, let her go, everything has already passed.

——Wake up, you have already chosen…

–Who are you? !

Cheng Bin slowly raised his head from the current, and the unstable thought force exploded a large area of water. The mirror in front of him appeared as a pit in the loud noise like being hit by a sledgehammer, and the broken crack spread like a spider web. Come.

The countless scattered mirror fragments reflected countless Cheng Bin with distorted faces. I don’t know whether it was the light trails or the cause. It seemed that each Cheng Bin in the mirror seemed to have subtle differences.

——This is not normal! My own spirit is not so fragile and chaotic! Don’t be swayed by sensibility, keep thinking!

——Fuck your mother’s thinking! The past sins were in vain? !

——Is Chen Pang doing tricks? No, he has no motivation or ability.

-Is this the so-called “little test”? What’s the point…

——Focus, focus first.

Cheng Bin’s breathing was unknowingly quickened with both hands propped against the sink, sweating like rain, he waved his hand to prevent Chen Pang from approaching.

There is no way to discern the chaotic thoughts in his mind one by one. Cheng Bin can only focus on taking deep breaths again and again, gradually recovering his normal perception and control of his stiff body.

The more he thinks about specific things, the more chaotic and mixed his mind is. The distorted pain in his mind forces Cheng Bin to find a solid and reliable foundation. He unconsciously recalls the knowledge he has learned and accumulated during the past period of time, and then learns from it. I found out a series of related mathematical problems and deduced it from the beginning.

The seemingly boring mathematics is the foundation of the cognitive world of all rational disciplines, and its rigorous logic system has powerful self-improvement and derivation capabilities.

When Cheng Bin transferred his energy a little bit to the mathematical system structure deduction in his mind, the soul pain of split soul was obviously weakened, as if the different souls found a common foothold.

Standing silently in front of the washbasin, Cheng Bin used the correlation of knowledge to build a stable thinking circuit bit by bit, and built a thinking boat that can function normally in the chaotic and turbulent lake of mind.

After perceiving that Cheng Bin’s mood swings eased, a white shadow flashed across the corner of Chen Pang’s eyes, and he saw the clothes originally placed on the bedside flying over, neatly putting them on Cheng Bin’s body, and he was stained with it. Those water trails had already been shaken away by the force of thought, reflecting a looming rainbow in the mist.

Cheng Bin jumped on the spot to finish putting on the clothes, pants, shoes and socks. The buttons were automatically fastened one by one. He stared at the corners of his mouth in various angles in the broken mirror and twitched slightly, and then turned and walked towards the door without saying a word. .

Being able to deeply experience and understand Cheng Bin’s feelings, Chen Pang, a friend, sighed and followed.

——In any case, Cheng Bin’s mood remains stable and he can think twice as much as he usually does. Then he is basically relieved. The rest of the matter can only be decided by the two people…

The two walking silently left the dormitory area, walked through the square of the building, and soon arrived in the building where Chen Pang was working.

Outside the room where Liu Xin was staying, Cheng Bin, who was approaching along the corridor, stopped. A young woman in formal overalls raised her hand to stop him in front of him.

The young woman who was in charge of the final test section frowned and glanced at Chen Pang, then stared at Cheng Bin solemnly, and said word by word: “You shouldn’t be here now. Tomorrow, at least you have to sleep and wake up. Let’s regain my sense and calmness and meet again later.”

Related memories appeared and exploded like bubbles. Cheng Bin recognized the unfamiliar guy in front of him—the one who had told him about the department in the private chat room of the mental hospital in the past.

“Thank you, I’m very calm…” Cheng Bin smiled and nodded, knowing the hint of kindness released by the other party. His motivation to read the panoramic picture has gradually penetrated into the room behind the young woman. .

Through the reaction and conflict between the supernatural powers, the young woman noticed the torrent surging by her side. Her expression changed. She was about to say something, but Chen Pang stepped forward to hold her back.

Seeing Chen Pang, who specializes in psychology, pointed to the person in the room and shook her head, the young woman hesitated for a moment, but she stepped aside from the middle of the corridor and let Cheng Bin walk over.

Cheng Bin opened the room and walked in, closed the door and looked at the woman curled up on the sofa not far away.

Although her trembling body shrank into a ball as she was sobbing, the feedback of the panoramic picture conveyed the three-dimensional images specific to the cell level to Cheng Bin’s eyes.

Cheng Bin, whose head started to ache again, casually sat down on the other side. He glanced at Liu Xin, whose face was buried in his thigh, and couldn’t help but sighed while pressing his temple.

——The human body’s interference with its own mind power is mainly reflected in the nervous system and internal organs. It is easy to tear off the neck and aorta of everyone in the field of vision.

——Remember that the sister next door liked to have straight and long hair since she was a child. The party before the car accident was still like this. Did she cut it short after the tragedy.

——Do you want to experience her abilities again? Although the probability of error is very small, so far, the cause of the car accident is that her view is not only limited to guessing?

——Speaking of which, the girl model that the system once simulated and finally became a white human shell has a little bit of the shadow of Liu Xin when he was a child…

——Using the power of mind, it is also very simple to damage the human body function without leaving a trace or directly delay the killing.

As if many people were talking in their ears at the same time, Cheng Bin frowned in a chaotic noisy voice. Chen Pang, who was peeping outside, felt Cheng Bin’s emotional changes, and his heart could not help but hang again.

Liu Xin trembled when she heard Cheng Bin’s sigh, she raised her head and looked in the direction of the familiar sound with her red eyes.

Cheng Bin, who was meditating on some mathematical formulas, saw Liu Xin’s lips move, but he could not hear Liu Xin’s words, even if the panorama could capture the slightest throat vibration.

Because of the tsunami at the bottom of the mind, Cheng Bin has been a little tired of coping, and the small boat that is based on it seems to be overturned at any time in the infinitely magnified fluctuations of emotions and thoughts.

Just as an invisible war occurred in his soul, Cheng Bin could feel the various abnormal reactions of his body under the twisted mind through the aftermath of a large number of distracting thoughts.

However, according to the inexplicable knowledge in his mind, Cheng Bin can barely control the influence of inner war on the real body by inhibiting the operation of the corresponding ganglion and hormone glands by thinking power, and alleviate the cliff-like emotional gap, at least until this kind of struggle is over. Before, he would not make a choice in reality.

In a trance, Cheng Bin’s vision gradually split.

As if a large number of similar but different scenes overlapped, Cheng Bin saw himself questioning Liu Xin loudly, saw the dead body lying in a pool of blood, and saw Liu Xin crying with red eyes holding himself and saying sorry, see When I was irritable, I waved my hand and cut off the tendons of the security personnel who came over with the force of thought. I saw a lot of my own and completely different reactions…

The schizophrenic soul dispute made Cheng Bin extremely painful. He could feel the fighting and engulfing between different thoughts or personalities, and his own Ye Bianzhou seemed to be overthrown at any time.

But he never really lost his mind. Instead, he relied on a common foothold—mathematical logic and curiosity about the status quo—or actively or passively absorbed similar nutrients and continued to grow stronger until the noise disappeared and he swallowed everything. Distracted thoughts, or the self is washed and reshaped by distracted thoughts until the completion.

The war on the information level seems to have lasted for countless years, but in reality all this happened in a short moment.

Cheng Bin recovered from the trance, the countless ghosts and bloodstains in front of him faded, revealing Liu Xin who just raised his head and stared at him cowardly.

——What is going on in my mind, and the knowledge and intelligence that popped up inexplicably? The motivation of thinking is no better than the mind. It is really troublesome to not have the ability to self-examine thinking. What is the point of tossing this for the system?

Cheng Bin, who was more interested in everything that happened in his soul before, stared at Liu Xin absently for a while, and then returned to focus on the immediate problem after failing to think about it.

It should have been the vision of the World Line Split Phantom before, and it has already shown a lot of development trends. If you actually deal with it, you have already made a choice before anyway…

After extinguishing the physical reactions related to body and emotion, simple logic dangled in Cheng Bin’s calm and rational thinking——

The experience of losing parents and being seriously injured in the past has led to this kind of repressed resentment in the body, and the distrust of everyone’s words and the final reversal of the truth intensified these emotions.

I want to release these grievances to the culprit, but who is the culprit objectively?

Self driving accident? Of course not, he was just a victim of the black magic shadow’s mental impact ability.

Liu Xin, the Demon Freed? She was just embarrassed on the blind date and vomited a bit. Considering that she couldn’t miss the friendship with her sister at the time, she was a bit reluctant to be the target of anger.

The source of the birth of the ability at that moment? Create systems that indirectly cause accidents within the domain? Isn’t that Gao Wei’s self?

Or is it time to throw the pot to explore the terminal for the long-dead Yao Civilization?

Cheng Bin, who sighed secretly, casually chose a more stable and stable method in the world-line divergence illusion that he had seen before and prepared to implement it.

But at the moment Cheng Bin made up his mind, the whole world he perceives fell into a static state, and then it seemed as if the paint that made up the picture scroll melted and gathered, and the whole world turned into a blur among the colorful colors.

Cheng Bin, who had just retrieved part of his knowledge and high-dimensional intelligence, had not had time to react, and his whole spirit sank to the bottom of the chaotic lake again…

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